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No silver damn! jus 2 stupid stations STB and Pull ups. shit man! now because of the 2 1 pt i'm gonna retake. i'm so close to passing to a silver la! damn it! 10cm and 2 more pulls. y like tt. ytd not on form? shit shit shit! tts all i can say! when the next retest i'm seriously going to take!

I dunnoe y! Are the stories abt me? i'm just wondering

still I hate BEERS! =X

Days are coming to an end soon! and i'm broke! totally!

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Let Me Blog

I dunnoe y suddenly everyone's asking me for my blog add. i guess i still have the mistrust there. so decided not to give any!! ok well those hu has it keep to urself ba. Others are searching this place as though it is some holy grail! -.-

I need to vent out fustrations! But i haven really vent all out ytd! not straineous enough i guess. Ya and really la ytd first time i swam for 45 minutes i still can swim summore. i should have swam more to vent everything off!!!! argh!

Somethings in life is just like that! It is within yet not within ur control! haiz o well wadever.

I suddenly feel like drinking wine! GOD NO!! i'm not gonna turn myself into an alc addict! =X and another reason tml's the phy fit test. I need a silver! i've trained for pull ups runnin and sit ups! others like SBJ, Shuttle, S&R. DIE! and only confident in runnin, sit ups & S&R! the other 3 die! my silver fly.

o well days are getting more difficult! And i'm not getting any happier! Stories always seems to be abt me. "either u too sensitive or u think too much" - my fren. ok so i think too much. usual.

its only monday! i'm already in such a crap mood now. stupid!

Soon really soon, all my classmates which i classify them as frens some more than frens some more than more than frens. All will jus disappear from my life! I guess i'm always portray as someone who has so many frens. yes so many but in the end those that were left behind are those i'm always working with type. others seems to have jus forgotten about my existence. It's a usual thing. it has been like tt ever since many thousand years back. Therefore, frens are still frens. ok i'm talking a lot of crap.

The amount of food i ate today is enough to last me another 5 days without food la! but good thing tml exercise! so get them all off but after tt eat again! coz thanx to my dearest mum. -.-

frens have prob with frens. And was i the issue in some of them YES! which i hate la! guilty! though i did not made it on purpose!

the PED presentation was one tt i can never forget! i tell u! argh!~ ok lets not talk abt it. then today still act cute! ****

O well back to the ego prob i'm only gonna see u once this week!

now lets go to the long on-going thingy. i still have tt miss!

sch days are ending already! i dun wan it come fo quickly. coz i'm afraid i cannot take it!! =(

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Ran and swim on the same day! cool!

Did spring clean. i cleaned my rm. but still not clean enough. i still need to mop tts all! and i'm ready for CNY.

but no CNY mood. coz after CNY exam and all everywhere.

its the everywhere tt i'm very concern with! Haiz. sad sad very sad.

Anyway went out with mum to eat dinner a long walk with her. s funny la always looking up at the trees coz she and i think it looks weird so i tell her when looking up cover ur mouth. lolx :X


Missing and Missing!

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PED OVER!

So happy that it's over! presentation too. I'm so fed up! felt so unjust about myself! Well its over. I also felt very very unjust for this person! haiz. felt the rift!

then **** all ULTRA egoistic man!!!! i have my own egos too and u damage them very badly from the way u speak! **** Seriously i dunnoe y i'm still respecting u when u dun even respect me! ****

O well ytd regret not doing something!!! =( haiz. The one and only reason is... U! after ytd we parted i felt really empty! it is hallow on the inside!! I dunnoe where to head. wad to do!

I still love myself a lot! =)

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Well. Quite a few things happen these days. i dun even remember when was the last time i blogged. :X so now while waiting for my hair to dry i blog.

have been resting well. trying to find time to exercise for napha is coming soon i really wanna get a silver for it!!! pls!

haven been touching much of sch work lately. time to start!! no more partying. As if i party. X:

O before i forget!

Happy Birthday Gerald! (18th)
Happy Birthday Hazmi ! (19th)
Happy Birthday Hayden! (20th)

how interesting to have so many ppl's b day in a row... Went for a party at pasir ris chalet. then went to meet my frens. Wad great deal they have la. Ask me club!! -.- so haiz ok lor. wad to do! last minute decided also. ZzZz. Drank quite a bit de-stress ma! lolx.

again, i need to treasure my days in sch. left so little days! and i'll not be able to bear to part with my frens. All of them! haiz. how come every phase in life is such a diff phase for me!

I dunnoe wad u thinking. but i really wish i had..

Well lets jus look at wad i typed again! i dun even noe. so anyway. gotta start spring clean!! esp my rm!

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Tired

I dunnoe how come i got into pes A!~!~ OMG. shit.

been resting. coz of the project i had such bad sleeping cycles. even on sunday i only slept for 30 minutes. and first time wore contacts for up to 30 hrs. its bad for eye bad for body too. shit. but at least i submitted my project already. =D

so the next few days are rest days. as in sleep early at home type. seldom had such a chance ma. so after tt back to work too. and i need to exercise more. so i think free time will be back at home exercise then go for work! =D

some ppl always make me so happy the past few days. ya. lets not talk abt it. let nature take its course! i really jus wait like some statue waiting for eternity!!

=) time to sleep la.

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The Mad Rush

Yes! the mad rush. everyone is feeling it. It is a massive project rush!

I cannot take it any longer!

You You You!!! argh. Y? i dunnoe!

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Happy New Year!!! (2)

Happy New Year! Pull Your Ear! lolx.

O well this is one of the best or should i say the best new year of my current life? sat at the bar after 3am. To chat and drank a bit. just dun wan to input too much poison into my body. How harmful. But still get closer to a lot of ppl get to know more ppl too!

Thanx for the ppl and their advise. I think i'll have such a wonderful time this year. lots of uncertain stuff. And I'm still waiting! for lots of things.

Resolution's up. It's not the end of the world life has more to give than you think. I live in a world i live in. I like the way it is. Though there are sad and down moments fury and red at times. Still it is a lovely place. I'll love my family so much!

Actually to say the last 2 nites be4 the 1st was the best ever that can happen. though i'm tired and i have to rush for a project meet later at 10am when i got home at 7am. I think it is all worth the time! I'll never forget all the sweet ppl around me. Thank you all for such a wonderful time i have.

Hugs and kisses!

I'll never die so easily ever again! =D

Let's welcome year 2008! For all the happy moments in 2007! i'll keep them in heart. the sad angry times be gone forever!

last quote" Love yourself, Love everyone! Self-confidence is most impt in life learn that!" =) May everyone have a great year ahead!

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