OMG.. OMG

monday... no sch... woke up late leh.. went to sch be4 2.. lolx.. do wad study... met fren.. also chit chat... but evening got band... so went band lor... went home straight after band... coz need to study for test the next dayl.. so sian...

tuesday.. test at 8am.. u guess wad my stupid handphone jam can.. -.- wad the i can't believe it can... woke up at 7.14am... argh.. rush like hell took a cab to sch.. cost 10.80.. haiz.. did very badly for the paper.. total sian-ness can... then double blow... got back my ct paper.. OMG.. sian... majority of the ppl higher than me can... :( time to pullup my socks... how much i pull still the same de lor.. u believe?? haiz..

Wed... woke up hmmm on time... snooze a bit..lolx.. u noe the lazy person called Jasper?? took train to sch... at least reach on time.. lolx.. OMG.. argh... so nice... but sian.. only for a day... y lecture take ct paper then go off liao... nice rite.. -.- after tt went bt road do wad.. look at soccer odds.. lolx.. though i dun bet or watch soccer.. jus go for fun.. lolx... then walk back to sch with my classmate.. lolx... so hot sia.. but nice... :P reach the SDAR tok with the teacher a bit.. dunnoe y wanna tok lor.. :X so tok la.. dunnoe de leh.. but coz need to book something ma.. -.- then went to find another person.. tt hu is like not there -.- so tml bah... no time can.. haiz..

went to clubhse to slack.. i think i seriously growing fat can.. OMG... fatter summore i die liao... help.. i think i need to stop eating ice-cream... stop eating sweets... and most imptly stop eating MAC... esp the mayo tartarsauce curry bbq and sweet and sour sauce.. plus the chill and tomato... OMG... i've been eating mac for like 5 days in the pass week??? OMG OMG... so anyway played string bass today.. wa.. so difficult esp the tuning.. -.- then did my report.. so guess heck care already bah... like tt send for printing liao.. dun bother.. wasting so much of my time on it.. :@ not like i get wad i deserved..

i wish the world can jus stop and let me rest for few days be4 it continues running again.. :X i wish huh... back to reality... events are packed one after another.. woot... dead me in 2 weeks.. haiz.. jus u watch...

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Headache

Test on tues and till now i know nuts abt the module?? argh.. how how u tell me how?? this is the first time ever tt i forgot cleanly tt there is a killer test on 2nd day abt sch reopen?? and i haven even study.. OMG...

more headache part... is when u have a fren hu is very very sad.. wad u going to do leh?? but i think i very bad at such stuff... kill me... :X aiya... i think i'm making ppl feel worse.. haiz.. stupid me.. -.-

anyway suppose to be studying in the end.. was doing report.. and i haven finish... chatting SLEEPING!!! OMG..

sian... anyway think i'll re-write this story i write be4... lolx.. a story with no substance de.. lolx.. :P

If my fren ever reads this... seriously hope he is ok with it.. :)

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O Well..

woke up so early jus to go band... -.- for this repair man... tt never came... can i jus say i wasted my time??? -.- lucky did not take MRT or cab sia.. if not i sure smack the person hu call me to go... :@

so well... practice is non-NBC pieces... and one piece was played few weeks back... i mean again?? the other is like played for concert last year... the concert tt i wasn't in lor.. but it is a good practice for sight-reading and of coz not like i play very well...

i think somethings are best not to know... really... as in kept in the dark... but i dun understand how these ppl survive when they are doing such things lor... maybe it is the way to survive.. but i think it is so not u can... -.- not the REAL u... how can u ever say tt u are real?? tts the next question...

o well sometimes i think somethings are so obvious tt u dun even need to ask to get the ans... but really... so wad?? and i cannot stand it la... like ppl give u tt kind of face... -.- like tt.. ok.. over-used emo again.. -.- o again.. i think i'll change blog add really... jus for some reason.. :X haiz.. sian...

so many stuff not done.. test haven even studied?? OMG.. can someone help 30% leh... but seriously thinking abt the above stuff... now i wonder wad's the real thing of everyone??? m i suppose to be suanned always?? or tok abt?? being used? i dunnoe...

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Title

OMG... i'm so **** today... went mac laugh only then c 3 *** bitch there... piangz.... wad can i say??? dun let those ppl spoil the mood lor.. study go somewhere else if u cannot stand noise... plus change a location to sit if u wanna study fun crowd the noisy area wad...

wadever... and i'm left with 7 days to learn... argh... stress... but trying to destress.. and i think i'll have another player... the damn powerful one.. damn in tune de lor.. OMG... OMG.. help!!! stress and with my standard... :S sian... gotta practice for clarity now... :S

onthe bus saw this couple damn sweet ok... sit shoulder to shoulder... share anMP3... omg... then the guy alwasy look to the side lor. coz the other sleeping... then i siting last row ma. they are rite in front of me.. so ya.. i alight rite.. they kiss can... OMG how sweet...

o side track again.. well tml's gonna be terror.. hopefully not.. :X headache..

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Happy B Day!!

Kaiwen... :) thanx for the lunch haha... well everyone thank her i suppose...

woke up get stuff then practice and then went out.. did a detour lor.. went to BB interchange to get wad.. MY WALLET!!! lolx.. it is found.. lolx.. great..

went orchard fron BB.. tok a bus so happen the bus reach clementi so decided to take a train there... but alight at redhill took a bus down.. then chang ebus again.. i stupidly walked so long.. reach there also blur sia..:X

after lunch went to kpool.. table is on my fren.. lolx. nice.. play till late late.. X: didn't notice the time lor.. then took a bus.. 14 to queenstown there.. change to 61.. lolx.. i like change bus here and there.. :X

practice was horrible... so many mistakes so many out of tunes... -.- sian.. dun care la... then after tt went to mac.. lolx... chat a bit.. and went home.. lolx..

took 157.. halfway think bus too slow liao..alight.. then jus in time 174 came ma.. took it lor.. the uncle like gave me a weird look..lolx...

stillback home at abt 12.. X:

ya here i m typing.. :X

tml's a busy day lor.. X: sian.. well.. gotta sleep tired.. X:

and again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI WEN!!!

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Happy B Day!!

Kaiwen... :) thanx for the lunch haha... well everyone thank her i suppose...

woke up get stuff then practice and then went out.. did a detour lor.. went to BB interchange to get wad.. MY WALLET!!! lolx.. it is found.. lolx.. great..

went orchard fron BB.. tok a bus so happen the bus reach clementi so decided to take a train there... but alight at redhill took a bus down.. then chang ebus again.. i stupidly walked so long.. reach there also blur sia..:X

after lunch went to kpool.. table is on my fren.. lolx. nice.. play till late late.. X: didn't notice the time lor.. then took a bus.. 14 to queenstown there.. change to 61.. lolx.. i like change bus here and there.. :X

practice was horrible... so many mistakes so many out of tunes... -.- sian.. dun care la... then after tt went to mac.. lolx... chat a bit.. and went home.. lolx..

took 157.. halfway think bus too slow liao..alight.. then jus in time 174 came ma.. took it lor.. the uncle like gave me a weird look..lolx...

stillback home at abt 12.. X:

ya here i m typing.. :X

tml's a busy day lor.. X: sian.. well.. gotta sleep tired.. X:

and again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI WEN!!!

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LOST WALLET!!!

**** sian... first time after so so long lost wallet again.. haiz.. the feeling sux.. but wad can i say?? life still gotta go on.. so well...

went np idol.. and my 2 idol not in the next round... so sway meh today?? 20 out of 32 not even 2 of tt 20 are my idol... -.- OMG... sian... the judges got a few ja-pa-lang ja-pa-lang also can become judge.. -.- wad the... ... no comments...

guess wad the chinese song division out of 10 9 guys.. -.- this is so lame can... the np idol is soon gonna have np idol male np idol female... -.-

anyway i drop my wallet on the bus... jus 1 stop also can loose it lor.. -.- i still step on my wallet be4 i alight.. OMG.. this is so.. lame can... -.- then reach mac... OMG... then ya like tt lor...

took the most expensive transport back... :X thanx to my fren.. lucky.. :X now time to pay ppl $$$ already... :X

o well tml's a hectic day.. :X but guess like tt lor.. no choice... lost wallet so find a temp one bah... :X but sian...

anyway 8 more days... OMG.... sian... help ppl...

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Slack

Eat Sleep Chat.. -.- my day...


rest... and after an afternoon nap decided to not go for my evening activity... coz i think today should be a day for rest... and of coz stidy a bit for my 30% overall test next week...

o well... wad can i say... sian... gotta get over some small stuff really... if not i'm not moving on?? -.- haiz... this is bad... really... but not easy to get over really... well tts me.. :)

aiya.. dunnoe jus noe i'm eating a lot these days... seriously.. growing side ways already?? how help!! :(

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Band.. OMG

.... no comments... even though i practiced so much.. ok not tt much afterall.. y coz everything also so messy... i practice a quite a bit from the actual tempo.. :X argh...but still needmore practice... OMG...

and wad... 2 great things happened... 1 VIBRATO!!! in 11 days... -.- u think it is possible?? 2 my reed split... -.- thanx to my nails.. haiz.. die le la... p leh.. how to play with a thick reed? -.- hhelp!!!! i think i need to consult my "GOD" liao...

then decided to go budget... y.. many up coming things need $$$ sia.. haiz.. dunnoe man.. sian... -.- how leh... IS need this need tt need... haiz... so anyway reach home at record breaking time... 11pm... wow... first time i guess... :S Thanx ya.. i think i'm a bit sparstic really... overhead bridge from far also didn't c... -.- o well... blur today i guess.. ya thinking abt the stress on me.. is OMG...

o well... sian.. help 11 days.. and counting... :(

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Rest Day...

didn't go out... tts good yet bad... a day for me to rest.. ya and i really rested well.. :) difficult to have such days where i canjus slack so so much.. watch tv... lolx... coz i foresee next 3 coming mth will not have such a day... :(

hmmm watch some anime... i think i going to watch more... -.- but.. guess wad i heard.. not completed.. so sian.. really.. o well... today's nothing productive... so i jus have to state down all the school work i needa do here... cca noe in my heart can liao... coz still got a mth away.. :( stress leh...

Projects:
PBL for CBE lab (Presentation NEEDED!!!)
IS Project (huge concern)
ENV Project (identify the problem everything's solve?? but problem is the problem is difficult to identify.. -_-||)

Lab Reports/Ws:
Linear Heat Conduction (BIG report)
Gas Liquid Absorption Column (Sorry-ful Calculations)

Test:
TPHM (I'm digging my own grave.. and planning a fanfare for my death)

Well... look at tt kind of a work load... nice rite... appealing?? -.- tts y i've been resting to be prepared for the worse... in the up coming 2 weeks... help i'm dying... -.- o but i'm still alive now.. so well wad can i say?

cca's gonna be a killer... -.- really... practically everyday will be a stay-back in sch day... meaning out from home in the morning... back home late at nite.. :(

i tell u sometimes i'm jus so angry tt y i have to be the middle man... so is changing ur character to be more matured a fault or being in love is at fault... or rather be more direct... being in love causes u to change ur character at fault?? -.- i can't believe i'm caught in such a situation.... when i have already so many problems to settle myself... -.-

anyway i jus found out.. this -.- face has been over-used by me.. sian... my door is giving me unnecessary shocks... :( this is getting lame... haiz..

i was jus thinking... if u have an item tt u can c u can touch but u cannot feel... how isit like? maybe this statement shouldn't have been put here... wad can i say?? argh...

o i didn't blog abt this the other day.. i dreamt tt i killed someone... -.- scary... hu is tt person i killed i dunnoe... ok this entry is getting lame... i jus noe tt i'm getting very lonely... really... it is like u have everything outside (almost everything).. but u have got nothing inside...

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SAT!!!

My face.. :( dun tok abt it...

o well woke up so late.. OMG... then like rushing like tt. so rushy.. haiz.. ate a quick breakfast and a 30 minute break be4 lunch.. nice rite.. lolx..

took 99 and change to 154... OMG... tt transit made me so late lor.. haiz.. stupid.. next time dun try change to 154 liao.. look closer.. 174 then.. lolx...

band practice is OMG.. well not bad la... at least i tried to read the score.. :X hmmm guess i have to get a new reed already... one reed split... -.- for wadever reason... maybe a bit harder.. :X coz my comfrtable reed is actually kind of thin.. :X and it is sounding more awful now.. :( o well meaning i need to spent $$$ again... i dun have $$$ :( sian..

after band went Westmall.. lolx.. had lots of fun... lolx.. thanx.. :) well i think i needa really sleep early... my face seems to be getting worse.. ARGH!!~ sian... Sat nite... ...

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Stressful Man...

stress from all 4 sides... stress accompanied with lots of tension?? -.-

no comments... jus leading a very stressful life... very stress.. and hated by ppl... gossips everything seems to me it is abt me... o well.. jus say i'm sensitive now... very...

well... days are harder to get by... haiz.. :(

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F HIM man...

how can u put ppl's name in ur blog when it is like so many things happened and u put things abt me??? and so many major things happened and u jus put a minor thing abt me?? wad the hell rite?? it is totally illogical...

wad's more put in brackets.. and it is obviously written to a specific group of blog viewers?? so wad does it imply?? trying to defame me??? huh?? or wad??

pls do take note tt blogs can be very very dangerous... since my name's there meaning i can also put ur name?? BENJAMIN... PLS STOP PUTTING PPL'S NAME IN UR BLOG!!!! IDIOT!!!

Somethings are not meant to be known to ppl... and so now i rather keep things from everyone... if not i'll be questioned again? -.- pissed off...

anyway yesterday was a day of fun.. but a nite of anti climax.... got scolded... for coming home late... tts like 12 only lor... then lots of news broke... haiz.. sian... plan ur next step... and of coz not telling anyone.. cannot trust ppl de lor... now i noe y...

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Happy but Sad

well whole day so happy dunnoe y.. lolx... morning wake up is study score... :X

haven even touch my books leh.. die how ar... i think gonna start soon lor.. .. :X which i think again not tt soon?? :X

o well.. after tt watch tv... and i learnt a lot of values... some dunnoe wad drama la.. 3 hrs of sitting jus to watch it.. coz 3 ep ma.. lolx..

these days no one ask me out also so sian.. nvm la.. maybe time to save $$$... haiz.. headache... maybe i should ask ppl out rite.. lolx...

hmmm since morning so happy afternoon's nap also so nice... first listen to very good music!!! lolx... song addiction... HELP!!! but again... nvm la.. nice songs good to be addicted.. lolx..

time to put some studies into action... wahaha.. well not like i have the time... time to do something productive... esp when 3 huge projects are at stack.. haiz... when m i going to start them??

haiz... dunnoe leh.. somethings are so messy... when i planned for this i did not expect it to turn like tt... but another thing made me so happy.. well.. generally my day is filled with the unexplained kind of happiness?? with some small downs.. lolx.. if i can wish for something now.. i wish to live this kind of life everyday.. happy.. no worries... for now at least... i jus wish some things are kept as uncomplicated as this... haiz.. with this happen??? :(

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Band Practice

went to play badminton in the late morning... it is omg. nvm... not concentrating anyway... then after tt went to sch... collect some stuff... involve in a bit of discussion... then went off lor... home... then went back to band again.... -.-

well ppl ask if we wanna have a friendly match... i was like erm... dunnoe wad to do.. obviously dun call me rite... lolx...

discussing abt band's stuff... at least i noe tt i can get some extra things for my oboe.. ;)

went home bathe 2 times ok... coz stink like hell... then also took a nap... lolx.. be4 i set off... saw my sec sch fren... lolx.. say i change alot.. good or bad... hmmm dunnoe leh...

band the pieces are like erm.... range of nice difficult and easy not nice?? aiya so in the end still set lor... so well.. now practice... ya... thinking how sia.. solos again??? -.- haiz.. it is the stress... horrible stress... :S

after tt went for hmm well i can say it is supper.. lolx... ate so much potato?? nah.. twister fries is nice. lolx... esp the very twisted onces...

jus at the end of the day looking back at wad i've done for the day.. seems really happy.. ;) o not to mention.. the taxi driver.. i dun understand wad he is toking abt.. though it is chinese with lots of ja-pa-lang languages... i still cannot understand lor.. jus cannot resiger wad he say.. :X so poor fren... entertaining him.. :X lolx...

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Airport

went to the airport to send my dad off... haiz.. sian... well.. tts like my afternoon... then went to my aunt's place slack... lolx.. nothing much also... haiz... sian... and next thing i knew i'm home...

wad a nice day rite.. o well... watch x man 2... it is like sian... anyway i jus noe one thing i snack a lot... :( the whole day... no wonder i'm not hungry... haiz... c it is not good to snack... summore counting the calories i gain... and minus off those i loose.. = +++ sian... nvm... later's gonna have a badminton session.. lalala... so time to loose some cal... *nodnod*

sian sian so sian.. no ppl to chat with leh... all not online or busy with their lives... unlike me so no life rite... wadever it is... "holidays" are here... good or bad i dunnoe... all i noe is tt airport dun have a lot of food to eat!!!but seriously speaking things are very ex.. but.. nice place to go.. lolx.. ;)

still cannot understand somethings.... haiz... and is seriously un-understand-able.. haiz... wad the hell... hu can help? none... =(

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Argh...

i jus found out i'm such a pig.. OMG... guess wad i slept from 9.30 to 8++?? -.- OMG.... but ok la.. good time to sleep anyway... sadly sat nite leh... so no life sleeping.. lolx..

o well... yesterday's quite a boring day.. but at least i have got time to relax not from those stupid CT papers... dead lor.. haiz.. hu care 2 weeks or "holidays" which u needa complete 3 project 2 lab reports 1 test to study... 321... wad the.. crap... buy 4D??

o sad to say... iwas jus looking at the laski wadever the spelling la.. dad e-mailed us to c tt... dunnoe for wad... nvm la.. next time then go do maybe... so i can have perfect eye sight!!! lolx... how nice rite...

yesterday i was signing so many things... not like i'm having visa or mastercard to buy stuff.. haiz... so ugly.. time to practice signature liao... well missed np strings concert... dunnoe how my fren did... not there to supposrt.. coz family more impt rite... haiz.. yup.. miss an outing too... these days i'm so broke.. haiz.. sian lor... no $$ to go out also.. guess use the time to study??? :X hopefully...

but u think i will?? obviously not.. it is jus a nice way or saying wad to do.. coz eventaully i'll be like chatting... haiz.. tts me.. lolx..

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YEAH!!!

for now... can rest after so many days... of CT... killer CTs... haiz.. died for all papers... thought i was prepared but in the end i wasn't prepared.. haiz... sian...

AR... thinking abt the ENV paper.. wore contacts and do the paper. is so funny.... jus maybe concentrate too much... haiz... dunnoe leh... then headache a bit... but after tt ok leh... haiz... then engmat paper... haiz.. sian... another one... kind of felt tt i died for the paper... wrote crap.. didn't study properly lor.. so it is like writing crap... in simple english jus to make sure the teacher understand wad i write.. and also.. memorise useless formula... haiz... today's paper... suppose studied a bit.. ya and tt little bit did not help much... lolx... sian.... still the paper pawned me.. :(

o well tts abt it for the papers... and guess wad i very blur now.. it is like u got few specs to wear... and of coz contacts... so dunnoe wad to wear leh... haiz....

anyway so sian... days like tt are... haiz.... can't believe everyday study? and study? sleep sleep... eat and eat of coz chat a bit too... so it is like no exercise? this is bad.. JASPER... haiz... wad can i say... seems tt there is a lecturer going abt looking at ppl's blog.. so hu noe he later bum into mine.. sian diao....

o well suppose holidays rite.. but still have got a paper after the 2 weeks break... and guess wad this 2 weeks break is not 2 weeks afterall... i still got... ENV project... PBL... IS... CBL lab reports... headache.. and test to study!!!! how can someone help me buy time.. on top of tt i've got practices and practices.... 5 days a week? o wow... interesting....

anyway suppose today performance went well... and i was being asked... haiz... sian.... well... anyway life is upside down again... post exam clearing up?? i guess.... room's in a total mess tts also my life.. :X need sometime to organise.. anyway.. need to faster develop my musical skills... coz y.. if not i'll lose out in a bet... so now wad m i going ot do? i wonder.. but seriously.. like wad others say life have to go on....

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STRESS MAN...

My damn cheerful fren broke down... :( c ppl like tt i'm so scared... half thinking when will it be my turn.. half thinking how to console ppl...

well... went to sch kind of early... dunnoe y jus felt happy.. lolx... got up from the rite side of the bed? at least the rain did not affect me....

be4 paper so much toking.. after paper... haiz... tired... everyone is... i guess... teacher not excluded... still ate lunch and studied... pass ppl things and study a bit more and went home... saw fren's fren... lolx...

went home sian yet again... study dinner... and after tt suppose to study rite.. in the end... all the discussions so irrivalent to my papers not even my life... well wad to say... family discussion... i dun mind.. lolx... so here i m studying a bit and blogging... well hope things will have a better out look tml.. ;)

cheer up... everyone...

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Sunday

Is the day of rest?? i wonder... haiz...

did a bit of exercise at last u c... after all those sitting down... and more sitting downs to come... -.- CT's a killer... :(

eat study chat sleep eat study chat sleep... tts my day really... OMG... -.- can u believe it... i can't...

ok seriously speaking.. my studies is dead confirm... haiz... i haven seen the "light" to anchem... ENV is like OMG... know nuts... EngMat is no more memory space... last Occ.. dunnoe how to study...

HELP!!! i know no one will.. :( tts sad... anyway i'm living a sad life now dunnoe y.. jus the days seems like years... :(

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Study or Sleep?

OMG... a whole day at home... ya thanx.. dun make me jealous...

morning was so usual?? but at least watched a pool competitiona bit only la. 9 ball.. those pro lor.. OMG...

anyway... was doing work.. and guess wad.. suddenly everyone in the hse start asking me things read this how come like tt... -.- OMG... suppose to be studying but in the end spent 1 hr on irrelvant stuff?? o well.. better than not being asked abt anything rite?

afternoon was really a pissing study session.. sleep plus study = nothing in my head??

anyway these days cannot concentrate... concentration shift? i dunnoe.. jus like tt... can someone help!!! haiz.. slept 1 hr study 10 minutes something like tt so u do the counting... how much i study and how much i slept??

nite better afterdinner read newspaper.. but after tt sleep again.. turning pig!!! OMG.. sian... 4 papers... completed studies of not even 1?? OMG... wad are u doing Jasper.. CONCENTRATE!!!

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Dunnoe y

Jus felt a bit pissed in one way or another today...

anyway took a new route to sch... ok la.. seems shorter though.. but un expected jam somewhere so.. ya.. reach sch late... as usual... and it is so much my fault tt i came late??? anyway... still release 1 hr earlier...

slack so much till i was sleeping there... obviously after eating such an early lunch call it brunch then... slept in the room where we were slacking.... haiz.. then went for lab session.. -.- wadever it is.. jus the labsession is sian lor... :X first time do 2 experiment at one go.. -.-

after tt last grp to go off... went to grab something to eat.. and then to BB for some thing... and go home lor.. haiz.. so tired.. and all i noe is no face to c ppl... so well that should be so for the next few days...

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Let's C

gulity feeling is alwasy bad... but still i did my work...

been practically sleeping the whole day... -.- tts bad... at least i reach sch kind of early... saw my fren... lolx... chat so much.. haiz.. ok i think i'm too talktive

was a sleeping day i guess... slept for practically all lectures.. haiz... stress.. next week... OMG...

no comments man... i still miss something...

guess i slept too much till i miss the tips? -.- haiz... after lessons went to clubhse a while... grab my oboe... jus went off after a drink... be4 heading home to mug... gosh...

3 modules i seriously dunnoe wad's happening and suppose to be tested.. O MY... ANCHEM ENV AND OCC... at least i noe if i can memorise engmat passable? :X haiz... there goes this sem... save me...

so was studying lor... haiz... compare ans tml.. hopefully someone did it.. :X

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