My "boring" Day

Went for a run at last... erm.. did a bit of extra distance... :X after not running so long... jus extra to loose tt extras.. :X lolx..

at home go blog visit.. lolx.. so sian nothing to do ma... then after tt... found this stupid webbie... kill brains cells... went out... late.. as usual... told my frens already...

at cck played pool!!! well.. no skill means no skill wad u expect?? lose lor.. wad else.. haiz.. sian totally.. then ate lunch at 2?? dunnoe la.. did not check time anyway... went to frens hse slack... lolx...

after slacking went to cck lot 1 again... went to eat.. dinner.... :S after tt go walk walk... walk and walk in the end ended up at the kpool.. so played pool again... wahaha.. OMG... sian... yet again... haiz...

after tt fren went to eat so sit there tok tok lor.. lolx.. some things gotta learn... and learn fast!!! OMG.. dying already.. really.. so many things to learn... o well.. search for job.. lolx.. still in the search!!!.. :X

home i come.. and practice!!! argh... sian.. tml continue... like i already said.. dying from the things i need to learn.. the results i need to produce is... practically instanenous... O man... there goes...

gonna get new reeds soon... real soon i tell u.. my this reed cannot last for more than 10 practices... and OMG.. the damn piece is so haiz.. no comments... after all tt complain... back to finger practice again... -_-" tml.. haiz.. tts my day.. sian a bit really... no one toking to me... boring nite yet again.. lolx...

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my life now.. is dotz... ...

morning woke up did some ironing... and watching the tv.. discovery channel.. first was on trains... how did steam driven trains come.. history of it.. lolx... then was understanding time.. lolx... nice nice.. o well at least i finish all the tops today... tml c how lor.. maybe iron those pants etc...

went out to buy lunch.. ate lunch at 2 plus 3... -_-" slept after tt till abt 5.. woke up by a heavy downpour.. and a fixed line sms service.. lolx.. then was like OMG.. late liao... rush to sch... ate yoghurt.. while walking to the bus stop... took a bus.. shows 18:07...confirm late.. took a train and then 184.. alight in sch.. was 18:37.. lolx.. 30 minutes.. OMG.. nice.. lolx..

late for band by hmmm.. 10 minutes i guess... but was so shock.. so little ppl... started band late.. by then a lot of other ppl.. :X lolx.. my fren's fren played oboe... is OMG... -_-" haiz.. well make me feel so hmmm.. weird.. :X and a bit stress... but ok bah... i made lots of mistakes.. and so obvious... plus the tuning.. nvm.. work harder again.. lolx..

went for supper... laugh like hell... then took a bus and then taxi home... and here i m... typng.. lolx.. of coz after i bathe.. ok gotta go to bed soon.. anyway tml i think i'll go exercise... really.. 4days no exercise.. plus eating all the unhealthy food.. OMG.. fats growing.. :X

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I Fear... For the Unexpected...

I seriously hope it is nothing serious... really... If really something were to happen... IF... i really dunnoe wad to do... 22th had this dream... izit going to come true??? OMG... pls no... i love to dream.. but i'm afraid of my dreams... how stupid.. but really... things are a bit.. weird... :X i dunnoe.. but hope... that nothing will happen really...

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Chalet 3 days!!! Woot

wahaha.. jus came back from chalet... some times a bit sian.. some times very fun.. as alwasy rite.. lolx...

first day took taxi there with my frens.. ate BK lunch.. whaha... then put stuff go play pool?? i guess... went back for bbq after tt... ya bbq till so late.. nvm... the lady next door call to complain us for being so noisy... -_-" then bbq till late late also cannot lor.. i can't believe this u noe... piangz... after tt mahjong.. as usual.. lose $$$ at 5am.. went to red hse... ok la.. nothing much... lolx... jus c c lor... 6 person... including me la.. lolx... fren is going to analyse the pictures she took.. lolx.. :X

went back then too tired liao.. sleep tts like 6 to 11 woke up super blur... then went to the pool again.. frens all there.. lolx.. ok execpt some sleeping back there... after pool arcarde went back... then go pool again.. -_-" eat lunch slack... get bikes went to cycle... after tt 8 eat dinner... :X when lunch was at 4... back at chalet slack again... 10 went to play pool again... -_-" till 11... after tt slept in the chalet.. too sian already.. playing wad.. blackjack... ok practically the whole of day 2 gambling lor... :X i try to get off as much as possible.. lolx.. anyway i slept for abt 1 hr.. be4 going for the nite cycling.. lolx.. nice nice.. went to changi village... nothing much there also.. so many shops close liao... nothing nice also... sat there drank water... then go one round decided to go back same place to eat... :X nice rite.. ya coz no other place to eat... after tt watch a bit of soccer... and then went back to chalet... fastest down slope speed 50.2.. km/hr... lolx... didn't go faster.. :X

back at chalet... bathe... then watch soccer a bit... pack my stuff.. of coz.. as always.. and then somehow sleep again... :X like pig sia.. ZzZz... woke up dunnoe wad time la.. jus start to get a picture of wad is going on... :X and then return bike took a taxi back with frens again... so now here lor.. lolx... later then eat lunch bah... now go sleep again if need...

practically 2 plus days no internet... can die!!! really.. :X o well.. after this chalet... sian already... next week band camp?? ya... till now still no work.. guess like my fren say can forget abt it.. :X dunnoe bah.. c how.. lolx..

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Forgot To Blog...

Guess too busy.. :X

well after the pervious post.. i did some of my stuff.. and sneak out to my fren's hse 100 steps away i guess.. around there.. ton... lolx.. played RISk.. nice game really i think i'll be hooked to it.. :X played it through the nite?? :X lolx.. from 3 pkus till 6 then went to the nearby shell to eat "breakfast" after so long and lolx.. went back toplay a round of RISK... when only 3 person play the other 3 sleeping.. lolx..

ended the game at 8 plus.. i also slept till 9 plus.. then sneak back home... guess the sneak is successful... X: lolx.. hope it is.. lolx... even if it is not.. i have nothign to say also.. lolx..

with jus 1 hr of sleep... the day continues.. went for my run.. coz the weather damn good... wana rain dun wanna rain... best time to run.. came back.. did my stuff on the computer again... everytime say do my stuff... it is actually = reading ppl's blog reading horoscopes chatting on msn... lolx.. damn sian rite.. but this is life.. lolx...

after bathe and out to toa payoh for tim sum actually... but then... reach there... sian half... so many ppl.. sodrove while deciding... in the end ended up in west mall.. -_-" ate bali thai... haiz.. full lunch again.. :X then those damn gals... stuck at the *ahem ahem* shop.. i was like sian... stand at the railing... slept i tell u.. so horrible... journey back also sleep come home sleep again... till 7 plus.. the lunch was still digesting.. lolx..

did my stuff again.. then went to find some thing to eat for "dinner" like at 10 plus.. :S i think i better bring my gestric medicine along u noe... :X hopefully.. lolx.. nothing happens..

forgot to dig gold.. so "busy" on the com till abt 1plus cannot tahan.. sleep.. lolx... guess i'll sleep more... dun feel like running... :X but wether so good.. no SUN.. -_-"

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Wad are u thinking huh??? i dunnoe... :X

o well today went to run rite... then hor... then hor... come back lock outside??? -_-" went to neighbour's hse to borrow phone but the mothe ris using.. so sian.... in the end.. gotta be like a theif... climb over my own hse gate?? ppl thought i'm a theif lor... wa lao... so sian...

after tt went to book badminton court then met my mum at the supermarket... told her the incident she laugh like hell man... even the packer at the counter heard it also laugh... :X wa lao.. sian.. went walk walk with my mum.. lolx.. reach home like 10.45... though already "blow" her so many times to fast fast go home.. X: manage to plan out my stuff...

ate breakfast at 11 plus... put things in my fren's letter box then took a bus to cck... played pool till abt 1.15... took a train to sch for band practice... tell u the practice was horrible... i'm like a bit off tune today... i seriously dunnoe y.. but the first piece was ok.. for the front... but the second piece... totally off.. need to learn to relax i think.. fast piece means bite the reed harder??? o btw.. learning the higher octaves fingerings... it seems so difficult to pitch them.. argh... pitching again... :S so sian... practice... at least for the first piece... higher octaves seems quite in tune i guess... conductor commented on nice souns nice playing.. :X

o well practice is the key... and i need to get new reeds... nice rite.. choosing reeds time... lolx.. :X need to get one with nice tone.. or rather 2.. :X so it iseasier to play the solos but yet again... it is still me hu controls the tuning... :X sian...

ok went to my sister's camp tok.. whole family went.. lolx.. o well.. so boring and warm.. but still refresh my memory.. :X lolx... then went for dinner... at BT... then after tt went to drink milo dino... lolx.. and home icome.. maybe later go fren's hse bah.. :X nearby only.. maybe ton lor.. lolx. c how.. :X

so full... anyway pls remember to plan how u going chalet and band jasper... on monday... tml gotta set ur decision liao... it will affect others... should i skip bnad practice?? i doubt leh.. butafter band go chalet a bit too late and like rushing?? O well.. JASPER wad u thinking??

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WAD ARE U DOING???

ok told my dad my results.. he good keep up the good work... sounds of encouragements.. lolx.. at least..

ok now.. saw the results.. chat so much abt it.. hot topic.. -_-" well at least all my frens pass... we are still a class up one level again... haha.. cool~

hmmm afternoon settle my own lunch.. coz parents went golf... -_-" which i dunnoe how to play at all.. :X lolx.. but noe a bit of how to play... so home alone.. not.. bought lunch and as u noe i eat damn slow... when i finish sister.. come back.. ^.^ not alone already.. watch table tennis.. men's singles.. nice... lolx.. but however.. if i can ever play table tennis tt well.. Jasper stop dreaming...

after tt... went my room chat again.. as alwasy.. nothing to do u c.. lolx.. then read horoscopes yet again.. -_-" read till really wanna sleep lor.. then go sleep.. tts like at 5... to around 7 be4 going out for dinner.. :X

sister drove today... lolx.. slow and steady.. lolx.. how will i be like when i drive?? :X fetch younger sis and went home.. lolx.. journey is a double from wad my dad drives.. and 1.5 times my mum's?? :X lolx..

ok.. now tt u have got ur results.. tts suppose not tt bad... wad's there to look forward to??? -_-" is there anything u would?? i dread staying overnite for 3 days else where.. like camps.. and chalet.. really.. :X well the fun istt u c...

so wad are u doing my dear Jasper??? look forward to?? guess i look forward to band concert...tts if i can make it really... i sux totally.. :X well... need more improvements... need more BT factor.. ok BreakThrough factor.. really.. still no enough... time to put forward every timetable i have in improvement... best time to improve is NOW!

o well now seriously hu really reads my blog i wonder u noe.. :S boring person boring life.. :X

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RESULTS!!!! Sux totally... :X

OMG.. went running at 8.30 in hope tt i can run faster.. and indeed ok la.. quite fast.. :X lolx.. but yet again.. not tt fast... nvm.. lolx.. after tt cool down a while.. cool down i mena stand in front of the fan.. lolx... chekc results..

!!!SEM 2 RESULTS!!!

CATS: B+
EDCA: AD
EM2 : A+
ICBE: B+
OBC : A
S&W : PASS
GPA : 3.8469

damn sian... this result.. :X heard 2 ppl got 4 already... my frens higher than me... a few in GPA of coz.. so wad u think... title slashed... :X well... anyway slack too much this sem anyway... but still happy with the results.. lolx.. at least i told my mum she say not bad... tts good enough... lucky never say how come like tt... :X O well... great day ahead...

yet again disturb my best fren up becoz of results.. next sem they better put it at 10... lolx. so my fren can sleep longer.. :X be4 i wake her up..:X lolx... msg my other fren... got good GPA also.. so happy... lolx.. =X o well a boring day ahead.. :X hope i dun need to go down to town to help do some stupid things.. -_-"""

anyway.. next sem zai lai!!! lolx... still fall short of the 3.9 tt i wan... so next sem work harder liao... :X DUN SLACK SO MUCH!!! lolx... so everyone next sem zai lai bah... :X

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Hurry! Hurry!!~~~

Parents coming home.. RUSH RUSH.. to clean the hse.. :X as always last min packing... ironing of clothes cleaning of the floors.. watering the flowers..

woke up damn early.. guess loosing sleep becoz of stupid results... anyway.. woke up then force myself to sleep again.. lolx.. :X till abt 10 to 11... did not go run... coz yesterday guess the badminton too hiong liao bah.. but better than relaxing onces.. :X

tml MUST RUN... OMG... look at the fats.. :X can use for deep frying dunnoe how many times.. :X sian... must loose weight.. or rather MASS... aiya.. energy... wadever... how much *** i need to loose?? 5 kg 50 newtons?? wadever... :X

anyway i'll run be4 the release of the results.. i seriously hope.. :X lighten my mood be4 getting the results... :X OMG.. sian.. sure die... really.. no kidding.. :X i think my fren will all surpass me this sem.. nvm... results only wad... lolx.. good tt they do... haha... but either case... sure kanna suan again.. as usual... :X good or bad... haiz..

o well.. lets prey hard tt i dun have a grade tt creates my nitemare can liao.. :X hopefully.. *keeps fingers cross*

o.. today band practice was erm.. alrite i guess.. suddenly learnt the new fingerings for higher octaves... and use it.. can't believe there is a solo tt reaches such high octave.. :X haiz... summore in the middle of a quiet piece.. and u hear a screeching oboe.. -_-" wad the.. ok i no skill la... so practice.. :X but this coming concert... hopefully is something nice... where i'll make sure ok at least try to perfect the pieces... :X and make it a nice concert!!! lolx.. :X yet again hopefully.. :X

time to sleep but still playing games.. as alwasy.. :X tml.. DOOM'S DAY!!!! ARGH.. there goes everything... and the naggings?? OMG..

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Badminton

ok... suppose up late.. went to sch.. found tt my fren not there yet.. got my stuff.. and sat at the atrium reading my book.. finish it all.. :X left the last part on some appendix stuff... decided it was time to go.. then walk to the bus stop saw my fren.. lolx.. walk back to sch again... after a bit of waiting.. i went to clementi first... coz others are there already... then found tt... no court...

call JE to book... then went to JE... took bus 99.. played there... well not bad bah today... i play.. jus serving is so horrible.. :X then the place also a bit odd shaped... a bit diff to adapt.. :X thanx to my fren again... play the last few minutes.. erm.. at least last 30 minutes.. wahaha... guess he'll be having leg ache hand ache neck ache tml...

came back... the weather so warm... -_-" of was it me lor... bus journey a bit sian... nothing to do also... a bit headache.. :X then after tt walk home... ankle a bit pain... esp the rite side... then at home bathe and sleep...

sister call.. buy KFC for dinner.. so lucky lunch i ate pizza hut... personal hawaiian pizza... OMG... the amount i eat today i need 3 days to burn??? :X OMG.. cheese... cheese... nite also cheese... sian.. :X

ok la.. so now chatting and playing msn games.. puls listening to vienna boys' choir songs... not too bad i would say.. a bit classical.. my type.. calm.. lolx.. ok then... tml sure ache... eveyr where.. lets c abt it.. then maybe go run?? i wonder.. :X

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Dream...

I jus dreamt... abt being in a funeral... the events tt happened were so so real... and the "climax" was this funeral... OMG... i seriously can't believe tt... serious... i guess my mood is ruin yet again... :X

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Problem solved...

well... problem solved at last..

well... after this prob... hope ppl understand me too... and at least i do understand... a bit more..

things turn out this way was my fault too... so cannot say tt it was my fren's fault rite... no finger pointing games here...

ok yesterday went band be4 tt saw someon hu brighten up my day.. lolx.. jus saw only la... well... lolx.. should be sleeping soon...

be4 tt diary... then sleep.. lolx.. so many things to write.. erm.. not the matter anyway.. lolx..

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Blog.. i guess i still miss u... anyway treatedmy best fren to lunch... lolx... jus the 2 of us... how sweet.. lolx.. later someone come and whack me sia. :X i scared.. :X lolx... went sec sch band as usual c lectures there... then np band.. all the anime movies the songs like howl's moving castle spirited away princess mononoke... well... had a great laugh too... ate supper tts y now still awake.. :X

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Post WILL not be Del

i'll not del the post! I'm an outcast! small matter make it big... wadever u call it... if tts wad u wan... degraded myself to post a war??? immutured guy.. u are stupid and sparstic... can't u use it more on other stuff like studying the book that is date due today??? clam down yes i will.. i need few days... this happened not her fault too... must think like tt... i'm also in a wrong... but wad wrong did i play??? at the last min i did not let things go?? maybe... history repeated itself... but short-lived... blog i'll say byebye... and kiss my new diary... there i have no limitations... my deep dark secrects can be written there... lolx... tts a good thing...

if ppl lost sleep i'm so sorry... jus give me few days of peace i think she needs it too... but now i can say future there will be more similar things happening!!! careful steps are to be taken... this wil be the last longest post... thus gives me a lot more chances to tok to my best fren... which my best fren will also get bored... :X o well i'll c how i can vent my anger my pissed off feelings my sadness my happiness somewhere... diary cannot tok... if it can is great... but sadly it can't... my dear frens lost sleep becoz of this... i truely regret such an event happened... since my blog is not private anymore.. and i've already said not to abuse... thus i permenantly decidided to blog few lines a day... my intensions of this blog is not met... and will never meet... thus solution is as above...

i can be very petty over some stuff and forget them soon... hopefully it includes this matter... and i noe she will say ppl give in this time... well i dun deny tt... some things are better off without me really... guess if i would it is time to reset my personal time... if u noe wad it means...

*inactive for next few days*

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WAR TIME... EMBRACE URSELF!!!

DAMN PISSED!!! I TELL U... FIRST TIME EVER I SAID LET THE MATTER OFF SOME PPL JUS WANNA STIR THINGS UP... THE POWER OF WRITING UR THOUGHTS IS JUS SO STRONG... ADVISORS I DUN CARE HU... MORE THAN ONE IS CONFIRM AGAINST ME.. SO WELL... A WAR IS WAD U WAN A WAR IS WAD U GET... A DRAMA U WANNA WATCH NOW IS THE DRAMA TT U SHOULD WATCH... IT ENDED?? I GUESS IT JUS STARTED... BAD MOUTH ABT ME GO AHEAD... MY HISTORY JUS REPEATED ITSELF... HAVE URS??? I PREVENTED THIS ALL I CAN BUT TOO BAD IT IS OFF MY LIMITS ALREADY... I HAVE GOT NO CLOSE FRENS.. BUT I HAVE GOT FRENS... AND I DUN NEED THIS KIND OF FRENS HU ALWAYS STIR THINGS UP AND SUDDENLY DECIDED TO STOP... TO ME IT HAS ALREADY GONE TOBEYOND THE TURNING POINT!!! TOO BAD AND I WOULD WANNA SAY...

FUCK OFF!!!!

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Guess It Was/Is Decided (Personal Entry)

o well.. i've made up my mind.. so dun come tok to me abt it... since this blog is not private anymore... i'll buy a diary then... sounds gay.. but my best fren is already damn bored hearing all this stuff... prevent my fren from getting bored...

suppose they say keeping a diary is erm... bad?? well i dunnoe... o well... ppl say i'm stubborn, irritating(tok too much), ugly, fat, whiny, tempermental, unsensitive, LOW EQ(doubt my IQ is high anyway), sissy(over-friendly i guess), childish(immatured), unattentive, idiotic(as always), argumentative, piss off or angry over trival matters, heck care abt big matters, slacker, unhelpful, easily bullied, un-understand-able, weird, stupid, terrible mood swings, un-manly(at all), think too much???, a sore eye in the grp...

so i think i might as well...

well... i think soon la.. maybe 3rd time saying tt i wanna close down my blog... lolx.. well... it is not like i blog already ppl understands me... so aiya.. write diary easier... no need to on computer... still need to log in... ma fan... and seriously mecury is in retrograde... which is making things worse... nvm... ya horoscope says i have a large pool of frens... and a grp of close frens... ya like real... maybe haven find it yet bah... anyway... currently ppl dun understand me at all... guess i'll let things be...

avoid further conflicts.. simpliest solution will be used...

tts all i've gotta say... now on 2 3 lines will be an entry.

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OMG!!!

sian... having the wrose feeling in 17 years of life... the worse gestric attack ever... saw a doctor... tt costs 39 bucks..... argh... it is still periodically painful... like cramps... OMG...

cannot already.. i think i better go sleep... argh... damn... hated this pain... argh... o well i rejected an injection... and the doc gave me damn strong madicie... suppose.. i guess... let c how things go... :X hope not a ulcer... OGM.. i think too far.. lolx..

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O well... Morning

hmmm... actually nothing to blog abt leh.. jus wanna say no one understands me i guess...

after some chat... my fren say i'm abnormal... and took a long time to accept such a fren... i'm like.. duh -_-"

sometimes i think i'm dying... :X no place to vent some craze... esp. in class.. where everyone is erm... serious.. but with lots of suanning... -_-" victim... :X

maybe my frens are not open-minded enough or m i too open-minded??? wad's wrong with calling dear... wad's wrong with calling sweetie... lolx.. i dun c anything wrong leh... maybe not apporiate i guess... but seriously... m i too much an attention seeker?? i wonder...

but i think i found one thing... i define things differently from ppl i guess... wad's ur defination of frens??? for open-mindedness???

i jus chose not to understand some things coz i'll never understand... but i also dun understand y some ppl jus think like tt u c... when u are jus stating wad u think and it so happens to have a "clash" in the definations... misunderstanding miscommunication?? or jus miseverything?

i guess i jus leave things as it is... as always... i dun go abt asking y this and y tt later ppl will say u are so stupid... or get pissed off with me asking... i maybe very childish but tt does not mean it is a bad thing... and y act so matured when u dun have to?? tt part i still dun understand...

since now is the heat... i'll jus say i dun blame anyone for the cancellation of the event... but jus pissed off over it... cancel events cancel lor... jus one thing have to consider the fun factor.. the competitiveness... if u play games without these 2 there is no outcome of the game u c...

o man.. gtg... blog more later... lolx... band u c... and my face.. OMG... haiz.. sad... anyway i've already broken my rule for blogging already with this entry... sian.. :X

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BLOG-O-WAR???

I think i've started a blog war.. but hello... i dun think i did anyway... alrite fine nvm abt tt... things will dissolve in the matter of next few days... i guess... lol... hopefully..

today's kind of a boring day... woke up run i mean like wad else can i do in the morning?? then chat?? time's up so went out of hse liao..

face pain man... now no face to c ppl... sian.. i'm shameless... i'm not really... how come like tt.. OMG.. I forgot there is band tml!!! argh.. there goes... can i hide my face??? or wad can i do?? put make-up u gotta be joking man...

aiya.. i think heck care lor.. jus go like tt... haiz... face problem.. X: sian.. hope tml face would be better.. :X sure got ppl ask me wad happened de.. OMG...

well... maybe there is a blog war going on... but i dun think so lor... tt shouldn't happen anyway... state their thoughts.. so well... its fine lor.. lolx.. at least there are 2 views of the matter ppl can c... :D

o sian... my classmate flying to korea liao... tml.. evening... hmmm opps too early to say miss him rite.. wahaha... haiz.. but now i still miss on of my gal fren hu is in KL now... maybe she is coming back this sat tts tml i guess... haiz... my da jie too... haven seen her for ages... my sec sch band... i havne go back for like more than 6 mths i think.. :X anyway.. how come suddenly miss than and miss tt?? OMG.. most imptly i miss all my dears... wahaha.. so gay~~ ok nvm.. :X more like i miss all those frens whom i'm close to... lolx...

but seriously.. still i think no one understands me... even my sec sch frens i think... :X haiz.. sian.. my best fren leh.... disappeared liao... haiz... got some ppl then throw me aside.. wahhaa.. joking la... o anyway seriously.. tml how sia.. :X my face.. haiz... tml's problem tml settle bah... :X hope it recovers fast... lolx..

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My Irritating Day!!!

Damn irritated i tell u... still pissed off over some wad ppl trival matters...

woke up things seems fine to me... at least.. went for usual run.... then after tt was like in my room all the time... ya chatting as usual... went to eat lunch then sleep after tt the big problem comes...

idiotic mum.. as usual... she wan my extra phone so i lend lor.. then after tt i think hte receiver got problem bah.. then scold me... wad the hell... like i noe wad happened ot it... h aven touch tt for damn long time... god noes howlong.. and she scold me... Wad The... ZzZz... i was like saying how i noe... i also forget the other time my fren told me... but i forgot can.. then she start all he scolding?? i'm at no wrong lor.. things spoil my fault? then scold me useless... wad the totally no comments...

so i storm to my room... listen to music loud so i dun hear her voice!!! pissed off.... settled the problem by jus asking one of my uncle lor... wad's the big deal?? if not i can also ask my frens wad... in the car she was like u dun say earlier... i mena like duh... now a days it is so easy to ask ur fren to lend u an extra phone... -_-"

she sent me to sch for band.. having a big headache tell u... idiotic ppl makes others feel more idiotic... ate 2 pieces of fruits as a temp dinner... anyway i'm so so sharp today... izit my reed or izit me??? i dunnoe.. but anyway... ya can sustain notes well... after so long of not playing.. :X and my sight reading is so horrible... haiz... damn bad i tell u... can't believe i'm so bad...

anyway after band went back with my fren hu lives close to me too.. lolx... had a long nice chat lolx... saw some pictures of his "holiday" well more like erm.. an exchange trip la... interesting.. lolx.. 1-3-6 lolx.. o well at least i feel a lot better than staying at home...

came home ate the real dinner.. at 11 near 12.. so wad u call tt supper?? :X

anyway.. i think the stupid thing come again??? :X few days ago i was so happy.. mood so high... and now.. the graph jus turn things upside down... and so drastic.. haiz... well... hope to recover soon.. :X or more like let it go away.... :X

this blog song either is making my mood a bit better or making things worse....

o btw... i jus remembered something i dreamt abt... it is like airport... and u are late... rushing to the aerobridge or for the matter the gate... but u jus can't find it and go round the same place... so scary.. :X o well time to sleep nitez... hope tml is a better day.. :X

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Cool Down

I need a place to vent anger...

so irritating... really hate last min plan things then last last min say cancel... WTH!!! next time jus count me out in planning ok... tell me date time place and wad is the activity.. if it fits my time i'll go if not forget it!

next... when u have a question and u are with ur frens... hu u ask first?? frens rite? and when u call and call... asked the questions a few times no reply.. ok i noe my voice is so irritating tt ppl jus choose to ignore.. so wadever.. i've been treated this way for another thousand more years to come... so u ask ur fren.. and u get scolded.. wad is this u tell me.. if not call frens.. might as well jus go on the street and get another other person then ask ur frens would u??

idiotic... last m i tt terrible as a fren??? i seriously dunnoe wad's this issue abt... loosing ur confidence?? or loosing trust in ppl?? i dunnoe seriously... i hate it when such issues come up... if i'm over-friendly means u are someone whom i open to with my heart ok... rather than u saw ur classmate and jus walk pass without a word?? or jus stick ur hand up... and u tell me tt's called classmate or in general close frens??? wel lets jus say wadever i do is wrong...

went to orchard.. meeting time 1.45 at lakeside.. i'm early.. ppl late... then wait at je again... late... suppose to reach there on time or a bit earlier in the end.. 30 minutes late.. wadever...

play pool... ya... as always my skills is bad.. nvm... but wad's more irritating is i jus in orchard for like 1 hr.. and i'm suppose to get back to settle some trival matter over the fax stuff... wad the heck... if travelling time is 15 minutes i dun mind.. but hello it is 1 hr back and 1 hr to orchard again.. and my mum still say i'm always like tt.. :@ it is more like hello i jus reach here abt 1 hr ago... and go back again and come back and go home again??? so iritating...

ate lunch at close to 7pm dinner at 8pm.. nice huh.. irregular meals.. anyway tml would be another day where i'll get ps again.. so wadever it is.. hu cares? i jus noe ihave got band tml evening.. and friday i got things on... sat and sun is booked... to stay at home.. be a good kid.. like i will...

so now is the fax thingy my problem??? when local can fax through and overseas cannot?? my fault ya... asking frens thing my fault too... say hi to frens also my fault... well... i think i haven get the kind of frens i always look for... i guess... if there are so many comments abt me... izit my fault??? or jus u guys have got a fixed thinking?? that every thing has a standard.. has a fixed composure tt u require... well... if tts the case.. nvm... lets jus say u are hmmm.. not my fren i guess... coz ppl i call frens are not tt inflexible!!!

always toking abt frens... are frens really tt impt?? if they are y m i not impt at all??? ya obvious... no looks.. no to everything... well... even if i suddenly disappear i think no one will noe.. o well... nvm...

lets jus say.. if one human is complicated... more than 6 billion humans are wad?? complex human structure?? or jus a irritating and complex structure for social relations?

ok time to cool down... above are not suppose to be tok abt... maybe i should restart again.. to the first few days when i step into np... well i guess so... no such stupid problems... i love my frens and i hate them too can i say so??? well... love and hate is jus a thin line across...

maybe jus say i haven meet the kind of crazy ppl i wanna meet... u c... or put it this way no one understands me... so live with it... it's been like tt ever since i was young...

let me rest for a few days... no problems with anything... i think my blog song is the best somg to relax.. if life is ever so carefree like the song i would live in it forever... come back to reality... it will never be so...

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Change Song

Ok.. addicition again.... damn nice.. so angelic... Arhg... when i hear it.. i almost faint... :X how i wish i had tt kind of crystal clear voice.. tt we once had.. :( well not in another lifetime tt i'll have tt voice again... haha... ok... this song. hmmm play count is already 500+++ so ya.. :X tt everytime we touch... 700++ lolx.. ok i noe this is bad.. but it is addiction.. :X must STOP addiction... like drugs.. *nod Nod* ok then have a nice day!!!

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pissed off...

totally...


be4 i continue... played badminton with primary sch fren sec sch fren and also my pri sch fren's fren... well.. fun.. lolx... :D thanx for the entertainment seriously... if not i'm so bored.. :X lolx..


lets jus say u get a few ppl and msg the same thing asking the same thing.. and u dun get a reply... :@ next last minute planning is alwasy bad... very... and at the last last minute ppl will back off... :@ fury in flames.. :X and always when u got to do somethings.. more things will come.. -_-" wad the...

so should i say tt when u have nothing to do is to prepare u to meet with a suddenly hugh "workload" o and i'll reconsider abt planning stuff again... everytime i plan it will be cancelled... pissed... next time call some other ppl to plan... kill so much of my brain cells.. :@ wasted so many of my sms... to text ppl... make everyone so confusing... lets jus say i do things either is too impatient or wad... well i'll relax...

gotta say sorry to the fren whom i jus flare up for nothing.. :X hope u are alrite with it... i truely apologise for tt.. :X

O well.. today is another of my gal fren's b day!!! PAM... if she Cs this.. HAPPY 18th B day!!!! (when will be my turn???)

anyway so tml i dunnoe wad to do... maybe routine??? which i seriously hate them... but must run.. then after tt... maybe well i'll c... abt tt.. :X go relax bah.. tts wad i think i'll do...

ok then nitez... so pissed off... well at least i learnt something... tt is dun ever call me to plan things... it is either i'm having the prob or others... so forget it...

but lets jus reflect... i can't plan things then... well.. and again..

PAM, My Dear...(in hope tt no one come chasing after me with a knife)
Happy 18th Birthday!!!

Anyway something to share... a talent in jamming.... though i'm no fan of jamming or do i even jam in the first place... well anyway this guy's really great!!! i tell u... watch it... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8&search=guitar

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Somethings Can Believe Somethings Can't

Somethings can be true but some are not... so should i trust my heart tt they are real and "fake".

i dunnoe.. seriously... on surface and deep below it has a big difference... jus thinking of tt... if i'm suddenly in trouble... hu will be there to help me and hu will not??

suddenly it jus came upon me tt wad we call real now can be "fake" the next moment... u c... now i can't differenciate wad's real and wad's "fake" wad's true to me wad's not...

The world jus suddenly collapse upon it's on foundations... m i too crappy tt ppl dun tok to me or too boring???

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Where Are My Directions???

ok woke up late... u noe at last i get to sleep on high hig pillows.. save me from headache.. lolx.. ran.. but did not complete.. too fat liso lor.. i guess.. jus 4 days and 3 days of extreme gorment... :X

o there is no band today.. as i already expected... but nevertheless... can jus say it is a day of rest... o but i rested to much in malaysia too.. :X

went out with mum for lunch... there after.. hmmm.. in front of the com... listening to this new song i got from my fren... OMG damn nice... sounds very angelic.. well.. nvm abt tt..

in front of com also chat the whole day with my primary sch fren... poly frens too.. not whole day.. haha... tts nice rite.. lolx.. read my favourite.. horoscope... other than tt.. erm... nothing else.. so lets jus say i slack my time away...

my best fren no where to be seen.. :( so sian...

thursday next band practice... till tt day's evening i haven plan my time yet.. :X

anyway i think i seems to have lost my directions... :X tts good or bad??? i hate it when u have got nothing to do and jus slack ur time away.. u'll think abt so many things... and u noe wad.. i must say.. my brain's not a supercomputer.. tt computes every daily happenings rite... OMG...

o well... humans are always complex... very complex... i mean seriously sometimes i dunnoe wad the other party is thinking de rite?? i mean alot of things are below the surface... and sometimes it is clear like water but sometimes it is blur like sand water... and sometimes it is totally cannot c through... haiz.. well maybe becoz i have low eq tts y...

but how to increase eq u tell me??? social problems.. damn sian... study problems even worse.. so can we live in a problem free world?? no struggle nothing??? ok i've been writing too much.... nvm... but jus some of my thoughts... haiz...

anyway been facing the world's loudest radio ever... in my 17 ++ years of life... how many more days do i need to face it??? OMG... :(

ok if i have got more things then blog bah... :)

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Define

Well... back in singapore.. at last... reach at 9pm... well... i'm trying to define somethings... jus how do i do it???

well... woke up early.. went out to eat breakfast erm.. tts like at 11... buy very nice honey... went off to mid valley... walk and walk.. well.. got some nice things... not for me.. but like famous amos?? somesupermarket stuff... for my dad.. lolx.. and of coz our journey back.. haha...

pack food back to the apartment to eat.. but we all went to nap... suppose to nap in the end it was a sleeping session.. :X how nice rite... o well... ate our lunch at 4.. and start driving off at around 4.30.. not bad actually... but jus tt the rain.. it was so heavy... and on highway... -_-" cars are everywhere... thus reach singapore late.. hmmm...

o well.. unpack and came online... chat with frens.. at long last.. the 2 days of torture without chatting on net... :X at least i had a few moments to update my blog... check my mail... lolx.. enough bah...

well... somethings i really can't define even when i tried... some i think i need new approach bah... :X ok sometimes i noe i got low eq and i noe it is damn low... but how to increase ur eq??? haiz.. this is bad very bad... :X how u tell me??

anyway dun u feel very sian rite.. when u ask a question and reply was dun tell u.. -_-" i mean totally sian diao rite... ok look on the bright side.. at least better than no reply... hmmm true...

ok la... back in singapore one piece.. great news to some bad for others.. well.. lets c abt it... alrite...

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Well and Dying are 2 Things Together

Nothing much.. jus like erm.. walk at one utama... damn big place.. walk till leg pain i tell u... the only place i was at forthe day...

short entry...

woke up bathe off to tt super big shopping centre... then after tt is dinner time... went to this ulu place la.. but food is nice.. haha... then come home liao...

o well... going back to singapore already... so ya.. c u guys... i jus noe tt i'll die when this mth's phone bill comes... :X

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Heading to malaysia...

ok after the post i did some hse work ok... lolx... not bad afterall rite.. 1 hr while watching the discovery channel.. iron clothes.. erm... 2 pants and 8 t-shirts i guess..

after tt went to check the hse to switch off all the un-needed plugs.. then sitting in my room using the com.. how i seriously switch off every plug... coz i eerytime forget abt my speaker... wahaha..

start the journey from home at abt 1 plus.. after my so stupid mum... hu is making tt stupid lock... -_-" wad the hell.. stuck there 30 minutes... my sis and i were like come back then do la....

ok smooth journey to KL.. not so smooth afterall... u noe near this place called port dickson... the higway having some road works... tts a good thing at least they do retar the road and expand it too.. but have u notice i said tt 2 things together?? which then turns out tt there is only one lane to drive when u are on a super busy highway... on side expand the other side retar... i mean so funny lor.. ok nvm... jus noe tt there are lots of cars and seldom even c one singapore car.. :x

by the time reach kl is abt 4 driving takes abt 3 hrs from the immigration... went to wash car... coz damn dirty lor.. wahhaa... and after tt we went to drink tea.. while the person was washing.. lolx... we waited for a while... eveything done came to my dad's apartment to put our stuff and wait for dad... lolx.. wad else can u do?? watch tv lor.... astro got a bit more channels than cable tv...

went to eat ka-soh... not bad rite.. but journey there was very long... ya really very and it was also raining... so sad... the traffic jus get worse... so well... food's nice so i dun mind.. went back... ya as expected slept on the car... so wad u think?? but i think for the past few days i've been running rite... i guess i gained back every single molecule tt i lost... :X

ok slept and woke up already... so later preparing to go out.. of coz. i haven bathe then here liao lor.. haha... ok la... i gotta go... nothing interesting happening seriously.. jus noe tt i can rest all the whole time i have in the world...

o jus one last thing... y in syn diving... the heavier person will always enter the water first??? tts my elder sis question.. jus wanna ask so i can confirm the ans i gave her is rite.. lolx...

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Last Words

I'll Miss U... I'll Think of U... I Just Want To Say I Love U... But that's for today only... then tml is V day after tml is W.. lolx... k craps..

Last words wad.. be4 i go off.... ok i'm going off only at noon la.. lolx.. now still got a lot of time... later pack bag... lolx... haven pack sia.. guess i'll jus bring 2 set of clothes.. :X to wear of coz... wahaha... ok crap again...

well day started off well... of coz... with me waking up so early... nice rite... haha... read my mails... haiz... the next 2 days will be almost no net kind... like in a primative age like tt.. :X guess singapore is so accessible to the net... lolx.. ya and i can jus leave my com on through the nite.. lame rite.. ok nvm...

i better really get something over there to adore myself i tell u... if not i'll jus kill anyone i c... :X joking huh.. no la.. at least get something so i'll not feel that my trip is wasted.. haha... ya like shoes clothes etc... pray hard that 2 gals dun go all the ladies section... wad's worse the underwear section.. i tell u.. i'll jus faint... OMG... hope and really hope.. lolx..

ok gotta go pack my stuff o ya.. bathe too... well i think packing should be easy... as i already thought of wad to bring.. :D

so for these 2 in fact 3 days.. u guys take care of urself... haiz.. everytime is last minute one.. no choice... miss band miss my outing miss concert (i guess) miss of coz my frens and my net... o and esp needless to say those few that i alwasy contact... lolx... of coz my best fren.. haha...

ok last words... hmmm do i need to write a will here?? wahaha....

ok la.. my last words are... frens got job intro me too... sms-able (pls type every impt detail in one msg...) lolx... everyone take care... and be save... of coz esp to some ppl.. wahhaa.. :X so sian.. most prob no net for 3 days... so haiz... ya take care ya guys... its gonna be a long weekend.. lolx... :P o ya.. my classmates have fun at the outing... my band mate first practice after so long have fun... and so sorry leh.. guess i migh tjus miss the concert.. :X and lastly.. to my few very good frens... (if u even c this) mus remember me!!! wahaha.....

guys mus miss me u noe.... no need to take queue number liao... wahaha.. u miss me then i'll miss u... wahhaa... o well... take care guys..

i jus noe my last words are so long.. :X if i'm going to die do i have so many last breathe to finish saying.. lolx...

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Wad A Stupid Day!!! :@

can u believe it.. sitting there looking at the sky for 2 hrs plus 3.. -_-"

well woke up at 8... then was doing my own stuff checking mail... update myself on other ppl's blog.. lolx... ok tts 8 but i did not go run today... suppose a day of rest bah... need to let my body recover also rite...

after tt went to slack again.. read my book etc. of coz.. bathe etc la.. be4 tt.. ate breakfast... then read book again...

went to fetch my sister to take her driving test.. but be4 tt... went to the temple beside to prey for her to pass.. -_-" ok so she went off.. and my great mum suggested staying at the temple... sit there wait for my sister.. i was like ok.. sinc eu said tt... but seriously i rather go to my aunt's place.. :X so thought it is fast.. tt wad she thought.... i already kind of noe the time would be like 1.5 hrs..

then sit ther wait for her lor... seriously doing nothing but looking at the sky... of coz under shade la... i can't believe i did totally nothing for like suppose 1.5 hrs and become 2.5 hrs.... OMG.. there goes my lunch... wait till i'm so fed...

told her to go to at least the nearby shops walk walk she dun wan.. rather stay in the temple look at sky... OMG OMG... i did tt for the whole afternoon.. ....

after the thing obviously my sister passed if not i'll sure scold my mum for wasting my time.. :X lolx... ok went with my sister to get her temporary license... lolx...

after tt waste time again waiting for so many things with my sister.. in the end everything at last ended at 4.30... OMG... my afternoon.. tt includes my nap time.. gone.. ZzZz...

went to jp.. ate long john coz kfc close... lolx.. which my mum wan kfcso much.. i dunnoe y.. :X

check out some stuff and go to the supermarket to buy things... o i went with my mum to buy her 4d... OMG... at the counter with my mum only lor... then ther person ask boy how old are u.. i was like.. erm.. 18... which mth.. i let my mum continue... lolx... she go aug.. no april.. no.. march.. lolx.. i was like.. -_-" then the lady ask which day... my mum go 15 no.. 2.. i was like OMG... ok... after tt told my sister abt it.. she was like... wahaha... hu will believe her like tt.. -_-" lolx..

nvm.. bought the stuff and home we come... till now my fren jus created his blog.. so help a bit bah.. like jus tell him somethings.. lolx.. well it is progressing well.. wahhaa...

ok now confirm not eating dinner.. 5 ate long john.., wad u think?? lunch cum dinner...

tml i'll be going to malaysia... ya go there till sunday.. so i'll be missing my class cycling trip on sat... first band session after the break of exam on sat... dunoe if i can make it for the concert on sun... haiz... sad thing is if i dun go visit my dad in malaysia now.. i dun c anyother times i can go in again.. i foresee not going in another 6 mths... to kl.. the previous time i went in was july i think... ya... or earlier :X so u c...

well... in malaysia.. mean i'll be totally out of contact... but hp still can lor... lolx... erm.. net i dun c much tt i can do... :X msn maybe a while... blog dun even noe if i'll be able to type out tt fast... tagbox is if i got go net.. and e-mail... so well.. i might jus be off from the cyber world for abt 3 days... lolx.. lets treat it as a chalet.. far from home... lolx...

so lets c abt it then... sian.. later come back my frens all tell me they got a job liao.. i'll be totally sian tell u... so remember to count me in ar.. lolx.. if u do c my blog... lolx...

ok la.. need to go some other stuff too... if got things to blog then i;ll blog again... jus can't believe tt i'm like erm... looking at the sky for abt 2 hrs today... :X

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OMG...

woke up so early.. ok quite early la.. coz need to help mum clean the floor again.. like 3 days one time like tt lor.. sian... -_-" 7 plus up liao...

wellclean the floor etc.. watch tv.. lolx.. abt this true or false story in discovery...lolx.. quite interesting.. lolx...

then after tt went for a run... lolx... saw my tuition teacher but she did not c me.. OMG.. i can't believe it... continue with my 2 rounds aroun dmy estate... lolx..

after the run bathe etc.. and then.. sit there read my book.. some parts are damn boring.. i gues i hear the boring part already.. but i'll go through soon.. lolx...

went tt went out with mum to get her 4d.. lolx... wahaha..sian... then ate lunch... bought some things home.. and ya at home slack again... then read a bit of my book.... sleep again.. OMG.. i think i going to become a full time pig... sian...

woke up at abt 3... went to fetch my sister to her lesson and go to my aunt's place with a big headache... ok cousin having common test then the younger one is watching cartoon network.. so loud... my head cannot take it.. so sit with my mum and aunt.. lolx...

so sian... after tt went home... slack again... :X ok read my sis lecture notes again... today did not read much... as usual.. lazy me.. biophysics... lox..

then dinner is at 9.30... OMG.. so sian lor.. then tml gotta wake up early again.. so now sleep late in hope of getting the food to digest faster.. so i'll not gain so much mass.. :X lolx..

well.. a day when i'm happy on cloud 9 i guess.. and also dead down angry... ok somethings u dun have to noe y i'm happy jus to refer becoz of 2 things.. can step out of hse.. and of coz my frens... lolx... chat with so many ppl... lolx...

but angry becoz the dinner so late... then suppose to sleep early so i can wake up early... lolx.. but i guess everything is haywire liao.. nvm.. still going to wake up early tml.. i hope.. :X

well my fren so funny.. got a job offer.. ask so long in the end is only employing females... OMG.. i was like wad! lolx.. nvm.. but so funny.. lolx...

o well at nite chatting with so many ppl... really a lot... :X well... nice nice.. at least i get to noe a lot more things happening around.. lolx... o anyway... guess these days i also need to observe or also reflect on wad's happening.. :X

ok hope tml's a better day.. :D i think it would if i study more.. faster find a job.. and of coz... one most impt thing is my stupid piano need to be repaired... yet again... so i cna play... lolx... :X well.. i'm not good or say i'm damn slow.. but i at least it should helpa bit on my tuning i guess.. :X hopefully.. ok must get it repaired.. lolx..

last but not least... i'll say today is a happy but boring day... hmm... these days seems happy hor... maybe becoz got enough sunlight... lolx.. :X

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At Home.... = Boring

wake up.. LATE!!.. i think abt 8 plus near 9... went for a run.. lolx.. gotta exerice... i'm seriously gaining weight.. OMG.. i canot believe it...

after tt slack a while.. read my book... while mum was watching her k drama... -_-"

1 went out to eat.. food is nice i guess... at least to my liking... home again.. slack... read a bit of book.. sleep.. OMG.. so damn freaking warm... sian lor... my goodness.... gotta bathe till now haven bathe.. sian... as in the 2nd time.. morning after run bathe liao lor...

well... afternoon slack again.. :X .... slept from 3.30 to abt 7... :X OMG.. i can't believe i sleep so much...

ok... dinner normal... at least my mum cook.. so nice nice... lolx... got green pepper to eat.. and fish maw lolx...

after tt was erm.. reading mym sister's biophysics lecture notes... o well.. can't help her much... :X but at least i remembered only one thing... :X kinecin uses one ATP to move 8nm along the mircotubule.. lolx.. and there are 2 for each vescle... something like tt lor... ok biophysics really a lot of things man.. but i think a number of things from the lecture notes is like useless... as in not needed for exam.. lolx... hope my sister noes abt it... :X which she dun seems to noe.. ;X

tml continue with the biophysics notes then.. lolx.. i still got y book on SUSY etc haven read... it is serious kind of boring lor... :X lolx.. but still some parts are interesting... and keep u thinking others are totally out of the box and make u ponder... while some are jus plain boring... :X or maybe use too much brain cellswhile reading?? :X lolx..

ok gotta wake up real early tml... mum call me to wake up help in the cleaning of the floor... and hmmm... i guess after tt i'll go for a run.. lolx..

o i mus say... last nite while i was going home... i accidentally step on a snail.. OMG... i'm really sad over it... sian... my fault for not looking properly...

ok la.. now waitinf for my hair to dry... jus bathe.. lolx... nitez... looking forward to something... lolx.. :D

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Celebration.. Jus in time

O well maybe it is jus a nice brain connection or wad... i manage to hear a msg tone in the middle of the nite...

woke up early ok... erm.. 8... i guess... then fren msg.. so start calling other frens... lolx... went off from home late... coz i was doing something la...

o well at least got ppl to msg on the bus.. the journey kind of boring.. o i also had my book with me and mp3 so well... jus nice.. lolx... i totally forgot today got JAE appeal exercise sia... went to sch for badminton walk damn super fast lor.. coz late liao... :X

played badminton.. well after so long skills de-prove again... sian lor... i think at this rate... by end of this year i'll be a noob again.. :X had a joined class badminton session with another class.. lolx... kind of fun... haha...

but sometimes wanna play with a fren is so difficult.. -_-" izit becoz of my skills.. :X i wonder...

after badminton they have this v ball there.. then was playing with it lor.. wahha... so fun... ok really a while coz i think everyone also forget how to play liao... as in the techinque.. haha... tt includes me... :X

went to change then off we go... ate lunch and my hand was like shaking and shaking.. eat noodles using chopstick summore... -_-" haiz... c never use my arm muscles is like tt one... hopefully it'll not be painful tml...

went off to atrium to do somethings.. in the end my frens.. aiya... thought it would be settled.. but then.. can't... nvm la... i also did not state clearly wad i doing also.. :X so my fault...

rush off... to jp... bus 174 take so long.. so took a cab to jp... the uncle forget to start teh meter.. reach jp he said charge u 6.50... i was like.. huh uncle too little... 9 bucks would be ideal lor.. then he say 8.. so ok la.. 8 lor... i think actually it is more than tt de lor... nvm la...

walk to fast to the basement... wait for my fren there... clasmate called... lolx.. i was erm.. like jialat so many things how to give a time to meet up lor.. haiz.. sorry ar... settled my stuff and walk out.. suppose my sec sch frens call me out lor.. saw them there so tok tok la.. ok i noe i tok a lot of crap too.. kind of erm... sad la... to noe some things... fine... my fault.. lolx... after tt went back home... treat my best fren to a drink.. lolx... coz make ppl so busy with something not related to her at all.. :X but seriously thanks a lot... if not for tt help u gave i dun think i can accomplish my task..

after tt went home vos for 2 songs... use my com a while bathe and off i go... went to my best fren's hse... pass her something... tt she like of coz.. :X lolx... hope it is nice... haha... ok i noe it is only a small bar of chocolate... tt was suppose to be given long time ago.. :X

after tt took a bus to bt again.. i was like sleeping on the bus lor... :X then so scared later overshot... but still i reach there 5 to 10 minutes late lor.. thought everyone will be waiting for me.. in the end... there is only 2 person there... so wait lor.. lolx..

went to eat chicken rice.. wahaha.... had a fun time.. lolx... b day cake etc... ok i'm making it short coz i'm kind of tired already.. 12mm.. :X need to sleep liao..

ate hmmm.. okla.. i ate one plate of rice lor... more than enough... lolx... though eat little... but seriously felt very full.. guess frens around the company fills my stomach bah... lolx... shifting the position everywhere jus to cut a cake.. lolx... OMG... felt so malu lor.. ok nvm... at least we did cut the cake.. wahaha...

after eating the cake went to play pool... the last resort suggestion.. coz dunnoe where to go... OMG... haiz.. so i played quite a few rounds... well.. i think is from the start till the end bah.. :X sian... should have let others a chance... OMG.. felt so selfish... but still my pool skills is erm.. not good at all...

after tt went back... with my fren... on the bus chat a lot la... and obviously noe something more... :X o well seriously had a nice day... o well... the big bang theory... commented on my classmate's blog... lolx.. ok those where my thoughts...

anyway i felt tt we always forget to call 2 other persons along for the fun... OMG... how can we not... :X o well late min call not really nice bah.. so next time then... :) ok the mini celebration for my 2 fren's b day... is hmmm... a rite time i guess... to lighten my mood a little...

o well... i HATE the feeling of being POOR!!! no money to spend... sian... gotta find work soon... real soon... :X guess tml would be a day of slack again.. ya need to rest a bit more... to gear up for other things... ok then at last end off my day with one phrase...

Give and dun expect return...

thanx all the frens i met today again... :D

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Wad A Day...

woke up early again.. seems to have joy waking up early.. u noe y... becoz of the morning sun.. :X guess since ppl say i dun like sun.. erm... i rather say dun like those super hot sun lor... :X lolx... difficult to explain la.. ut in general i like the warmth of the sun.. not the kind shine direct till so hot tt kind.. it is like u in an air con room with the sun.. something like tt la.. ok no one's interested i noe. but for my reference... wahha

o well woke up early.. went to run... ok i think i better say exercise while u can.. :X

vos after run.. :X no breakfast lor.. ok one small bun.. tts all.. :X

then ate lunch as a family... :X tok too... till quite late lor.. 1 plus.. :X suppose to meet ppl at 1.30 in the end.. i'm there at 1.45.. haiz..

reach woodlands 25 minutes late lor.. :X haiz.. ok day of slacking with them la.. lolx.. but ok lor.. jus tt me and my fren walk everywhere.. the others dun think they even noe the 2 of us disappeared.. :X

ya seriously slack like hell lor.. but ok la... after tt went bpp.. shopping a bit.. then come home.... slept on the bus.. ok kind of sleeping la... then got a feeling tt the back of my head coming out a lot of heat.. -_-"

but thinking of it.. i think i kind of have a big social skills problem... :X nvm.. dun have to explain in detail.. jus tt some times u state facts.. and u get shoot.. becoz of it... o well.. nvm...

end here bah... tml nicer stories to tell??? :X hopefully

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Well SIAN AR!!!

OMG.. today can i say the world most sian day?? :X ok it seems a lot better than tt time waiting to go poly.. lolx...

woke up damn early.. ok abt like 8 i think.. around tt time.. suppose to be earlier one...

went for a run.. must exercise... growing fat.. :X

after tt sit there play vos be4 eating my breakfast...

after breakfast bathe and read up on the fifth state of matter.. kind of interesting... so all together there are 6 states of matter now... known to physics world... read up a bit on some other things... well there are still lots to cover...

after tt read my book... a while and eat lunch... after lunch slack again.. watch tv.. long time no c.. lolx.. discovery channel.. nothing nice at other channels.. :X watch abt bacteria... and submarines.. lolx... then is sleeping time... lolx...

evening woke up bathe chat a bit.. and off for dinner.... back from dinner continue my physics stuff... abt the grand unified theory or theroy for everything..

well now here... typing... haiz.. seriously a boring day... really. but yet again woke up at the rite side of the bed... happy mood.. hmmm.. or maybe becoz had enough sunlight... it is said tt sunlight will affect mood.. :X

hmmm or was it becoz of an e-mail.. lolx.. nvm... details no need to noe anyway...

ok lets jus say... tml going out.. with permission of dad.. lolx... monday gotta c how sia.. dun even noe wad's happening on monday... lolx.. this holiday no $$ to o out liao.. sian... no $$ mean no go out mean SIAN... haiz... boring holiday again... if i can ever find work tt fits into my demanding time.. lolx.. cannot touch my evening la.. -_-" dunnoe how sia...

gotta sleep soon.. need to wake up early.. lolx...

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My Hmmm... First Day Of Rest...

Yeah... At last a day with no exams... but i'm having headache... :X izit exam hang-over?? borrowed this word from my fren.. :X

wahaha.. o well suppose to work rite... in the end did not.. but still i woek up like at 7.30am.. for wad?? do hse work... coz my dads coming home.. and now i'm kind of the most free around?? so mum called me up so early to help her... -_-"

after doing all those crap stuff it is like 9 plus bathe etc go out eat breakfast cum lunch... i can't believe i'm hanging out with a grp of aunties... OMG... 3 aunties = 1 market... so imagine.. every morning got how many markets within the market.... lolx...

ok so was like went to one of their hse... i slept there.. :X coz the daylight shoot into my eyes till it makes me to sleepy.. :X lucky thing i got mp3.. lolx..

they were dunnoe cing chinese horoscope?? :X so sad i can't c mine.. coz theuncle tt help to count say he dun count for 4 types of ppl.. one of them is student.. sad...

had a great laugh with those aunties... lolx. :X i can't believe it.. m i going to become one of them??? OMG... i'll never be.. dun worry.. lolx...

after tt went home took my sister to her driving lesson... and mum and i went to malaysia.. city square.. lolx... go walk walk lor... lolx... tt like 4 plus tt we went in.. lolx... i bought nothing.. sad... she still argue with me abt slippers... sian i tell u.. nice leh.. but she look at the sole.. not like the slippers my sisters and she have is not slip-free... -_-"

lets not tok abt it.. lolx.... can't find shoe also.. she seriously dunnoewad shoe i'm refering to.. sian... c leather shoe call me go c.. -_-" tell her a thousand times not tt... and still wad the hell... so difficult to find the shoe man.. :( i'll try again next time... lolx...

o met up with my dad and home we come... so sad rite... the causeway is of coz as expected jam... ... cross the border and home... then after tt chat a while on the com... and dinner off to belastia... wadever the spelling not like i always use it... ate chicken rice... go all the way there rite.. lolx.... nvm.. they happy can liao.. suppose to be eating dunnoe wad wan in the end change to chicken rice... lolx.. interesting huh... :X after tt came home liao lor... until now...

haiz.. i think i'll develop my musical skills bah... tt includes singing.. yeah! lolx... i'll go learn piano.. ya i noe it is veyr late to learn... hmmm continue my oboe... lolx.. so is a overall coverage of music within my field.. :X maybe next time la.. violin.. lolx.. o ya must most imptly train my ear to hear properly... tuning i mean... i'm so bad at it.. haiz...

o i've also decided to learn abt supersymmetry (SUSY), theroy for everything (grand unified theroy) and quantum theory... guess it is difficult... :X well these are theory... prove them wrong if i can.. wahaha... like real.. i'm not tt smart anyway.... ok.. jus read up on them.. if not my dad say i'm not doing research.. -_-"

my mum is totally opposite... she wan me to work... and make sure u find work.. -_-" so well.. i think i gotta balance all the 3 things i'm suppose to do... tts 1, music 2, research 3,work... haha.. nice isn't it... of coz not to forget to get together with my frens... lolx... esp those few ppl... :X i'll not say hu.. lolx... :P

i think this nice song tt i put up in my blog.. i'm already stuck with it for 1 week already... OMG... ok almost 1 week then... wadever it is... OMG... this song us reminds me of so many things.. i dunnoe y... reflections.. :X haha.. in a form of song... -_-" i mean so many things... i can't believe i have these feeling... mixed feelings.. happy sad success lost... erm.. do they come together in a single event be4??? OMG... thsi song does all of it.. when u happy it is a happy song... when u are sad it is a sad song... huh... funny rite.. ok tts wad i feel.. :X lolx... haha.. cascada never fail to amaze me... lolx...

ok sleeping time.. hopefully i'll erm.. wake up early and lose some mass.. :X lolx.. ok lets jus say it straight FATS!!! not water.... lolx.. lets hope... lolx..

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Not working.. lolx..

thanx to the brillant mouth of mine... wahah.. ok la.. i did not tok to my mum much.. jus say.. tml one person leh.. so sian.. ok lor.. then dun go.. wahhaa...

bad thing is i still gotta wake up early.. hlep to tidy the hse.. for my dad's coming back.. :( need to clean the hse for him to come back is a chore.. but for him to be back is not.. anyway...

i think my favorite colour is still white leh.. :X those pure white kind.. :X jus feltattracted to tt colour.. :X dunnoe y... lolx... but i still like to wear black.. :X though i like white.. fine i'm weird... nvm... :D seriously.. pure white is nice lor... lolx... tts y wedding gown are mostly white... o ya symbolise pure and wad huh i forgot.. but still ya.. white my favourite colour.. :X

o well.. time to sleep.. but hair stilll hmmm wet... so guess wait for a while more bah.. :) nitez..

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Stupid...

Wad can i say... the paper is so damn idiotic... English no doubt is simple english.. u need like 1 hr to totally understand wad is the question trying to tell u... -_-" wad the hell.. it is a test of ur English understanding or is it a test for ur ability to calculate??? i dunnoe seriously... if it is either one.. y is the other inside??? to confuse u?? it is such a cheater style to do tt....

went to sch so early. reach like 11 i think.. but hu cares... i jus slack there.. wad's the diff?? anyway no stress bah..until the paper come.. i was like wad the hell... look at the questions stun... haiz.. ok lets not tok abt the paper... but seriously if i seee my tt teacher for the next few weeks.. i tell u sure kanna from me one...

o well.. after the paper so shoik... went to cck to watch movie... eat play pool... ok la... fun.. the movie so super funny...

come home... so sian lor.. still gotta quarrel with my mum... -_-" wad the hell rite.. meaningless quarrel... well not i'm the one unreasonable... i mean it is jus possible for a person to earn $500 a day rite.. and 2 day 1000.. and they are telling me this and tt.... fine wadever...

ok so now i'm slacking here... with this old sickness of my coming back.. damn sian... well.. hu noes maybe working tml... let c how things go.. :X

haiz.. one thing i think i'm seriously growing fat.... haiz... gotta lose some mass... but e=mc^2 ooo... nvm... those are too small to count...

ok then gotta go bathe... damn... the quarrel will just continue... ZzZz...

well got up on the rite side of bed today i guess... lolx... :X

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Last Paper!!!

Yeah man.. last paper... had better be gone for good... well... wokeup on the rite side of the bed today i guess... lolx...

hopefully things will go on smoothly... lolx.. ya hopefully the paper's easy... but easy comes with a price of carelessness... had better not let wad i did last time surface again this time...

haha... carelessness is a very very big problem of mine... ya.. have to be extremely careful today.. or there goes everything.. so it'll be a down the drain or up the river kind of thing...

o well.. after the paper guess i'll pull ppl to go play pool.. i've been waiting so long lor... haiz... coz sick coz exam.. haiz.. 2 weeks... well... today's gonna be the day i guess... lets c abt it.. lolx...

ok wish me luck man... i need lots of it.. :X o btw... i'm suppose to be in sch early.. at 10?? :X haiz... 10 to 2... gotta save a lot of brains for the paper later.. :X alrite then..

this is my last paper... those take their last paper good luck esp to my best fren... suppose to be now having her last paper.. :X well... moral support.. lolx.. to those still have papers.. good luck to u too.. :D

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Change Song...

Becoz some idiot say the previous song so hawaii and so NOISY!!!

OMG... i canot believe someone said tt... argh... so nice song and yet.. nvm.. so i decided to change song... to another recent song i jus got hooked on.. :X

lolx... cascada... o levels also listen to her song... (seems tt went i get hook on her songs not very good results for my exams... :X)

lolx... well... her songs are nice.. lolx.. ok la... gotta go study liao... my net also a bit lag... :X guess is my sisters dl anime again... -_-"

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I Dun Feel Like Studying!!!! (for Now)

O day started off well... :D happy happy... lolx...

haiz.. my face is still red and a bit painful... some parts only.. i thought it should be fine.. :X

ok so went to woodlands.. to study.. nice rite... of coz... well with my frens around.. i dun mind seriously.. lolx..

ok from abt 10.30 study till 1 and then eat lunch.. after tt 2 all the way till almost 6 i think.. then head home...

so tiring... studying can be so tiring.. :X

lets comment on a stupid.... the fire alarm went off... in the library... :X so well... since it is the fire alarm... jus walk... u may never noe if it was a real fire.. and they still announce tt they will go check it?? -_-" i seriously can't believe singaporeans are so bo chap lor... wa lao... even if it was a drill... so wad.. jus move ur butts...

wadever it is... still tml's the last paper... i dun feel like studying already... haiz... i need music to calm me down... seriously... not due to the stress of paper i guess.. but due to the stress of y the paper so long still haven end.. :X

lets jus say i wanna play pool tml... i wanna go out unwind myself.. :X after a terrible illness... stress of exams... time to relax.. erm.. not quite.. my mum will be toking and toking nagging and nagging... holidays rite... go work lor... blah blah blah.. and the speech continues....

well lets c abt tt... lolx... wish me luck for my stupid last paper.. which i think will be another haiz.. paper.. :X ok then... nitez...

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