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Day Of Terror.. For Every Tuesday..

Tuesday, May 31, 2005
9:57 PM

haiz.. u noe la... theusual time... 6.. :X lolx.. suppose to wake up at 5.45... then after tt snooze lor.. till 6 lolx.. so anyway manage to get out of hse at 6.35am.. lolx.. at least not very late rite?? last nite jus threw a bag in the machine to wash... morning dry liao.. so use it lor.. haiz.. cannot dun wash.. i think got 9 mths never use it le lor... :X

ok so took the bus 154 to sch alone.. haiz.. so sad... no one to accompany me... so on the way to sch.. i'm like updating my phone... ya with the new classmate... and u noe wad.. they are my classmate for another 2 years.. lolx.. kind of happy and also sad... ok nvm... happy becoz they are great ppl to be with.... but sad becoz.. after the 2nd year... change class again... coz of my course lor... :@ lolx.. but anyway.. things should be better as we go along rite?? lolx.. at least i'm kind of like hmm... not too bad a person to be known around.. but to say everyone of them are great ppl to hang around i guess... ya maybe still new around.. lolx...

ok so tts one thing ok.. but then again.. today is a horrible day... every monday tuesday and wednesday u will hear me complain abt this day i guess.. lolx.. the MMMM day... ya really mad mad mad mad day man... maths the whole day.. :X i almost faint jus looking at the maths.. OMG.. so anyway today i was quite good.. first lecture not paying 100% attention la.. but still got correct some of my wrong examples.. i mean the examples in the lecture notes...

then after tt went to sim canteen to eat jap food again.. lolx.. hmm.. today's surving is big.. ya with tt maths teacher around u really need more energy man.. lolx... the food is nice.. but i guess i took in a lot of sodium today.. lucky tml not going to eat lunch anywhere in sch... i guess i'll be home for lunch.. instant noodles??? :S i guess not... lolx.. also high sodium de lor.. but haiz.. c tml la.. anyway hmm.. after tt ate ice for dessert.. and had a great laugh with my frens.. lolx.. at the sim canteen lor.. till lunch time.. then we decide to go.. coz give our place to others lor.. lolx...

then went to use our laptops at the table bet blk 83 and 82 i guess those were the blks... lolx.. then after tt went to the tutorial... ya and u ne wad i found cheat to do some maths questions.. lolx.. ya becoz of the revision lor... killer man... i was like answering the questions wrong wrong and wrong lor.. coz press wrongly.. or couldn't be bored with the rite ans.. but to earn tt 3 red star... we need to do it correctly and the fewer errors the less u need to do.. and stupid me.. do so many questions sia... but still got tt 3 red star... which makes me automatically a 6 starstudent.. lolx.. i mean the grade for tt topis.. lolx...

then after tt went backt to the same place to use laptop but be4 tt walk down hill to buy my comm toolkit notes.. and then go uphill again.. to the laptop area.. use our laptops to do wad.. maths online lolx... do till the math lecture tt like 1 hr take some time out for the buying notes thing... so wadever it is we were waitig for the teacher lor...

during the last lecture of the day.. she finish teaching the topics and then call the students to do their tutorial.. so i was so tired tt i KO lor.. rite under her nose and she did not say anything... but if she do... i can show her proof tt i finihs tt tutorial lor.. lolx... ya i finished tt tutorial long be4 this dya lor.. lolx... ok la.. still recent only mah.. wadever it is i woke up and then kind of wa.. so refresh.. lolx.. and i was like where's the teacher.. lolx.. got my tutorial from my fren lor... coz lend it out ma.. lolx..

after tt i start on next week's tutorial and my fren was like wa lao eh... dun stress urself la.. so fast for wad.. lolx.. but haiz.. not tt i wan.. but i'm jus too sian lor.. these days.. so jus do it la.. ok tt not called force rite?? it is doing it willingly.. lolx... ya first time.. jasper's so "hardworking" lolx... ya i guess and hope tt it would only last sia... lolx.. must be AD in al sub best liao.. lolx... but seems diff la.. the ppl are ll so brillant... -_-" so fat hope rite??

anyway tml lesson starting at 10... lolx.. so happy after how many days.. first time having lesson on at 8am... ya first time.. :@.. and wednesday even week is the only time at 10 start lesson.. others days.. haiz.. 8 am all the way.. :S.. kind of sick sia.. lolx..

ok then nite la huh... tok so much craps also dunnoe got anyone reading my boring blog of an uninteresting person lor... but still i miss my sec sch life... lesser freedom.. and easier to manage my life.. lolx.. now... hmm... study is the only thing i guesss... nothing much to do also lor.. lolx...


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Day Of Lecture... It Is Going To Be Like Tt For Many Weeks To Come....

Monday, May 30, 2005
10:19 PM

First woke up at 6.. lolx... coz snooze 3 time lor.. 5 minutes interval.. lolx.. ok so bathe and all... then call my elder sis... coz she got driving lesson... ya at 6.15.. so later after so long.. went out of hse at 6.45 i guess... ya so late rite... then went to take a bus with her lor.. to the terminal...

then i found out one thing... sec sch having holidays.. which means... there would not be a lot of ppl squeezing in the bus for another 1 mth lor.. wahaha... can set off from home at 6.45am... and take a 7am 154 bus... lolx. and still reach sch 15 minutes be4 8 sia... haiz... ya i'm studying and jc and sec sch students are like having their holidays... -_-" how ironic... haiz..

so anyway i reach sch at 7.45am... wa on the way chat with veron saw her on the bus ma.. so tok lor... lolx.. lucky she's there sia.. if not i'll be like sleeping all the way to sch?? ya something like tt lor... lolx.. hmm.. found out tt nursing in np is not simple... from the way she say it... hmm... got lots of bio stuff sia... but at least better than my course i guess... 3 sciences... OMG.. and MATHS.. haiz.. calculus lor... haiz... sad man. all the add maths mus really refresh my memory liao.. haiz.. but still i think i got quite some time lor.. since i'll not be taking EM2 till next sem... so i guess now better study EM1 a lot faster than everyone else bah.. better get an AD u noe... haiz.. sure must get it sia.. if not haiz.. a maths student like hmm.. no use??

ok so anyway today whole day lecture.. lolx.. ya all the core 3 sciences... and today is the first time meeting my mentor... and also my biomolecule science teaceher... he's hmm.. kind of erm... new to teaching i guess... haven teach the cell structure he is already using those terms.. OMG... so lucky i got bio background... my frens aren't so lucky... so anyway no choice i guess.. gotta be under him for another how many weeks or should say mths to come lor...

so anyway lecture was ok lor.. using the laptop coz my lecture notes all inside... ad wad's more. tml maths gotta bring laptop again.. lucky jus bought a laptop cover today... so tml.. any bag also can use liao.. coz got laptop cover.. lolx... haix.. but tml whole day maths.. ya MMMM... lolx.. so no choice... i already done my this week's tutorial... starting on next week's already... ya algebra sia.. lolx... so jus be with it lor... tt teacher is like.. haiz.. but if new topics ok lor.. the way she teach.. but if like old topics.. ya SIGNIFICANT FIGURES.. tt speed is a no no....

ok after sch went to the atrium... coz my frens wanna check out the maths text book.. coz now currently no stock... lolx.. but tt book is kind of useless i guess... haiz.. no choice.. gotta still buy it rite?? if not they will be going to the library to fight for tt book i guess... but anywya dun buy also can de bah.. library have.. but u noe.. kind of troublsome.. lolx.. but anyway at the atrium saw fluer.. wadever the name.. then was like stuck there with my frens and chat lor.. lolx.. coz today release so early... so anyway ya chat for some time be4 i go take a bus back to jp..

Must complain sia.. tt bus 154.. no aircon de lor... gosh.. it is only fan.. i think outside is even cooler than tt bus sia.. so stuffy.... but still manage to survive tt bus trip... i thinnk tt bus no. is SBS 3834 S i think.. :X sure wrng one la.. my memory so bad... bu make sure tml dun take tt bus sia.. all starting ith 38 de.. lolx.. later got onto the same bus really suay sia... lolx... ok went to jp walk lor.. with my new fren.. coz he also live around jurong i guess... yuhua sec there bah... hmm.. a cancer.. lolx... so we were like in pop.. bought the laptop cover lor.. lolx.. and foolscape paper.. 5 books of it.. cannot complain at home dun have liao. lolx..

so after tt went to mac to eat dinner... lolx.. so anyway forget to say my lunch was in SIM... hmm.. the food there is kinf of nice.. but of coz.. bigger serving comes with higher $$.. lolx... but SIM i guess is better lor... got aircon.. not like the school's canteen... no aircon at all.. even queuing also can drench ur clothes lor.. :X lolx.. so anyway... ya tt lunch... after tt mac went home to do wad/// sleep.... loxl... ya sleep.. so impt... then watch tv etc.. hmm... now go wash up and sleeping liao.. tml 8 to 5 leh.. hiaz... sian... maths lor... the teacher is like OMG.. the topics are... area surface are and volume of solids... the simple ones like.. sphere etc.. :S and functions... tt one is easy bah... after i finihs the examples.. lolx... i guess it is easy.. ya... but.. haiz.. 4 hrs of lecture on it.. :S kind of sick when i start thinking abt it... lolx...

Wish me luck tml man.. hope tt it is a day passing fast... lolx...


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A Boring Day.. And Of Coz I Dun Remember Much

Sunday, May 29, 2005
10:10 PM

woke up at 11 i guess... hu cares abt the time man.. all i noe is tt i wanted to wake up at 8 to go for a run.. but... sad la.. couldn't wake up... ok coz i love my bed a lot... lolx... slept abt 10 hrs i guess... haiz.. sch jus started so still trying to tune to the correct time leh... haiz.. 8am everyday... wad u expect.. but so happen tt this coming wednesday is starting at 10.. lolx.. coz my IAC is odd week de.. which means this weeke is even week lor... lolx..

so ok woke up at 11.. use the com dun remember do wad.. i guess is MeL lor.. haiz.. so many things inside... also dunnoe wad to do.. hw tutorials etc.. goodness.. so i'm like trying to check if i have completed all the work tt was given lor.. i think i left one haven do.. personality test.. actually it is super short de lor.. 4 questions and then u noe the 4 kinds of characters... and aiya the craps la.. tt one done it be4 liao.. also dunnoe y now need to do again.. haiz.. so no choice... guess tml when i'm free i'll do it lor.. ya when i'm free... lolx..

studied my this week's maths lessons.. and done the tutorials... going to start on next week's one lor... week 3 haiz.. seems tt the things i study in engg maths 1 is jus as good as a maths... haiz.. 1 point less and i dun even need to study tt engg maths 1 liao lor.. so angry.. but kind of fun la.. one less subject to worry.. lolx.. and gotta make sure i get an AD for it lor... O btw i found out tt my course is actually studying all 3 sciences de lor.. :X triple science course.. lolx.. so interesting.. kind of fun actually... but phy is little i guess.. doing on thermo lor.. ya thermo.. the laws etc... phew... but at least still a bit of physics rite?? lolx.. lucky for me... my interest still got a place in my big heart.. ya rite.. lolx..

so after doing those.. i was kind of tired already.. hmm.. now poly life got lots of freedom... had better learn to manage the time well man.. and better do well.. AD for all subjects?? try la.. lolx.. but seems tt it is not easy lor.. top 5% then get tt AD.. sian.. i noe i'm not tt clever.. i'm sure i'm not tt stupid too rite?? be hardworking a bit then.. lolx.. o so after tt maths thing.. i was doing nothing.. lolx... read papers... ya.. it was yesterday's papers... lolx.. but its ok. since i haven read yesterday's papers... then after tt i went to change up.. do a bit of warm up and go for a run... the weather is perfect... not too extreme.. i guess it was 4.43pm lor.. the weather is cooling.. WITH NO SUN... lolx.. ya no sun... so happy. so went for my run lor.. came back at 5.03pm.. 20minutes i run lor... haiz.. can't it make it to 15minutes?? i sometimes wonder i thought i run very fast u noe.. but seems tt the bio-clock still not accurate at all lor... lolx...

ya after the run do nothing lor.. cool down exercise?? ya nothing much la... then ya really nothing to do liao lor. bathe then went to watchmy alias.. still got 3 more disc to go sia.. haiz... 3 more leh.. each dvd got 4 eps.. o god.. haiz... 12 more ep to finish season 2... i think this week gott finihs 2 disc?? if i have the time lor.. lolx... seems tt still kind of busy... haha.. things haven settle down yet.. and of coz.. stil got hw to do... haiz... no choice...

but dun worry.. soon sp ppl will be like me.. sch's starting for sp ppl liao rite?? tml.. lolx.. so happy.. so i can c tt i'm not the only busy one... lolx... but kind of sad leh.. the past 2 mths never really do anything lor.. lolx... but still rest all i wan man... next time dun ahve the chance liao... my course quite hectice de lor... jus saw tt course thingy... kind of sad la.. but still ok bah... haha.... at least stilll slacker than biotech i guess.... but will my next timetable be so well organised?? i guess not.. but hope it will be... haha..

then after tt alias.. i was eating my dinner while watching btw.. ate dinner quite early todya i guess... after watching tt alias.. was watching some chinese movie on ch 8.. lolx.. ya then now typing this blog... after the show.. kind of getting bored lor.. so haiz.. type my blog.. and after tt i can sleep all i wan.. haha... ya but not really all i wan lor..

tml... 6 gotta get my elder sis up.. she's having driving lesson.. i think tml i'll try to set off at 6.15am.. so i think i'll reach sch abt 7.30..or maybe earlier.. hope tt it is not too early... if not OMG... nothing to do again?? but kind of happy leh.. meeting with my new classmates tml... got tutorial lesson.. haha... new frens rite... ok la.. but not really close lor... only 6 gals noe i think 2 of them already... the other 4 not yet lor.. but kind of getting better each day... lolx.. then the guys.. hmm... 10 i guess... lolx... ya noe a few too... slowly la... haha... things are like of going smooth lor.. but sad leh.. dun have long breaks.. if not can really get to noe them well... haha...

ok then.. better go sleep liao.. if not tml cannot wake up again... -_-" lolx.. better not be... if not i'll die i tell u.. haha...


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Sleeping Too Much Cause Headache???

Saturday, May 28, 2005
11:10 PM

woke up at 1.30-2pm.. First time sleeping 12 hrs one shot... :X ok i noe i sleep too much... But i kind of tired... School started and i'm to reach school at 8am every day.. from monday to friday! OMG... but wednesday is the only morning with alternate week thing.. haiz... anyway yesterday or this morning so late sleep.. :X came home from concert is 12 plus already... bathe etc?? still blogged?? ya tts y sleep so late....

so anyway woke up nothing to do lor... but all i noe is tt the events are kind of blur after tt... i noe i use the computer for a while... ya is really a while.. then after tt went down stairs... swith on the tv... no programmes to watch lor... so start switching channels.. saw this programme abt laughing.. hmm... laughing is a way of destress... ok... i guess it is so... and laughing always have a interval of 1/15 sec bet each ha-ha.. lolx.. kind of interesting... and it can spread from one person to another... ops.... it is true..

coz the programme is like 1 hr.. and my sister haven eat lunch... and sheclaims tt she's not hungry.. so i call her to buy something to eat.. and we can share it.... lolx.. ya tt meal was my suppose breakfast... but the time shows tt it is time for high tea.. :] haiz.. but i ate quite little i would say... anyway i also dun burn so much energy when i sleep.. so y eat so much... and wad i noe is tt.. for the whole week... i'm like sleeping almost every free time i got.. :X haiz.. never exercise.. and u noe wad... i think i gain weight... haiz.. getting fatter again.. guess tml mus really go running... sian lor... :(

after tt show.. i'm like doing nothing again... so went to my room use computer again... ya and u noe wad stare at the screen... so sian sia.. then went to shower again.. to prepare to go noreen's party... after tt sit back here again... haiz.. coz the time of meeting change... so ok i went to search on a dream dictionary lor... coz this morning i dreamt of something... but hor dun really remember clearly leh... i noe got frens de... :X but dunnoe hu la.. lolx...

after tt went to meet siyi and kl... then go to noreen's hse... there saw liting linda kenneth of coz noreen rite... haha.. catch up with their lives lor... things are so different now.. all go different ways already... maybe there are more things to tok abt now?? lolx.. but i'm kind of sian bah.. not the place.. but myself.. thin i slept too much.. ahiz... half the time was having a mental block... or jus think too much... haiz...

then after eating dinner still eat 2 rounds lor... gosh... then went to take pictures... cut cake ceremony... food.. the 2nd round.. then pictures again.. haiz.. dun have the mood to be taken in any picture today.. hmm.. dunnoe y... then was in noreen's room.. so she open her presents lor.. hmm... hmm... hmm... hmm... after tt was like toking while she open... i did not tok of coz.. i'm jus like sitting there looking and listening to others lor... haiz.. the 12 hrs of sleep really hit me hard... :X

then after tt brought siyi home.. coz she sprain her leg.... then i went home.. shower again.. and here m i.. blogging with a headache.. plus i think having some mental block... haiz... going to sleep soon.. :X ya soon... maybe make it 14 hrs of sleep a day then.. lolx... nitez..


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Concert... Last Minute Notice..

Friday, May 27, 2005
12:00 PM

Morning woke up a little later today.. :X 6 i think.. suppose be4 6 up liao.. so went to bathe etc... went off at 6.30am.. piangz.. the bus as usual lor.. so many ppl.. :@ but today wait a littleshorter only.. lolx..

so took 154a seems interesting... but then.. found out tt it stil stop at every bus stop be4 np's buss stop.. :X so anyway.. reach the bus stop. saw kaixn kailin and mengyong... lolx.. so tok tok for a while be4 i go to my room... 7th level leh.. piangz... lucky took a lift up.. :X getting lazy liao.. lolx...

lab work in the morning.. haiz.. kind of ian lor.. but then got into the lab a little early coz reach there early.. chat with a few frens outside the lab.. then allowed to enter.. so we were given the lab notes and 1 dunnoe wad form need to sign lor.. lolx..

waited for other frens to come in lor... though they are not late.. lolx.. so after tt the lab teacher start "teaching" ya go through the kind of things we need to observe bahbahbah.. then how is practical being marked.. and the number og reports we need to write... then format of report writing... ya tts abt al then intro ourselves to the teacher... nothing much liao lor... the teacher also tell us a little abt herself.. coz she's not doing the lecture but only lab work lor... lolx..

she studied in japan and work at a chem production company be4 coming to np to teach... she's also jus as new as us bah... coz she jus joined this year... kind of interesting hor... studied in japan.. lolx.. the language medium izit japanese?? or english?? never ask.. lolx.. ya then the briefing abt the lab rules etc.. all like the same bah... nothing new i guess...

she only took 45 minutes lor.. out of tt 3 hrs we got.. so after tt went to the canteen with some new frens... lolx... jus got to know them better today... lolx.. so we chat for abt 1 hr?? at the canteen while i eat my brunch and later also inculde high tea.. lolx.. while we continue to tok.. lolx. then after tt we went to the library.. use laptops.. lolx.. i watch alias there.. lolx... brought the disc along... saw 2 eps.. wahaha.. more than enough.. then abt 30 minutes be4 12 went back to my blk for the next lesson... the lessons are tutorials.. haiz.. but ok this time round... the tutorials are relax lor... the first 1hr tutorial on thermo the teacher tok to us lor.. wahaha.. ya abt the grading system... abt himself.. abt the maths system.. etc... ya he ended 20 minutes be4 1... interesting.. so took out laptop to use again.. my frens were like wa lao eh.. ur laptop so light.. coz her dell one which is the same size as mine is a lot heavier lor... :X

2hr was another tutorial.. but same classroom.. lolx.. so the lecturer came in a little early.. she also did nothing much.. wahaha... then we started chatting again lor.. the whole class.. lolx.. i thinkmy lass kind of cute lor.. teacher not around super noisy then teacher come stat lesson liao.. pin drop silence... wonderful lor... lolx.. but till now we haven seen out class mentor.. ok class "form" teacher bah... kind of blur abt it... lolx..

after the leson got some fren's number.. lolx... then i found out tt my sister called.. telling me tt there is this concert tt we already got the ticket.. the concert is free btw.. so ok lor.. plan plan and plan.. in the end... i came home.. till 5.20 then i leave to meet her at 5.30 mrt station.. i ot there on time.. still gotta wait for her as she was in jp lor... lolx..

tok a train to raffles place.. on the way slept a bit lor.. so tired... lolx... then went to walk the raffles exchange for a while.. small area la... very fast walk finish liao.. wahaha... then went to meet my sis's frens... and we got to vch together.. tts kind of early lor.. then wait for this person and tt person.. lolx.. in the end we got in liao.. coz there is free seating lor...

the performance is kind of boring i would say execpt a few songs.. it is actually this composer tt's conducting the band lor.. SAF band.. the composer of co compose his songs and play it rite.. wahaha.. he also did a world premier on a new song.. speciall written for singapore... ya and he said:" travel 10000 miles jus to conduct the song.. tt shows tt not all famous composers are dead..." wahaha everyone's laughing like helll.. lolx..

after tt the second half of the concert is quite boring i would say.. 2 songs.. the 2nd was 43 minutes lor.. 4 symphonies in one piece... kind of not very nice bah... execpt the last movement.. after the 1st movement i was partly asleep... 2nd and 3rd movement.. i slept liao.. totally... very tired so close my eyes lor.. in the end.. slept... wahaha.. after the concert went to lau pa sia to eat dinner cum supper... omg i ate quite a lot i wouls say considering the fact tt it is already late and i'm actuallyt not very hungry... wahaha...

and way i type this whilei'm 1/4 asleep.. wahaha.. sorry for any errors.. anywya all i wanna say is tt.. there are so many ppl i miss lor.. so many things i miss lor... the ppl there are still not comparable to my sec sch frens rite.. lolx..

so mainly was jus saying... tt i got the notice of the concert at the last minute.. lols.. and of coz i'm like miss quite a few ppl in sec.. ok then cya.. tired liao.. is totally tired.. nitez...


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First Times...

Thursday, May 26, 2005
10:30 PM

today was the first time i got out of hse so early... i wish i had been so... hmm... then after tt rite... i took a 6.45 bus i think.. or at least around tt time.. lolx.. wa the journey wad quite fast.. though it was raining in the morning which made me rush so much.. in the end... haiz.. found of tt... dun need to rush so much lor.. no traffic jam or even heavy traffic along the way.. abt 45 minutes later reach the school liao... so early.. still got 30 minutes to kill... be4 lecture starts...

so saw this coursemate on the bus same IS grp also.. then chat a bit bah.. at least i'm not so bored... lolx.. hmm... anyway if i'm bored.. i got no way to u noe.. sms ppl... almost every one is sleeping bah... then some morning blues lor.. wahaha.. i think i everyday also got morning blues de.. :X kind of like super tired lor.. so close my eyes everytime on the bus.. some times open eyes and then... stone... lolx.. got into the lt jus after teacher.. found a good position to hide from the teacher but then... haiz.. next lesson cannot sit there liao... sian... so i was like sleeping a bit.. bu at leas the teacher gives short breaks.. and show funny applications.. to keep us awake.. since first lesson.. so he let us off early.. yup.. early is like 45 minutes be4 the time he suppose to end...

then was like still dunnoe which class i'm in so went to the office to c tt list lor.. then found out tt i was 01A08.. aiyo.. dun c better haiz... last class... -_-" but anyway it mightnot mean bad rite... lolx.. biotech also 8 classes... others did not really take note.. coz too far from my scope... bio tech's liste was jus beside mine course?? ok then went back to the lt to tok lor.. wahaha..

so the next teacher comes in.. OMG.. super sian de lor.. the topic also quite dead... haiz.. inorganic and physical chemistry... ok.. i guess i have a little knowledge to bluff my way through.. lolx.. anywya i sat and the same location and trying to hide my face from the lecturer... haiz.. at least at some point i did it.. and stone for a while... lolx..

after her thing she was tell us tt there is this library amazing race lor.. piangz.. sian. suppose to start at 11 but almost everyone started early.. the whole quiz was to let u noe the library better.. -_-" so no choice... do it lor.. then after the first question my fren told me tt the photocopying shop beside the library which is always pack dun have a lot of ppl.. so went to buy notes... lox.. $6 leh.. OMG.. ok then after tt continue with the "race" all the stupid stuff lor.. like fines.. the library books etc.. haiz.. then gotta borrow books and then clip the thing on tt stupid piece of quiz.. haiz... after tt everyone also return the books lor.. lolx..

after tt went to eat lunch.. it is super pack.. totally.. haiz.. kind of sian la.. but then hor.. no choice.. lunch peak hr... so no choice la.. then after the lunch was like cilmbing up the hill... to my blk.. which i have 1 hr to kill :X ya and 1 hr leh.. sad.. so found this classmate of mine chat with him lor.. ya.. all the craps etc..lolx.. then yeah.. time's up i guess.. and for the first time i saw the class as a whole.. hmm.. ok the ppl are all not too bad... lolx... kind of interesting i guess..

at least the ppl are not so quiet kind.. they'll intro themselves etc.. hmm.. and guess wad in a class of 16 there are only 6 gals.. hmm.. kind of.. hmm... u get wad i mean?? but i also found out another thing.. the ppl most chose biotech or biomed sci and can't get in so got into this course de lor.. ok.. at least therewas something common there.. lolx.. :X the lesson suppose to be a practical session.. but turn into a problem-based learning lesson.. cause first time having this lesson lor.. no lab coats no nothing.. laptops too.. but we did the prob base learning so some ppl got laptop.. and we split up into grps to do it.. abt wad.. aircon.. ok.. so after some 30 minutes we gotta present.. haiz... present leh.. and i gotta do it lor... haiz.. me again.. my presentation very bad one.. haiz... stil call me go.. -_-"

so after the session went off liao.. home sweet home.. but at the bus stop saw siyi and kailin... so went to jp with them... lolx... they go from shop to shop.. try clothes etc.. hmm.. at least i found out one thing... how stay in jp for 2 hrs?? ya around tt time... was quite bored la.. but hmm.. it is ok lor.. lolx.. seldom shop with frens.. lolx.. but it was kind of interesting abt the places we went?? clothes shops.. lolx..

so after tt went off and back at home.. chat with siyi on the bus... hmm... details u guys dun need to know.. lolx... so drop her at her place be4 i walk my way home.. lolx. and when i was home.. hmm.. nothing much lor... haiz.. then my sis went to buy dinner... after dinner... read 2 days of newspaper.. bought liao never read lor... haiz.. so clear them be4 i start typing this blog...

today was the first time i went to sch so early.. first day to meet my new classmates and also first day to take a train home from sch..lolx.. so many first today.. but at least it is not first time take a train rite.. if not will be horrible.. lolx... haiz.. tml gotta go sch early again.... kind of sian but also happy... coz tml's bag's heavy.. gotta bring laptop.. labcoat... i guess must find a locker in sch liao lor... throw the labcoat in wahaha... if i can ever find a locker.. or at least some place to put it... lolx.. ok then gotta go liao...


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My Second Day In School... Still Kind Of Boring..

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
11:00 PM

Ok the second day hmm.. woke up early... quite... ya.. and then rush a bit.. coz still gotts take down maths questions into my small note book.. ya took quite some time writing.. :X plus gotta bring laptop to sch... so haven pack etc.. so hurry hurry lor... in the end got out of hse at 6.30plus... jus when i lock my gate.. rain start falling... cats and dogs kind la... so went to the bus stop in time.. then the rain gets heavier... haiz...

so wait for the bus lor.. haiz.. so pack sia.. hate it.. :S at least i got on to one.. but i was kind of running late.. haiz.. ok according to my time la... then reach the terminal at past 7.. so many ppl.. ya u noe wad jurong sec students.. lolx.. so took a non-air-con bus.. thought i'll be hot... but hmm.. quite cool bah.. coz raining heavily..

so u noe.. i reach clementi only at 8.. -_-" so guess wad i'm late for my lesson lor.. suppose to meet wenting coz same lesson ma... in the end she landed up on the same bus as i do... though she took an MRT.. lolx.. ok so was kind of like doing the maths on the bus u noe... and i finish all 6 problem sums on the bus.. ok they are simple.. and i was as u noe morning i'm quite slow in thinking i guess.. or was it not enough sleep? lolx.. so anyway.. ya got 5 done.. coz the last ne.. hmm.. did not copy the question properly... lolx.. so can't do... finish all the questions and still got so much tile to spare on the bus... tts when i get a little worried.... the rain causes jam... gosh... next time leave home early man... so will not have such prob..

reach sch then rush to the blk sia.. lucky... it is so close to the main entrance.. not really close la.. but still quite.. lolx... ya got into the lesson.. haiz.. boring.... IAC.. some community thing.. tts like aiyo... goodness... ok so still another god noes how many weeks more.. the teacher is kind of uninteresting... then after tt was communication thingy lor.. the com toolkit teacher is interesting.. she is quite an arts person.. o btw both teachers are female.. as i was sayin.. the com teacher is like teaches a few languages... ya she teaches german.. lolx.. hmm.. kind of interesting...

ok after tt i can go home already.. but i went to the library... climb all the way up to the 5th level... lolx... coz the relevant books to my course is so high... -_-" anyway it is also very quiet?? jus nice for me to do hw.. -_-" Maths OnLine... haiz.. i thought how long it will take... it jus took a while lor... and be4 tt i was like rewriting my tutorial coz the questions i did on bus is on a notebook lor.. now gotta put them in paper liao... hmm... then i found it very interesting u noe.. can chat with frens... on msn.. they are jus like few levels below me.. wahaha... how interesting rite?? lolx... i'm all alone some ppl are like with frens?? lolx..

haiz.. not tt i dun wanna have frens.. but still dun even noe hu's in the same class as me lor.. both the maths and IS different ppl de lor.. god... hu noes which is the "real" class... or m i the only one hopping around classes?? wad a timetable sia.. lolx... anyway gotta sleep early.. :X the lesson starting at 8am.. haiz... must rush a bit... wake up at 5.45?? 6.15 gotta leave liao lor.. if not sure late de.. can confirm... ok then cya...


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First Day Of Sch... Interesting?? I Guess Not...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
9:10 PM

ya.. woke up so early in the morning... haiz.. wad the hell... so anyway... almost could not wake up.. lolx.. ok not really la.. but stll kind of wanna sleep more.. but i guess the past few days of super intense sleeping help to keep me awake... lolx.. ok so bathe as fast as possible... and went out of hse a little short 6.30am.. omg.. i think the cutting of the apple lor.. stupid apple.. i think tt one took soem time la.. tts y.. make me late... ok another one is the bus.. guess i'll be super early tml.. 6.20 leave hse! stupid bus sia...

the journey there was kind of smooth i mean as least i got a sit... lolx... so sitting there wanna sleep also cannot sleep.. haiz.. so no choice.. too excited maybe?? lolx.. ya reach the school and i'm like a tour guide?? help my cousin to get to her blk wahaha... haiz... anyway early in the morning.. gotta exercise liao.. wahaha... haiz. so tts the morning.. reach the lt.. for wad maths... lecture.. after 2 hrs of her being under her sleeping spells... we are all free to go.. wahaha.. so happy.. 2 hrs break.. hmm.. went to the canteen lor... eat wad chicken rice... ok not too bad la.. but jus eat for the sick of eating...

after tt hmm... went to the library?? wahaha... ok la not really lor.. i was actually walking around to get to noe the place better?? like wad blk's where.. haiz.. wad a boring day.. so i found my tml's lessons blk.. lolx... ya then i'm like hmm... walking walking.. and ended up at the library?? wa piangz.. the library is quite small... ok tt the first level of the library.. then there is like another 4 levels up.. wa.. sian.. walk up to my section.. ya around there la... wa climb up so high lor.. panting lor... then wa piangz.. pant and pant... still trying to find my section... then i reach the reference lor.. then found out tt i gotta turn the other sia.. after i walk out of the stairs..

haiz.. then searching and searching lor.. for the section.. so many books sia.. tk everywhere... mine is tp de lor.. piangz.. walking like so far.. wahaha.. after tt look at the books and then go off liao... for the next lesson... -_-" back to the area around the lt.. around a 10 min walk?? wahha... so walk lor... reach there... it is maths again.. tutorial.. OMG! nvm.. lucky for an hr only... coz the other hr suppose to be for online practice i guess.. they call it the MOL Maths online.. sounds like maxonline when the teacher say it.. lolx... so after tt got another 2 hrs break.. haiz....

went to the library again.. ok this time... sit there do my lecture notes.. y later maths lecture again.. OMG! one full day of MATHS! god... same teacher.. and wad's worse... the lectures tutorials.. argh.. next week gotta hand up tutorials.. later gotta do hw liao.. :X if i ever wanna do well.. have to do sia. 10% lor.. :@ i guess tml i'll get my laptop to sch... i think then do tt mol thingy... IN SCH! maths leh... can't believe it.. full day of maths..

wenting tts the only fren i noe. :X hu is around when having lectures.. hmm... haven seen my class lor.. IS tml i think also kind of like mess up.. :X then the tutorial maths ok.. can;t believe there is like only 11 students?? ya if u ever call tt a class... hmm... ok haven made frens yet... ok still very cold bah... guess tml i'll be warmer?? maybe.. haiz... not easy to warm up i guess.. coz today i'm kind of haiz... sad.. a little..

anyway when coming home saw noreen.. lolx.. went to jp's sasa with her.. to look for CK's new perfume... summer...but no luck.. so went to smell the men's perfume.. hmm.. soe are very spicy... not suitable.. some dun really smell nice to me... some like a smell for performers... lolx.. ok tt kind of orchestra players.. the pros... hmm.. but i think i found one tt i like.. but haiz.. think i'll ask my mum to buy for me... hmm.. but i think perfumes are also a very nice gifts rite.. if u have the $$ lolx.. saw lancome's (i guess is the spelling)miracles.. so ex sia.. $108 can;t believe it.. for 100ml.. each ml is $1.08?? lolx.. so anyway after tt came home...

kind of get gestric coz never eat for like 10 hrs lor.. haiz.. ok tts my uneventful day of the firs day of school... a nice sub to start with.. MATHS! haiz.. wad the... whoel day of maths... in a new sch new life and new wad MATHS! OMG can't believe tt i got through this day man... there is still another 15 more weeks of tuesdays to go.. :X hope for the better.. coz the teacher really think tt we are all DUMB... dunnoe anything call significant figures.. algebra.. -_-"

ok then gotta chiong my MATHS! i guess if i have the concentration and of coz the "time" tml 8am gotta be in sch.. haiz...


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My Laptop Came... But... Last Day Of Holiday...

Monday, May 23, 2005
9:59 PM

ok normal.. today i guess.. woke up late at 10? hu cares abt time man.. all i noe is tt tml early morning gotta go to sch! and guess wad.. the first day of sch.. whole day MATHS! MMMM, Maths Makes Me MAD... so anyway jus normal lor.. i gotta go buy lunch again.. ya.. lunch.. haiz... waited so long for the uncle!

came home after eating... mum and dad went to malaysia again.. haiz... i thought i barred my mum from going to malaysia u noe.. in the end not successful.. haiz.. wad to do.. like i say i'm not in any position to stop her rite??

after tt is like haiz.. totally sian lor.. wad the heck.. nothing to do.. wahha go out also cannot gotta wait for the laptop lor.. lolx.. so while waiting i watch alias... haha the 2nd disc... so interesting... so at long last my laptop came.. haiz.. also nothing special lor.. ya now typing using my laptop.. hmm.. it is kind of small lolx.. i dun mind lor.. wahaha.. haiz.. so after tt i continue my alias... til i finish the disc lor..

after tt.. i work a bit on my laptop.. haiz.. so sian... nothing in the com also... no games.. obvious.. and of coz i gotta find time to customise my laptop again... tml sch start liao.. wahaha.. and thinking of it maths maths and maths.. o god.. of all days to start is starting with a full day of maths...

so now jus be4 i sleep... using the laptop to type my blog.. still it is totall blank... not customised... to my liking of coz.. but hmm... when i have the chance of coz.. i'll make sure it is totally customised.. all my files in the desk top will be here... of coz... then haha.. there goes tt stupid desktop... reformat or wadever not my prob any more...

but firstly.. i think this laptop like can't last.. hmm.. my cousin heard a lot of stories of acer's laptop.. opps.. but anyway i think mine had better be ok.. if not.. haiz.. i'll be totally sad... but at the very least i'm kind of use to it.. so considered a good start.. till i got more time... this com might just be filled o junk.. lolx.. hu noes..

haiz.. gotta wake up early tml... and so to SCHOOL! haiz.. new life.. and new frens.. miss all the secondary sch frens.. miss the sec sch life... miss the kind of daily activities we had and now... a new phase of life begins... and hope tt tml is at its best...


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My Day... Hmmm nothing much...

Sunday, May 22, 2005
11:36 PM

Seems tt today's not a good day either... woke up quite ealy.. 10 plus i guess.. coz hmm.. the next time i note the time was jus before i eat my lunch.. tts erm.. like just few minutes before 12nn... so woke up usual.. nothing to do.. so i read the newspaper.. hmm.. articles are hmm.. no really nice.. when i y tt it is really not very nice.. toking abt wad?? child sex on sat's new paper... and u noe the bah bah bah.. then sunday times.. abt.. trans?? ok fine wadever.. but jus tt kind of feel tt singapore is still quite conservative.. hmm.. ya quite... ok u wann find out more?? read urself.. kind of hmm... very sensitive issue i would say...

after tt went out to buy lunch.. everyone also wan different things.. wa remember like hell sia.. later buy wrong things kanna scolded... so quickly went out to buy.. and when i'm back and eating half way it was like 12?? ya almost 12... after tt we clean up and all... i continue to read he papers.. haven end there la.. haiz.. saw an ad on the rsmmc.. 512mb at $138 i guess.. if i remembered correctly... haiz.. sad leh.. now no $$ to buy.. if not haha.. i'll have one of those... *evil grin* ok so anyway after my papers.. i went up to my roon for a while.. ya wad i do.. make my bed.. lolx.. ok i noe i'm super lazy ok.. so dun comment abt it.. after tt call linda to apologise.. lolx.. sms till i sleep.. :X.. and wad's worse.. i can finish typing the msg.. but be4 sending... i sleep liao lor..... ... so did nothing again?? while my sis watch alias.. :( faster then me.. wa lao eh.. anyway she already watched quite a lot liao lor..

so i got no choice.. no computer.. no tv.. wad i do... jus make the bed.. and use it again lor.. haiz.. wad the heck man.. lolx.. but its ok.. must console myself.. now sleep more.. next time no more.. lolx.. sch start liao rite.. haha.. so sleep till so soundly till i receive a call from some unknown ppl.. so no choice answered.. and the person say tml will deliever my laptop?? ya wad time?? 1pm to 7 pm.. such a long time.. OMG.. which means i cannot go out.. cannot sleep?? hmm.. ok my dad's going back tml too.. haiz... sad leh.. dunnoe when will c him again.. haiz... anyway i barred my mum from going to malaysia for 1 week.. after this coming friday.. she can go malaysia again.. :( haiz.. ok i noe i'm of no position to stop her.. but still i barred her.. no matter wad.. and at all cost.. wahaha... so ok she's barred till friday...

after tt call i woke up.. went to watch my alias season 2... lolx.. ya jus from the beginning.. haiz.. 1 ep 1 hr.. hmm.. kind of wah.. another 24 hrs on the disc i guess... nvm.. anyway it is nice lor.. so dun mind la.. c tt kind of spy actions... hmm... being a spy also kind of interesting.. but haiz.. not possible la.. me this kind.. so unfit?? -_-" so watch i think abt 2 ep then gotta go out.. so bathe in another record time... and out we go... for dinner... after tt came back lor.. and burn some things for my dad.. ya.. and now sitting here blogging.. later gotta bathe again... the gel on my hair... haven do anything since i came home.. :X ok i noe lazy... fine..

wadever it is... ya a day of actually nothing nice to tok abt.. lolx.. to remember this day?? hu noes in a week's time.. lolx..


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Day of Sleeping...

Saturday, May 21, 2005
11:24 PM

Woke up at 11 plus... 12.. then went down.. then saw sis at the computer again.. as usual.. wad u expect... so ya really nothing to do.. so super sian... so watch tv?? ya.. also dunoe wad prog i'm watching sia.... i guess is some stupid prog.. lolx.. haiz...

after tt i make instant noodle to eat again.... while i watch tv.. haiz.. wad u expect?? parents are out... elder sis also went out.... so tts my lunch.. after tt my parents came back... and as usual the noise of wad.. quarreling... ya while i was using the computer...

so after tt i went up to my room.. to read my book... and after some time... coz it is raining.. ok i guess the rain has an effect on me.. i slept again.. wow.. lolx... so i was so sound asleep.. also dunnoe after how long i work up to make myself comfortable.. of coz la.. the book rite on my face.. -_-" lolx.. then switch off the light... and it was still raining... so went back to my dream land again.. wahaha...

till around i guess 5 plus 6... my sis woke me up saying we are going out for dinner.. and so i drag myself up... hmm.. guess slept too much.. so went to bathe again..later go again.. haven bathe since i came back.. so went out to eat jap food.. yeah! my favourite.. lolx.. raw salmon with salmon roe and sushi rice.. wahaha.. at long last.. wanted to eat it for like 3 weeks already... ok i noe it is quite unhealthy... high carbo high fats and high sodium... but guess when u really wanna eat something... nothing's unhealthy... but come to think of it.. hmm... after tt still got cold noodles.. tt cod noodles is not very nice.. carbo again.. haiz.. i think gotta release some energy build up sia... too much carbo... :(

so after tt went to holland village to find ice cream... actually wanted to sit there to eat.. but.. no place to park... so i got a tub for myself.. my sisters adn dad each also have one.. lolx.... so came home made the ice cream to eat.. haiz.. high carbo high fats.. haiz.. wad the.. add on to the extra exercise i have to do already.. moreover tuesday starting sch.. :( kind of like no time i guess... haiz.. sch start means... no time?? maybe or should say LAZY! wahaha...

ok came home while eating thei ice cream we all watch a movie.. lolx... ya so now after the movie.. after the dinner and ice cream.. i guess i gotta start thinking of how to burn off those carbo and fats already... :(

now's abt time tt i go sleep again.. last "nite" slept at 1 plus am... woke up at 11.. plus from abt 3 to 6?? so how many hrs liao?? lolx.. i guess more than 12 hrs already.. guess i gotta sleep more.. sch reopens.. 8am everyday! lolx.. i gotta so bathe again... hair gel.. :( haha then i'll read my book again.. hmm. how thigs work.. but all like text lor... so simple and yet they explain in text.. haiz.. i think a picture speaks a thousand words... haiz... anywya going to finish tt book soon.. and i gotta be quick... gotta start on astronomy... tt book's kind of interesting.. lolx.. ok more like learning a bit of calculations and u noe stuff like tt.. but i borrowed tt book for wad.. the astro part... ok some astro part only la.. not the interpretations.. wahaha.. but still searching for a book with interpretations lor... haiz.. guess i'l take another thousands of years to find one in the library.. or did i look at the wrong section?? haha..

ok then gotta go bathe! haiz.. if not for the hair gel... nvm give me a reason to stay up to read...

but anyway still thinking how others are doing.. some started sch.. some working today some tml... so dun even noe where... haha... linda's working till 1am rite i guess.. she must be very bored... lolx.. and opps angry?? :X but anyway wish everyone well.. :)


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A Day Of Waiting... Hmm...

Friday, May 20, 2005
12:00 PM

Morning... woke up at 9.30 i guess around there... and the usual mornign stuff.. and out of hse at 10... lolx... i actaully use 30minutes to bathe make my hair and apply some cream etc.. and the blah blah blah... lolx. so hmm... next time i noe.. i need 30 minutes to get out of hse.. lolx...

So took a bus to jurong west central.. meeting my jc fren... she went to a cakeshop and bought a cake.. and then after tt we head to jjc... of all places.. i didn't really wanna go in... :( kind of haiz... jus dun feel like stepping into tt sch.. but in the end.. i broke my rule.. haiz.. went in lor... justo celebrate a frens b day.. tt's like so belated... 18th may lor.. 20th the celebrate.. but no choice.. others all like no time so they plan it today... haha

meet my 1st 3 mths classmates... hmm... not all though.. but still caught up with their lives. lolx... all complaining abt the maths... and teacher wise only tt stupid Dr. Gan... wahaha... hated her.. stupid Gan.. terrorise students only... last day of "sch" i got suan by her lor.. in front of the class... the "limelight" o god.. my pride is throw all to the ground or even 6 feet under... lolx.. anyway tt was quite ok bah... i deemed myself lucky not to get back into jjc.. anyway i've already wanted to go poly even be4 results come out so.. jus nice.. :) wahaha... only the course la..

then after tt got the cut cake ceremony... lolx.. the B day gal... is really OMG... her cakes are not in proportion... opps.. some big some small.. haiz.. some fat some thin.. wahaha.. so anyway she gave me a slice.. so i eat lor.. ok la.. the cake's normal.. but the cream.. haiz... no complains.. so gotta go exercise more liao.. :( and u noe i'm lazy de lor.. summore sch starting.. wahaha.. better find time to exercise.. which i guess i got.. lolx...

ok after some time.. hmm.. they were like playing with some slices of cakes... wahaha.. all like dirty cats lor... OMG... cakes everywhere.. ok on their faces and hands... clothes too... but only like 3 gals ya tt includes the b day gal.. wahaha... others jus stand there... watch... o anyway the b day gal.. huiling... took almost 3 minutes to cut a cake... of 14 pieces....

after tt went to jp... at least got a guy tt i can chat with... his name i dunnoe.. but only noe all of them call him coconut... hmm... i guess he dun noe... ok all the stupid stuff tt we chat la... wahaha... on the bus to jp... at jp went to LJS for lunch... pathetic sia... almost no $$ liao... my ATMs are not in singapore... haiz.. wad to do.. so make do with wad i hav rite?? chat around and used 10 packets of chilli.. actually need more de.. but they lor.. rush me.. :( but true lor.. i eat very slow lah... hor~! after tt they wanna go bugis... call me to tag along... but i did not went.. coz.. I DUN WANNA GET STUCK IN SINGAPORE! later not enough $$ to come home sia... wahaha.... so better not be the first case of a singaporean to get stuck in singapore.. :X haha...

Sis went swimming... and so i gotta go home to "guard" the hse... how stupid... came back... and chat la.. play game.. which i only win once.. :@ and of coz do tests lor.. lolx.. hmm.. now i guess i forgot all the results liao.. haiz.. anywya dun need to remember de la.. kind of useless.. use it to kill time.. haiz... my horoscope cannot read lor.. so sad... got this stupid ad there.. then my com also another stupid one... so jus like tt pass my time...

after tt dinner.. ate quite fast.. coz gotta pack the hse.. make it in order.. lolx.. spend so much time "working" sia.. and of coz while "working" watch tv lor... lolx... so after tt.. the long awaited tea tree oil is in my hands when my mum came back.. so happy... how it still helps... lolx... after tt mum called me to accompany her to buy some food for my dad to eat.. lolx..

jus finish watching my lord of the dance again.. wahaha... so happy... hmm... there is this song tt i was searching for the other time.. but i dunnoe was wad song... now i noe liao... tt song's kind of interesting.. lolx... very new very soothing i think.. to me la.. lolx.. wheni up load then i put in.. lolx..

ok so the day i waited for the b day gal... mum long awaited tea tree oil... for like 5 days already i guess.. and of coz.. my 2 ATMs.. haiz.. so nan ting.. Parents lah.. lolx.. waited for mum... 8 days liao.. dad?? 15 days.. :X... ya.. ok then.. too late already.. mum nagging.. lolx.. the usual things she say.. sleep early and blah blah blah.. -_-"


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To Be Or Not To Be???

Thursday, May 19, 2005
11:41 PM

First.. Happy Birthday, Huiyi! 17th b day.. hmm.. which means mine is also coming soon.. lolx.. ya but still a few mths more.. and the few mths might suddenly become more than mths... sch's starting.. ok so anyway woke up super late today... actually wanna wake up at 8 to clean the floor.. or say do some hse work.. -_-" ok nvm.. so in the end.. 12... tts the time i woke up.. lolx.. sis already did the floor.. iron the clothes.. which means i have nothing more to do.. wahaha....

then my lunch is like... instant noodle.. haiz.. sad.. no $$ sia... then no choice lor... haiz.. ok anyway if got $$ i also lazy to get out of hse.. the super hot sun.. :( and u noe wad.. i guess i'm going to face the sun more often liao.. :( darker?? hu noes... but haiz.. still wanna be very fair also cannot.. so maybe gotta suntan?? but o pls.. the sun... if i can find alternative.. but stilli'll consider again.. abt being tan... i dun have the surname tan lor.. so hmm.. but still hu noes if tan is better?? but i still think fair nicer.. ok nvm.. tts too much on tt tan thingy..

so watch alias while i'm eating... almost choke.. opps.. too exciting.. lolx... hmm... i think i'll learn to have such things known as critical thinking... must train.. very useful... wahaha... but seems tt things aren't tt simple... ok then after tt... hmm... doing nothing again.. trying to drain the hp batt so on the mp3 lor.. wahaha... and reading book at the same time... till abt 5.45pm.. then went to bathe... after tt look at sis do the accounts... omg... then i found out tt i'm late.. i gotta meet diana chia at 6.15pm.. o god.. so rush there lor.. haiz... in the end.. she got sumthing urgent on so she went off liao...

so there goes my 16pf.. meet her another day bah... lolx.. this time is really my fault lor... being late.. haiz... first time so late sia... so went straight to jp meet huiyi and all lor... reach there super early.. so went to walk in jp.. walk out wait for them again.. tt was around 7pm liao.. so wait and wait.. saw siyi.. so went in to jp with her.. since she wanna get something.. at least there is ah pui to tok a while.. then after tt went down to meet the others.. wa all ready liao.. so went to lot 1 to eat ramen..

haiz... then no $$ and the ramen also like not very appealing leh.. opps... no offence... but really lor.. haiz.. so try the most spicy de... hmm.. not as spicy as i thought it should be... but still ok la... with fired tofu.. nice... so this meal.. own ppl $$ again.. haiz.. nvm la.. return asap can liao... but stil have to thank those present for the company.. if not i'll still be eating my dinner alone?? or guess wad.. dun eat and sleep.. hmm good idea.. eat less work more.. lolx.. lose fat faster.. lolx.. but still i'm fat... tt's the fact... unless some magic happen.. lolx.. haiz.. ate 1 and a half egg today.. :X wad the heck lor.. tml really gotta go exercise sia... if not later the eggs cause serious health problems...

after tt we took a bus back... the bus was kind of noisy... but at least there were still toks around.. lolx.. and stil can hear each other... anyway must wish some ppl good luck ya.. sch started or starting tml... good luck in the sense a good class la... next week's my turn... gotta wish myself luck next week.. lolx.. haiz.. still have to wait for my LAPTOP... after 31th may then get it lor.. haiz... really thinking if i'll have enough time to condition the batt and customise my laptop sia.. haiz.. hu cares.. i guess not much laptop is need soon... lolx..

ok then abt my bathing habits.. hmm.... dun complain abt the amount of water used... coz the weather is warm.. very warm.. jus 3 hrs i can be partly dranched... so wad u think?? best is to bathe at least 2 times lor.. but if i wake up early.. hmm.. tts like 8 to 9.. i'll bathe 4 times in jus tt one day..... opps.. kind of a lot... ya i noe... but wad to do.. lolx..

ok then gotta seep already.. tml gotta wake up early.. haiz... ok then nitez!


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Make Ez-Link Card

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
11:27 PM

wahaha.. ok morning.. woke up first thing press msg to confirm timing... with linda wad time to meet up to make ez-link card... tts like at 9 i guess... haiz.. disturb ppl awake.. :X lolx... ok so tts my fault... but deemed lucky lor.. actually wanted to msg at 8am.. wahaha... ok so meet at 11.30am.. lolx..

after making the ez-link card... tts like 5 minutes.. ya jus 5 minutes... or even less.. then went to eat lunch.. or to say breakfast... haven drink my milk leh... then rush out liao... lolx.. c la... sleep summore... ate for like 1 hr 30 minutes i guess.. lolx... ya when i start eating sweet ice with jelly.. u can wait for another 30 minutes for me to finish... lolx..

Haiz.. so fast 1.5 hrs gone by.. and time to go home... :( so sad... at home also nothing to do again.. so haiz.. boring... came hoe and i guess use the computer... then watch a movie... ya short one.. also never c the head.. but saw the ending... hmm.. kind of interesting...

after tt younger sis say she wanna use to gotta give up my sit... for her... and at the mean time... i was like slacking around.. so went to my room.. to do some reading... those books i borrowed from the library... then after tt decided to go for a run.. so happy... quite fast actually... but then... so happened tt some stupid ppl.. block my way.. :( then spoil my mometum... so was like running and stopping a bit...

i stopped for quite some time be4 i continue to run.. then later stop again... :( so upset... but i run and i'm home by 23 minutes.. so which meaif i wan to.. i can actually run very fast.. shorten the time i need to be so hot outside... wahaha.. but evening time.. quite cooling.. lolx..

then after tt.. haiz.. ate kfc.. gain back wadever was loss jus now.. :( haha... worse still.. yesterday ate mac... apple pie... and use so many sauce... but the upsize.. which means more fries and carbonated water... o god.. i think tml gotta go run leh.. but evening time going out how?? i guess morning also cannot wake up lor.. haiz... and gotta do hse work! mum's coming home on friday... must show tt i got do work rite... ya have a bit of harder life sia.. stupid me.. should have done it long time ago.. so tml not so terrible... lead a simpler life.. lolx...

but anyway should work little harder... hmm.. she come back means my tea tree oil is coming facial scrub is also coming.. ya..so gotta earn for it rite?? lolx.. anyway the other day.. jus as i was needing the tea tree oil at the most impt point of time.. i accidentally drop it... and it BROKE! can't believe body shop uses such low quality glass.. :(... wad the heck lor.. and for 1 day my room is filled with the tea tree oil... kill bacterial leh.. but waste of $$ sia... 9ml of tt oil jus like tt gone down the drain...

So anyway tml is a day of work... hope everyone's doing well.. jus some how feel so happy today even after meeting such stupid sitution... lolx.. maybe like wad others always say... when u are happy.. nothing can stop u from being happy rite?? maybe i really think it is true..

O btw i heard tt science centre has albert einstein's history... hmm.. kind of wanna go c for a while leh... haiz.. but i guess no one wanna go with me or to say go to the science centre rite?? haiz.. guess i gotta go myself one day... when i got the $$$.. now i'm a total broke.. :( but still no money doesn't mean not happy rite?? lolx... some ppl still live in happiness with jus a small sum of $$... guess i gotta be contented.. and LEARN HOW TO SAVE!


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A Happy Day...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005
12:00 PM

Woke up in the morning feeling a little happier then the day be4.. hmm... so ya the whole day doing nothing actually... more of like sleeping sleeping and sleeping... ya.. woke up at 12 plus.. make my lunch... cold jap ramen... wahaha... so happy... and *_* so salty... so nice... of coz not the salt la.. but the flavour is salty.. which is nice... then while eating watch alias.. on AXN... so inteesting...

then after tt i'm like kind of like walking around the hse again... for a while be4 i get to use the computer... lolx.. didn't really do much.. coz the computer got big problems... :( so wad the hell lor... cannot do the daily reading of horoscope...

after using then my sis use again.. while i go back to my dreamland... from 6 to 8 plus... after tt went to mac for dinner... sat there for 1 hr plus.... ate filet o fish meal upsized with apple pie... haiz.. high carbo high sugar.. o god.. gotta go exercise... :( came home sat at the sofa watch tv till after news and go back to room plan for tml's activities.. and lights out.. lolx..

also dunnoe y. i guess it is true tt when u are happy... everything also nice.. lolx.. tts my short day.... of happiness... hope it goes on tml...


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Haiz... A Day When I Get Moody...

Monday, May 16, 2005
12:00 PM

Ok.. not intending to blog abt today actaully.. haiz.. some how jus got very very moody since the day be4... today's getting worse.. so anyway was moody the whole day.. at least i went out for a breather... jus a while to the library... got some books to keep me busy... so ya as u noe moody.. at abt 5 plus... diana chia msg.. and chat a bit.. found out tt 05S07 going to have a chalet lor... then noreen also msg me.. to say abt her b day party... lolx.. ok at least brighten up my day for a while... then after tt it is back to normal...

But sad to say i also dunnoe y i'm so moody...i myself also cannot figure out why... so maybe somethings also cannot understand de lor... but all i noe is tt it has nothing to do with horoscope... coz the horoscope is suppose to be good today... so guess it is jus something out of horoscopes...

Anyway the computer has some kind of a big prob... wad the heck... the explorer cannot be opened lor... kind of stupid... so haiz.. hu noes...


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My Day Of Boredom, Anger!! and Downs...

Sunday, May 15, 2005
11:02 PM

morning suppose to go for a run.. in the end?? sleep through.. as usual... think i better continue to run in the evening bah.. so morning as usual i come down and c my younger sis at the computer.. doing wad.. playing maple story... wad the Heck... exam and playing.. i guess one day should lock the com sia.. so she cannot play.. but wait till i get my laptop first bah.. lolx...

ok so from 10 i've been telling her i wan the com i wan the com... but till after lunch then i get it lor.. tts like at around2.. haiz.. so mean while i watch tv lor.. accidently found badminton on ch22... so watch.. lolx.. susilo against japan's sato i guess if i remember correctly.. kind of an interesting match... then watch the mix doubles.. dunnoe hu and hu again... lolx.. but is singapore vs japan... tt one is really very very exciting.. lolx.. so anywya after tt also dunnoe y become the rally world.. the stupid car racing thingy.... waste my time.. so switch lor.. als dunn wad ch.. then watch diving.. so cool.. if i can dive sia... 10m tower.. semi finals and finals... so interesing.. jus to waiting to watch a big splash... means gone case.. lolx.. jus waiting to c tt.. but anyway i'm kind of evil la.. lolx..

but there are some of the competitors 15 i guess or to say around out age.. and fighting with olympic medaist lor.. GOLD medalist.. the china teenage boy won leh... he won the gold medal for this competition.. while the olympics gold medalist got only silver.. OMG i guess china is going to have another very good diver next time... anyway kind of interested in diving liao.. lolx... interest always change also dunoe y.. lolx.. but still i'm going to continue my archery?? oboe?? lolx.. running swimming.. haiz.. kind of the extremes... sitting down and so active de lor.. lolx...

ok so anyway back to the topic... i got the com at 2 and since then i'm so angry... haiz.. still blowing my top sia... the explorer cannot open de.. i click click click click.. got more than 12 lor.... so angry.. all never come out.. so i continue with my work.. and also trying to find out wad's wrong... then after a long long time..... not tt i found th eprob.. but the explorers jump up all at once.. 12 leh.. i told myself god.. wad is this... till now i canot find the root of the prob... and i died waiting for jus one explorer to open.. :@... wad the heck lor... also dunnoe if it was virus... and all i noe is tt the other accounts in this com is infected i guess... and worse of all... this come is totally protected lor.. firewall... norton anti virus.. internet security etc.. OMG and this happened.. i guess it is some stupid bug prog tt comes with the application tt i dl.. and worse is someone use my acc and accepted something to pass my hugh wall.. to cause such a big problem.. OMG! i guess i'll wait fo rmy laptop.. and transfer every of my things over.. then reformat this damn stupid com... haiz.. angry and anger.. :@

i went for a run around my estate today... thought i ran fast.. but in the end it is still 22 minutes... omg.. so angry... haiz.. can't i jus ran faster?? haiz.. gotta really run faster sia.. the distance is only so short.. adn i took so long.. hmmm..... so sad leh... haiz... so now i manage to blog.. at last... haiz.. had so many probs jus now... :@ so anyway currently i'm feeling a little down i guess....

also dunnoe y maybe it is the horoscope's effect.. a new day i guess. hu noes.. but feeling down is quite normal bah.. tome tese days.. no very close FRENS.. haiz.. to say only a few good lor.. others not very close to me de... or maybe i jus fail to be one of a good fren.. wadever it is... i'll jus be like myself... independent and always on my own... i tok to my the other half lots of times already... i think there's lots more to come.. haiz...

ok so today was shouting at my sister.. watching tv... angry with the computer... and how nice of my good fren, linda, always reminding me relax relax.. lolx.. haiz... the down feeling i got.. hmm. i wonder if it is really the horoscope..haha.. or izit jus me?? i'm jus kind of lonely actually.. haiz.. wad to do.... only everyday on computer... stare at the screen?? holding hp waiting for ppl to msg me?? when someone toks to me i'm jus feeling so happy... tts abt me and my thoughts for the day... :)

Nitez


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My Last Minute Plans...

Saturday, May 14, 2005
11:27 PM

A beautiful morning... woke up at 10am i guess... lolx.. or at least around there... younger sis is like playing maple story! She's up so early.. goodness... so was doing nothing at all... going up and down up and down.. haiz.. guess i;m jus too bored... lolx.. but anyway... watch some tv programmes... later... lunch manage to get my sister off her sit to accompany me out for lunch....

so after lunch did a few things and suddenly kenneth wanna get his pictures bah... lolx.. so i burn lor.. tts like 3 plus... we had with his special guest 3 person dry swim... i'm winning almost all the time bah.. maybe they cannot accustom to the way i play?? so anyway we jus play for fun lor.. no $$ involve... anyway at least i got frens to play with.. if not i'm so so bored... then jus be4 tt my senior msn me to ask if i wanna go celebrate another senior's b day.. tt was yesterday actually... friday the 13th.. but we having a belated celebration bah.. at seoul garden... sat there eat and tok eat and tok for like 3 hrs plus?? ya.. around there.. then wanna get home.. found out tt it is raining.. OMG.... so we went to mac to sit lor...

we were like playing with the phones lor... 3 nokia and one extra.. LG... wahaha... all the 3 nokia playing around sia.. lolx.. bluetooth here and there... lolx... at least got a few new things into my phone... haha.... so later too late liao.. no choice go home.. still raining bah... haiz.. no choice walk in the rain... while walking i was pressing a msg: "open the gate now!" then wait for a time to send sia... lightning is jus everywhere... :( so scared... kanna struck and die without a good reason sia... so wait till no lightning then press send... lolx... so so scared... walk super fast... then still got this stupid car... drive so slowly... wanna cross the road also cannot... :( so stand in the middle of the road... lightning still very horible lor... standing with fear sia... no taller objects above me.. :( lolx...

so anyway my plans were rather last minute.. lolx... maybe next week would be like tt.. anyway still thinking if i should go back to jjc for my frens b day celebration... wednesday lor... haiz.. some times i jus felt avoided by frens... hu noes if it is really true of post black friday curse? hmm... i wonder... lolx..


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Black Friday!

Friday, May 13, 2005
11:10 PM

Ok so wad should u do when u c ur fren? anyway woke up at 7.30am! so early.. haiz... so gotta rush a bit this morning... then went out of hse with my aunt... while we walk to the bus stop of coz we'll naturally chat rite?? haha... ok so anyway reach the 243 bus stop saw jx and qm... pass me lor... never even like say hi or anything... wad the hell.. wad fren sia... :@ They thought they are the good guys and i'm evil??? Kind of dun understand lor... A fren is still a fren wad... should still say hi at least??? It is not tt they are busy.... they jus walk pass me and looking at me lor... wad the hell... haiz...

took the same bus as them.... :@ but anyway with my aunt toking all the way.. lolx.. then receive a call from my mother... say dun need to go bukit timah liao.. wa even more angry... *BANG* Explode on the inside sia... woke up so early in the morning and all plans spoiled... nvm.. so reach the interchange.. say bye to my aunt... and dun even c tt 2 "fren" lor.. anyway care less sia... also dun even noe if i'm their fren...

so... called fu cai to tell him i reached... so waited for him a while lor.. get the $25 for the homecoming dinner lor... Jus wake up so early to get it sia.. actually should be going wet market with another aunt and mum... but plan spoiled... so wadever... came home to sleep again...

at 10 plus mum came home with my sisters! tok to my elder sis abt her driving lesson for a while and then go sleep liao.... till abt 1 plus... woke up.. mum aready left home at 12nn... lolx.. haiz.. haven seen her sia.. i make instant noodle for lunch... eat liao so sian younger sis sit at the com the whole day lor... :( playing MAPLE STORY! WAD THE HELL! so anyway was doing nothing actually watch alias on axn at 1pm... till 2pm.. after tt went to sleep again.. haha... kind of tired... also dunnoe y....

couldn't sleep i guess so ask kenneth wad time he going to collect the tickets... he say later.. so i was like asking linda?? lolx.. then chat with her again.. wahaha.... so the 3 of us went together... but it was a wasted trip.... haiz... wad to do... dila was already off... while nisha is like entertaining us... wahaha.... so walk round the sch again... the memorable spot.. study bench... wahaha...

so stayed for a while and gone liao... haiz... went to noreen's hse... suppose to be a while... but in the end... stayed for quite some time... eat and eat and eat.. haiz... fat loss plan... GONE! haiz... still so fat.. :( think go save $$ for slimming liao.. wahaha... joking la... but really.. gotta thing of a new way to do my FAT LOSS PLAN... which is actually not working... haiz.. wadever... so went to gek poh for dinner with linda and kenneth.. lolx...

so after tt bought dinner for my younger sis and came home.. bathe and sleep again... haiz... so wad to do... woke up and found out i jus miss the last ep of the 9pm ch 8 show.. wahaha.. so nvm lor.. i jus kind of wanna noe the ending only.. though not really interested in it... so typing my blog lor...

haiz.. dunnoe if i'm still considered a fren... dunnoe if my mum is safe.. dunnoe if my memories are all real.. or jus fake.. coz IT IS BLACK FRIDAY! :( wad a day...


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Boring But Interesting...

Thursday, May 12, 2005
11:38 PM

ok first wanted to go for a run.. but morning rain.. wa.. can't stand it so went to sleep.. lolx.. so nice a weather to sleep sia... but also good for running... lolx.. so anyway woke up at 9++ 10am...

so wa like walking around etc... doing nothing i think.. lolx... so after 11 plus chat with linda be4 i'm in a rush to go out of hse... at 11.25am.. lolx..

i thought i was late.. but i'm the earliest.. 11.35am.. lolx.. so i wait there lor... haiz... lolx.. anyway it is ok... so kailin and siyi did not make card today.... lolx.. on the bus.. did nothing lor.. listening to songs and trying to sleep.. ok rest la... close my eye but still noe wad's going around me...

the long bus journey... haiz.. guess tml gotta take again bah... -_-" ok so anyway walk with siyi and kailin lor.. then went to the stupid jail!... ok la.. not jail lor.. but jus a place tt i'm stuck in.. lolx.. in ther for like 2 hrs?? no interval... not like concert.. at least still got interval... haha

so after tt boring programmes... i would really say BORING! super sian lor.. all the items... ok so stucked there for like so long.. and i'm like super bored... so anyway had refreshments with kai xin kai lin siyi flo cassandra and noreen.... haiz.. food not nice bah.. but the ppl are nice.. lolx... after tt waited for noreen coz she went on the cca trail thingy.. :( not tt i dun wanna go.. but is tt i'm kind of lazy to bah.. nothng also... the only ccas i'll look at is 2 only bah.. concert band and archery?? maybe some sports like tennis badminton and squash... those are the few bah... dance cheer.. out man... not my cup of tea..

so kind of ps noreen bah... but already told her... so the 3 of us went to take a bus to clementi... there siyi and kailin go meet up with ah pui... while i... take a train down to suntec... to get my mother's golf clubs... haiz.. carry it walking around the whole time sia... eat dinner also.. so cumbersome.. if there is such a word... walk around also like tt... haiz... wad to do... ten went to walk around lor.. haiz.. super sian lor.. gotta carry such a stupid thing walk around...

so came home... very late bah.. 9.30pm?? ya around there... my sister even later.. lolx.. so anyway kind of troubled over the homecoming dinner thingy lor.. :(

so the boring part... stupid poly thingy... interesting part.. go suntec.. wahaha.... haiz.. kind of sad the whole day bah... quite lonely... or to say very lonely... no one to tok to lor.. haiz... on the other hand... interesting thing is tt i go suntec... spend money.. haiz.. on wad food.. lolx.. ok then... too many misses to say to skip it.. lolx..


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Day Of Rush...

Wednesday, May 11, 2005
10:30 PM

early in the morning at 8am.. or 9.. i woke up... went to shower etc.. and went down.. no one's home... all out.. haiz.. kind of sian actually... on the com continue my dling of my gundam seed destiny.. kind of i'm slow.. lolx.. so anyway rot around... and at abt 10.30am left home for KFC... lolx.. so went there.. sit outside leh... not open yet.. haha.. so later kheng loon and jialing came... catch up with their lives a bit... then grace came.. and KFC open... izit or at least something like tt... haha.. kind of have short term memory... anyway i'm the only one eating there?? all look at me eat my lunch... kind of odd.. lolx.. so anyway we all left at abt 12nn... they went to make ez-link card while i go home..

so at home i'm alone again... super sian lor.. still haven dl finish... so i'm like rotting lor.. haiz... so after tt qm ask me to help him do something... and my stupid mum call me to go bank.. haiz... not tt i can touch the $$ lor.. haiz... anyay so little $$ inside.. but wadever it is... rush all to way to jp and my caled to say she is in post office... and i jus reached the post office.. and then i found out tt it is the POSB bank lor.. piangz.. went all the way to the POSB bank to collect the thing and go back to OCBC sia.. haiz.. stand at the q... when abt my turn my mum called lor.. haiz... then jus ask the lady beside the entrance can liao.. jus a change of add lor... haiz.. and i queue so long.. :@ stupid mum... never say clearly.. haiz...

so after tt came home... kind of tired then went to sleep lor... ok watch my gundam seed destiny ep 29 be4 i go sleep... haha.... overslept sia... 7.45 then wake up... no dinner coz everyone not hungry.. so went to make instant noodles again.. haiz... added extra flavour and make it too salty.. haiz.. so met qm pass him his things and he say he's not going for the homecoming dinner.... sad.. guess only very few ppl going for te homecoming dinner bah... haiz...

gotta sleep early.. going to the poly tml... kind of sian leh... kai lin "kick" me out of the company... :( lolx.. guess i'll have to go myself then.. haiz.. start at 1 i guess 11.30 gotta go liao.. later "traffic" jam.. or human jam la... haha... ok then... jus chat with pl and vishnu.. seems tt they are all busy with projects.. haha... helped a bit bah... i guess.. so now sleeping time.. wahaha... gotta sleep 12 hrs... if not later cannt wake up leh.. haiz.. stil thinking of going for a run tml morning...


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Swim, Shop and miSSeSS

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
11:02 PM

woke up like 8 am... haiz.. jus to go for a swim... lolx.. hard work leh... to wake up so early.. so anyway in the end swam from 9.15am bah.. mum lor tok on the phone and delay my time... make me swim in the rain.. :( ok swam 7 laps of freestyle and 7 breaststroke... haiz.. all deprove sia.. so sad.. :( maybe it happens to ppl hu haven swim for a long time liao... haha... nvm.. this shows tt i gotta go swim more often... guess i got the time anyway....

so after tt went to hdb.. change the parking coupons... for the nite coupons to the day coupons.. wahaha wad a joke.. so anyway... went home for lunch and rot there watching k drama... tt drama getting boring.... so stuck at home coz of bad weather actually wanna go out de lor... so lucky at 4 i think got a chance to get out sia... so seize the chance sia... went out.. bought a thing i wan.. at least... not empty handed... but wanna buy more however.. $$ is limited.. haha...

So went back for dinner... but on the way back my cousin called to ask for help.. coz he doing up his router etc... so as a good cousin i help of coz... then after tt watch k drama again.. super boring sia... no choich watch lor... then now blogging.. haiz... suppose to blog earlier.. but stupid sister.. suppose to have mid year exam still watching anime... tml english.. NO NEED TO STUDY... tts wad she claim... but acutally english the more need to study... haiz.. not like me c5 for eng.. :@ ok dun tok abt the O level results liao... come to think of it.. so vexed...

haiz.. tml gotta wake up early again.... meet ppl at kfc 11am.. haiz... not tt i wan.. but no choice... anyway seems tt this week quite busy sia.. when sch reopen i think i'll be then same lor... quite slack de sia... or to say comparing to biotech.. my is considered super slack lor... hu noes wad the future holds...

Behold the future's coming....

if tts the case.. i guess i'll jus let fate decide where i shold land... of coz i'll put my 100% ffort in it rite.. and 110% for other things as well.. wahaha... guess all of us will be going different ways... tts the point in life where u'll jus start a new life... ya a new life.. for the worse or for the better.. i sometimes realy wonder... haiz... if only i could turn back time by aqua... tts a long time ago pop song.. wahaha... ya.. maybe listen to tt song more i can turn back time.. i guess i gotta find tt song liao... to turn back time.. haha... craps..

anyway haiz... kind of miss my sch.. miss my frens... and miss my "previous life".. if ever i can... i'll make sure i do even better for o levels.. which is like not possible now.. haiz... should not dwell on the past but i'm such a person... jus feel tt there is so many unaccomplished "missionsssss" last time till now... too many to count... haiz... guess i should start thinking of how to invent a time machine tt i can turn bakc time.. haiz..

Guess i better jus stay the way i m.. simple pure and innocent.. in everything i do... youth wil jus slip by in a wink of an eye... will it?? new life's starting... and new hopes for a better future?? though i think there is no future... in the current course i'm travelling in... haiz.. maybe i should jus tell myself.. dun think so much... think simple... and eveything should go well..


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Day Of Rest??

Monday, May 09, 2005
8:17 PM

first wake up at 8am... gosh.. another early record.. haiz... mum called my hp 3 times lor... so no choice wake up lor... then after tt bathe and went down to eat breakfast.. so dry prawn mee... haiz.. today's the first time after so long tt i ate all 3 meals.. wahaha... ok so i'm like sitting at the dining room listening to the adults talking... haha.. wad to do.. so after breakfast my dad tag along with his boss back to kl... tts like at abt almost 10am... so after tt went to do a little things lor.. dun even remember.. too uneventful to remember... all i remember is tt lunch eat the same dry prawn noodles.. sian.. no choice.. nothing muc to eat actually.. so was uploading songs into the website after lunch..

then had a dry swim session... haiz.. loss $$ only lor.. sian... but the last round earn quite a lot back bah... but still not able to cover the loss.. though it cover quite a bit.. lolx.. so after tt went to sleep lor... haiz.. tired.. actually wanted to go for a run.. but haiz.. to tired.. so guess maybe going swimming tml morning.. wahaha... so long never swim liao... opps.. :X shouldn't have said tt.. -_-" so hu noes la.. tml then say... then tml afternoon go shop shop bah... haha.. ok still gotta c how things go again.. later morning cannot wake up sia. :X...

haha anywya jus change the song to one of the lord of the dance de sound track... breakout... kind of nice lor... lets tok a bit bah.. the "dance" also got opera and also music included... a person singing short songs bah... a soloist.. and then there is a violin duet... so nice.. if got chance i'll put in the songs into my blog... but... the quality might not be as good... coz the file i compress them to 32kbps in mp3 format... hope u guys will listen to the songs bah.. coz it is only near the ending tt it is very nice lor... the beginning is not so bah.. wahaha.. i think the songs will be in my room at nite.. haha.... ok back to the dance.. it is a little of irish folk dance. but there is also a mix of ballet and tap dance.. some how i'm jus very interested... how they create the sound leh.. it is from the shoe lor... tap tap and tap... so interesting.. some times also got different tones de.. waaha... so cute...

ok then tok too much later nothing to say liao.. haha... ok then cya... hope i'l keep my promises for tml... haiz.. gotta wake up early i guesss....


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Nothing Interesting!

Sunday, May 08, 2005
10:30 PM

ok today thought mum will wake me up again.. but in the end.. she call my hp at 10??... haiz.. by then it was already quite late liao lor... coz my dad's boss like woke up at 8?? eat breakfast.. haha... so after my bathe etc it was already 10++... and went down... ok it was raining... and u noe the air con works best at tt time... haha super cold=super nice.. so no choice i gotta wake up at 10 haiz... wad a waste... while waiting for my younger sister to finish her bathe.. my dad's boss set off already... wahaha... ok then the long delay etc.. and we set off at around almost 11...

went to ppl's park complex... ok tt building is old i noe... but it the the only place left tt my dad's boss can get her thing... it is some sewing stuff... but sadly the shop only oipen at 12.30.. so we went over to chinatown complex for our lunch.... duck porridge... wahaha... ate a lot so full... haiz think my fat loss plan really gone down the drain... haiz... no way for revival sia...

after the lunch went back to the ppl's park complex... walk around the shop.. so many things sia... did not noe a sewing shop can sell tt many things... but anyway.. i'm also not interested in them lor.. not tt i'll do sewing... lolx... y the hell would i wanna do lor... so later we went separate ways.. erm.. how to spell it again? wadever...

we came home did some hse work lor... then aunt came back from the supermarket... so we did the hse work then i'm suppose to go to prime to buy things.. i think it is called chicken broth.. something like tt la... then started a big quarrel with my mum.... very BIG! also dunnoe y can start a quarrel sia.. anyway.. dun care... so wad it is mothers' day?? haha...

After the thing i went to my room... suppose sleep but i called lichang lor... abt the homecoming dinner... haiz.. she's kind of stress.. lolx... anyway i think she can take it de la... so went to sleep... ok it is called nap... but slept at 7 plus.. woke up at 8 plus... according to my hp time.. tt is like 36 minutes faster?? lolx.. ok so anyway went to sleep la... so sick and so sian and so tired... so after tt woke up ate dinner... eat so full again.. haiz.. mothers' day sia.. and had a quarrel so wad ever... after dinner while she's washing.. still quarreling lor... haha... so anyway jus continue lor..

after tt ate strawberry and watch ru hua.. wahaha... laugh like hell.. goah so funny.... so now blogging lor... haha ok la.. got to go liao.. kind of tired again.. told u becoming a full time PIG.. OMG.. summore stil trying to have a fat loss plan.. think i'll be unsuccessful... but still trying lor... wahaha.. hope i'll be successful.. haha...


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My Day...

Saturday, May 07, 2005
11:30 PM

morning.. at 7 plus 8... my mum called me to wake up eat breakfast... so haiz.. suppose to drag myself awake.. so i continue to sleep... till 11am.. lolx... haiz.. kind of quite late actually... lolx.. coz my dad's boss family already gone liao.. they woke up early sia... ate the breakfast.. wahaha.. so i got no choice.. i have to eat breakfast and lunch at 12nn... wahaha.. how nice... ate a few things.. i specially love the white and black carrot cake sia... white one is covered totally with egg lor... and one pack is like quite a lot.. only cost 2 bucks... and the black one.. wa sweet and a little salty.. the best sia.. wahaha.. so contented...

So i waited till abt 2.. haha.. meanwhile i'm like doing nothing lor.. watch an anime tt i've already watch liao... so at 2.25 change up to quite formal bah.. lolx.. coz later not coming home liao lor... so i'm all ready... wait for a while and went out liao. coz dad's boss came back.. haha... so we went to suntec... go for a duck tour... so cute sia... the "duck" went into the water.. went to the city area lor... ok the singapore river tt area.. visit the merlion... haha... so after tt went on land for a short tour and back to suntec.. so fun... so after tt went for dinner.. the 10 ppl... lolx.. the 3 kids are OMG.. sometime really gotta c where they go sia.. if not later have missing sheep.. wahaha...

After dinner then we went shop a while and go to kallang theatre for the evening show of Lord of the Dance... wad an interesting show sia.. the tap dance etc.. no comments sia.. it is jus too good.. too coordinated and the music jus went so well with the dance.. OMG i was jus so engross.. and i actually stand to applause at the end of the dance... clap to long and so loud sia... hand pain like hell after tt... wahaha... clap so hard at least effort not wasted... had 3 encores... wahaha... so interesting lor.. haiz.. should have watch tml's show... even more encore?? haha.. ok i gotta go.. my sisters are hurrying me lor.. they wanna watch the anime again..

haiz.. gtg.. bye then... shit sia.. kanna chase.. :(


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A Day Of Work... And Misses...

Friday, May 06, 2005
11:57 PM

lets continue from the previous entry then.. lolx... ok at 5pm.. i was assigned to clean the floor again... haiz... jus 2 days never clean only.. OMG.. it is so dirty... so then after tt i was kind of running late.. haiz.. 5.55pm i went off from home.. haiz.. meeting at jyss bus stop at 6pm.. even if my mum drive me i'll also not reach there on time.. haiz.. So no choice.. but to be LATE!!! so anyway met diana chia... had a small chat with her... abt how's she is etc.. argh.. the usual stuff... haha.. of coz some things can't write here rite?? lolx.. so anyway the small chat ended very soon.. haiz.. wad to do.. so time is just not on our side...

So after tt i went to jp... trying to look for a present for my mum.. so gave sister a call... since we are sharing present.. bought a k drama for her lor.. haiz.. cost me a bomb sia.. wad the.. pocket short of $13.30... haiz... no choice.. so anyway jus like tt lor.. haiz.. trying to hide from her when i reach home.. lolx.. so lucky... tt she was busy.. so i'm like keeping as quiet as possible when i gave my sis the vcd lor.. lolx. without mum knowing.. lolx.. so lucky.. so went to do a few more things... so sit down waiting forthe guest arrival... then jus nice they came.. lolx... save my time waiting.. so gotta be a good host.. and sad to say.. i'm always a good host.. wahaha.. ok i noe it is bhb.. lolx..

so dinner... was steamboat.. eat less than wad i usual eat for steamboat bah.. not not enough food.. but it is jus no mood to eat so much.. anyway wasn't feeling well... so did not drink a lot.. jus a bit... to taste it.. the wine is sweet but dry... argh.. not feeling well so did not drink... nvm lah there is always a next time... anyway did not really entertain the kids.. coz games jus do the job.. wahaha... not tt i'm a bad host but sometimes jus dunnoe wad to do leh... kids are kids..

So now here typing the blog.. lolx.. tml i think gotta wake up early... haiz... there are lots of events happening tml... haiz.. somehow jus miss our sec sch days.. haiz.. guess now we can't turn back in time... haiz... if ever it is possible... I guess i'll not be here already.. haha... Living in the yester years... how nice?? everything is expected and anitcipated... right?? i think it is not so good to dwell over the past rite.. yup.. look for a better tml then.. treasure every sec of living time... Do something nice everytime if possible or to say try to make it possible... and of coz speak ur mind... hu noes u'll jus die tml.. and i wouldn't wanna have not treasured my time nor have so many things unsaid and undone... and i would not wanna live in regret in afterlife... ok if there is an afterlife sort of thing... this was wad i've thought through after meeting diana... ok this thought has nothing to do with the chat i had with diana ok... lolx..

haiz... tts all... for today... think i gotta wake up early tml... which i dun really think it is possible.. wahaha... so anyway a day of work and misses..


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No Time To Blog.. =(

2:44 PM

This was suppose to be yesterday's stuff... i woke up then on the com... sitting down there stare at the screen.... wad a joke... so later at 12.50 prepare to play bad... haiz.. i reach the court still no one lor.. sian.. and then linda came.. at last someone's here.... jus after tt junxian msg... to say.. it is raining...( not yet actually) and he is BUSY.. so cannot go.. haiz.. the whole 2 hrs i'm playing with linda only... also no other ppl free sia.. :( then after tt saw my mum.. she jus came back from malaysia and pass by the court.. so tell her tt the clothes etc are all done... at least she is happy.. so she went back... then if there are any scolding etc.. i dunnoe abt them already.. lolx.. ok so at 3 went to drink bubble tea and then went to KFC for "lunch"... when i reach home.. my younger sis is the only one at home.. so i went to bathe... after i bathe came down stare at the stupid screen again.. like an idiot.. haiz...

Dinner came... my mum bought prawn noodles and satay... suppose to be on a self-created fat loss plan.. think all gone down the drain already.. so anyway... after dinner was like listening to some songs... then kenneth called to ask me help him get the $25 for the homecoming dinner from i think 15 ppl... haiz.. totals up to $350... haiz.. can i manage to hold so much money?? but the dead line is like 13thmay... coz i think i'll go back to jyss on 13th may as other days are busy... so i was calling ppl... then mum call me to help her with the banana plant "rescue"... Gosh!!! she was complaining abt the strings.. ok as expected... lolx.. then after tt i continue to call lor... haiz. gotta meet up to get the $$.. sian... so anyway... hate stuff tt involves $$... anywya it is a favour and i'm so free so jus lend out my helping hand.. wahaha... after tt was chatting with kai xin abt the laptop thingy.. then mum was like calling me to hang up the phone?? coz my dad will be calling later.. and blah blah blah.. so hang up...

Then sister call me to help her do ironing.. :@ so angry... did so much the nite be4 still call me.. :@ wadever... so i went to help.. then found out tt my sis was asking me to iron the pillow covers... -_-" OMG! pillow covers leh.. did not noe tt such things need to iron de lor.. she was also so shock herself.. then we were like saying housewives at home nothing to do ma.. so everything also iron de lor... -_-" wahaha.. ok then no choice.. did the ironing.. after tt i was watching TV.. Alias.. The dunnoe which ep in the 2nd season... Recorded de.. so jus watch lor.. haiz.. then after the show... nothing to do switch to discovery ch... watch submarines?? #_# so anyway jus watch lor.. then after tt was abt the queen mary 2... ok.. it is not a human queen.. but it is a huge liner on the ocean... wadever it is an ocean liner la.. took 18mths to built and 5 years in planning and was like doing the test voyage.. etc lor.. super boring sia.. so went to sleep... already very tired to blog lor...

Think later i also no time to blog sia.. for maybe 2 to 3 days?? coz dad's boss is coming over during the evening time.. and i gotta entertain the sons.. lolx.. 8 6 and 4 years old (i think) and very native.. ok we were once like tt.. lolx.. hope i got things to entertain sia... or better still.. i jus listen to him tok.. wahaha.. haiz... later at 6 meeting diana chia.. to pass her an authorisation letter to help me get my 16 pf assessment... stupid jjc.. stil need to authorise the representative to get tt assessment.. haiz.. coz i dun wanna step into jjc... some might agree some might not.. tt jjc is a very stupid sch.. in the way it is not the ppl... but more like the management.. and the ya totally perfect english of the P... haha.. ok then tts abt all... if i can blog later or if i wan hope got more interesting things to blog abt.. wahaha..


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Wad A "Nice" Day Lor... (*_*)

Thursday, May 05, 2005
1:35 AM

Haiz.. wad the hell... jus finish the stupid hse work sia... coz my sisters al lazy to do.. one having exam the other super busy... also dunnoe y.. maybe busy going out wiht her BF... so angry... so no choice.. i.. as a "good" brother.. gotta help them lor.. haiz... ya "help".. or more of like dun wanna get scolding from my mum.. she's coming back tml... how nice...

ok let me start from the morning... hmm... lets recall... morning nothing much... woke up at like 10?? so early lor.. haiz.. also dunnoe y sia.. so was like super sian.. online and c no one.. piangz... so sit ther watch tv for a while then call linda.. haiz... she was still suppose to be sleeping lor.. and i disturb her... haiz so nvm.. said sorry so many times liao.. dunnoe if she really forgive sia... then afternoon went to jp.. haiz.. walk back the same places i walk on monday... so sian.. at least today no so many ppl.. but still a lot... so came home and sleep again... think i can change my job to full-time pig.. -_-" after tt woke up.. or drag myself up... do some exercise or warm up.. then went for a run.. haiz.. though no feeling well actually... it is not shown anywhere lor... haiz... 20 minutes around my estate... still kind of sad over the timing leh.. gotta improve... though i think around my estate twice is not even 2.4km?? hu noes if my distance judgement is wrong.. but still dun think it is even 2.4km lor... and i can run so slow... haiz...

after tt watch Alias on axn.. jus nice 7pm... lolx... but also dunnoe reach where liao.. haiz.... tt one is season 2 already... half way i think... so noe nuts of wad happened be4... but any way the spy pretty too... lolx.. or maybe she acted well... wadever it is... so 8pm went to bathe and then go out with my sister for dinner at KFC.. o btw younger sis only.. elder sis jap class... haiz... saw rabian and frens studying wor... then came home.. the terror starts... cleaning the floor... :@ ironing the clothes :@ haiz.. i did becoz... younger sis having exam.. and my elder sis is not back yet... 1 hr iron 2 shirts.. lolx... but i completed them at abt 1am.. lolx... from 10 to 1.. how nice... then after tt clean the floor again.. coz feel tt it is still quite dusty.. so here m i... typing my blog.. haiz.. think i gotta sleep liao.. not enough sleep.. erm.. not enough is like not 12 hrs... lolx...

Ok tts all i guess... still haven got wad i wan.... and hu noes if i got enough time to get it... so many thing so little time... tml would be a day of business again.. my room... haiz... gotta clean it again... clear junk... lolx.. k then.. nitez..


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Happy But Sad

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
11:34 PM

My day starts when i could sleep liao.. so tts abt 11 i think... so lets jus skip the usual stuff... 11.30am... went down and sis say she going out.. haiz... so i'm all aalone at home... again as usual no activities... so lets tok abt wad i did not mention yesterday... the PLANT resuce... i had to rescue a plant.. the banana lor outside of my hse... it fell.. OMG! so rescue mission one: OPERATION SIMPLE. lolx.. nice name... ok to the simple one.. jus put it back up and then use a plank i suppose to hold it in place... and then use the big bin to support it too... FAILED... so at around 7pm yesterday... OPERATION STRING starts... use the string to tie the tree lor.. till the garden outside so messy sia... jus for a stupid tree... lolx.. but it is "interesting" to get the bite by mosquito... so many lor.. feed them like tt... so anyway the tree is now very cute... back to this morning... the tree fell again.... so i rescue it again lor.. my sister als dun wanna do anything to it.. so angry sia...

so lunch ate instant noodles again... haiz... use the com watch my jus dled gundam seed ep 28... haiz... kind of sad to watch it.. the suppose neutral country got involve in a war.. and the general died for the country to save the country lor.. haiz.. very sad leh... should i die for my "country" when it is the higher order's fault?... isit worth to push all the blame to the myself and get remembered for it?? i doubt so... so anyway after tt... stay on the sofa watching tv... the whole day.. watched the most hated show CSI... then some discovery some NGC some and travel and living.. watch the so ex hotel suites.. so nice u noe.. phew... very very nice lor... ritz carlton... in new york i nite USD 12,500... so anyway can't beat a USD 25,000 suite.. haiz.. how nice to live in one lor... if i got the money... wahaha.... tt i dun have... it is realy a bomb lor... wahaha... so anyway tt my afternoon.. wanna go for a run.. but raining.. so grounded at home..

Dinner it at home again... how nice.. its instant noodles again.. i think soon i'll be sick man.. so watch tv again till now lor.. haha.. typing here... anyway still trouble my evening's call from acer... coz they asking me if i wanna change the laptop to the same one.. but is a 1.6GHz processor from the 1.73 Ghz and no bluetooth from got bluetooth.. and lastly 1Gb of ram from 512Mb... haiz... troubling me the whole evening... but ask a few ppl they say the 1.73GHz better... so guess i gotta wait till 31th may to get my laptop then... hope acer allows me to change back...

The happy thing is i call some ppl today... but the sad thing is i got a foreseen unsuccessful appeal... so tts all bah... a mix of happy and sad.. how nice...


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My Day?? Quite Ok....

Monday, May 02, 2005
10:40 PM

Woke up so so early in the morning.. summore it is holiday lor.. piangz... i woke up at 7.30.. around there.. surprisingly i can wake up lor.. so the usual morning stuff... then went to get my bag.. racket.. and of coz something to eat.. yts bought butter cookies.. lolx.. so open it lor.. took quite some time to open it sia.. then after tt cut half an apple to eat and drink water .. breakfast.. if not for the morning activity.. i'll not eat lor.. so went out of home at abt 8.15... so took a bus.. then found out tt i'm paying adult fare liao.. haiz... summore took an mrt.. in a "rush"... so spent dollar plus on it lor.. haiz.. and summore going back leh??? ok so walk damn fast to the complex... then stand there like a dumb sia... i thought i was late but no one's there lor.. haiz... so waited for some time sia... lucky the day be4 i updated my phone with more songs... lolx.. change all of them to 32kbps de lor... now 15 songs 14++Mb lor... argh around there... rather than the other time... 4 songs already 26mb... so then later my frens came.. wahaha.. so happy... went to change and play badminton... haiz the place was nice but a little too bright.. the wall colours and also the natural lighting was quite bright... can't c the shuttle leh.... when it is high and fast.. blinded by the light! :( but its ok.. me this kind how to compare??

So after tt 2 hrs... around there la.. then went for lunch with shilong yappy and kuangji.. all stayed in triple science class ok they are in the same class... and so damn lucky i'm not in there lor.. if my grades allow... the teachers are horrible... very horrible....! esp dr gan... really like a gun sia.. 1st 3 mths took me for chem.. but first lesson then gone liao.. on medical leave.. till the last day.. took us the last time... i kanna shoot lor... shit man.. hated her.. :( make me lose my pride.. :( and shoot direct at me sia.. hate her lots... so wad if she has a PHD! it does not entitle her to terrorise students rite.. haiz.. dun tok abt it... diana noes better man.. she tried to help but still can't help much.. lolx.. so maybe it is fated tt i dun get back into jjc sia.. the sucky principal.. wahaha.. with his "perfect" english.. lolx... ok so anyway tts lunch.. so everything tt begins has an end.. so end is we took mrt.. kuangji went back to thiong baru while the 3 of us towards the west.. shilong and yappy change train at jurong east.. so every end is the beginning of something new.. lolx.. yup.. and my new thing is i went ot walk jp.. -_-" ok there is actually nothing to walk lor.. and i can walk level 1 to 3 and back to 1 in 1 hrs plus?? tts small man.. compared to malaysia.. OMG!!! haiz... haha but it is not nice to walk such big big mall bah.. a mid size will do.. but jp is too small... wahaha.. so walking around the clothes shop... some having offer.. haiz... still could not find wad i wan... so did not buy any thing... called home then bought lunch for my sisters..

came home move around for a while.. then went to sleep... haha till abt 7 plus... so call my sis to buy dinner... as my elder sis went out.. haiz... so now left me here... ok then tts my day.. hope urs fine too... :)


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