Its Sat

i love it... woosh!!! i'm tired after 5 dats if work... but guess wad next week 4 days only good friday!!!

well... been always "scolded" by my sup... also dunnoe y.... i jus have the face to be scolded??? haiz...

been doing lots of stuff.. dunnoe if i'm jinks or wad.. but jus my IA partner was saying last time be4 i came, there use to be sample tt comes only for a test or 2 not all 3 test... so wad i'm the???

lots happened.. been taking over the treasurer job for choir, obviously i'm the treasurer (which i hate to deal with $$). Been going back to sch from tuesdays to saturdays... -.- already 1 mth of attachment liao lor... one more mth to choir concert.. go support me.. though i think it is a but not up to current standards...

these days reach home late.. very late.. then no time to update... but lets c yesterday was the big boss b day... then whole week been missing some ppl... and all i noe is tt nick is like 2 companies away from my company... and he is earning 3 times more than me!!! withhim doing nothing much ok... OMG... haiz.. i hate IA... but also love it...

i dunnoe wad more to say...

i seriously need to think... hmmm... i dunnoe where we'll head to... lets c... =)

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Misses

sometimes missing something can be so much so tt u totally forgot abt every other thing and jus keep missing? =X

mood is swinging and swinging larger and larger.. haiz.. OMG.. y.. i dunnoe... :S

from sad to happy morning to nite... =X

now i still missing.. jus missing something close...

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A Message

Jus a message it can last me for a whole day... woot!!! cool... i love it.. totally... lolx...

did some outdoor test.. :D OMG. headache.. lots of hard work la. and so stink after the test... but still i love it.. coz the weather is damn good.. a bit of rain but cool.. lolx.. manage to finish it!!! 16 test plus a few more repeats... lolx.. =D

morning i got scolded by some uncle on the bus la.. totally freaking idiot!!!

went to sch ina super stink clothes.. lolx.. haiz..

but still my dad's coming back later.. freaking hell.. -.- i dunnoe man... like spoil my plans? o gosh... my week ends.... :(

so well here goes the next few days.. :X

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MOB

OMG... till now i haven finish it... still got quite a bit to do lor... haiz... headache...

lolx... tts my leave.. now back to work... haiz... lolx.. =)

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I Fell!!!

i fell.. hit my tip of the spine... if i paralysis how?? :'( ok la.. i really hope nothing happens... and nothing should happen... will there still be anyone loving me???

last nite one impt nite to remember.. lolx.. =D only u noe rite.. =P lolx.. sadly went home early.. =( *sad* but guess wad.. my mum noes abt wad time i go home.. and got scolded.. =( but still i'm smiling... lolx...

now... i'm in PAIN!!!! really lor.. haiz.. back pain pain... like internal pain not external.. :X haiz...

tml's pls nothing happen... i wan things smooth ok... =D

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O...

many things happened... and i really mean many... first... my leave is pending... it is neither approve or not approve... and guess wad... izit so difficult to get a leave?? it is already no pay leave can... and i've got no choice but like i'm suppose to go for this meeting.. if not my club dun have any $$ for the next one year! then the sch.. can't they give more advance notice... a week is far too short! i plan my time at least a mth ahead for when i have rest time etc.. abt wad to do then... 2 weeks be4... so it is like.. out of the blue u come and spoil my plan.. and wad's more i'm having attachment it is not like i'm working on my own accord... and my supervisor was like commenting.. u are the first batch of IA students hu are always taking leave.. i'm like erm... wad can i say...

more imptly.. i get moody becoz.. i'm thinking y m i involve in such a thing... i should not be treasurer... adding stress only... work i dun feel stress but jus make sure it runs well.. but adding in this practices and all.. totally killed me... jus look... 5 out of 7 days i need to be in sch...
and 4 are on week days.. meaning... the next day i have work.. i need sleep too u noe... argh...

anyway... been very happy till tt faithful day came.. -.- now i think i should re-plan all my time.. and give myself more time to rest... ZzZz... it does irritate me when i dun have personal time... or rather not enough... ok maybe another is the time of hte mth... hu noes...

but happy days are when in work i do my stuff... and receives msges... and when i'm free i send them back... and will receive it soon again... sometimes the sms keeps me motivated to continue to work.. tt at least somewhere somehow someone is thinking of me... =)

when ppl feel sad and tell me... i'm always feeling sad with them... though i may not be expressing out in my tone... anyway... sometimes it is best to put down everything.. u have the strength to lift it up.. u must have the courage to put it down... it is easier said than done... this i noe...

haiz.. headache.. now wad.. my first pay is only coming only in may?? i think.. so i've to live in porvety for the next 2 mths?? -.- this is crap... :S

i wan get many things.. tt is hard to get... haiz.. nvm... time to shop for a wallet.. =X but wad design i also dunnoe leh.. gosh... hmmm... maybe i find something i like?? =D

now next.. i think my bill wil be crap... -.- first overseas call... clock abt 30 minutes.. thanx to someone.. =@ lolx... :P and msg too.... this is bad... prepared to be scolded...

anyway somehow or rather... i tok on the phone so much till i jus sleep on it.. :S felt so gulity... is there a cure to it?? like maybe putting toothpicks to keep my eyes from closing??

ok so hope today's a better day.. gotta recover from the TotM!! Zz

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Results

i think i'll die this time.. stress... really... gosh.. u dun wanna noe man..

anyway... today... this gal cried la.. morning leh... then i was like... saw then guessing and guessing la.. but did not say anything... then when i open my mouth was like u wan facial tissue... coz tt industiral tissue u using is very rough... she broke into a bit of laughter be4 sniffing again.. whahaa... OMG. i cannot believe i'm so stupid la... :S

work was like hmmm.. a bit stressful... i did everything myself... all 3 tests.. woot.. great achievement.... losl.. left keying the results and done!!!

but tml... need to do calibration... and it is so boring.. i hope i'll not fall asleep again.. :S

there goes man.. my results... stress... :(

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wad have i been doing these days??

well... first.. i dunnoe y.. my mood's been up and down up and down.. argh.. lets jus say... guys have periods too... so it's the time of the mth.. -.-

thursday i was being said by my supervisor.. and friday i was scolded 2 times and wad's more.. friday i was late for work!!! argh.. so disappointed in myself... =( felt like crying actually.. but i did not.. even if i did i noe there is a shoulder tts always there.. =D

thursday.. i rush back to sch for practice in the end.. to noe there is no practice.. so freaking piss... and wad's more.. my new reeds.. giving me a bit of a headache!!! argh... so i hurriedly went home to accompany my mum to receive my dad from the airport!!! meaning there goes freedom for a bit..

friday... every session of work i had a problem!!! not a good day!!!!! =( first late.. then scolded and double combo... OMG... and also there goes my results!!! my grades. =(

then after tt gotta skip my practice for a family dinner... coz i dunnoe when's the next possible... and i was the only busy one... so gotta skip my practice for a nice dinner with my dad and all...

sat.. woke up early... but tt does not explain y i'm so moody.. got freaking piss.. mood swing i guess... did not tok as much... so dun care... but still owe so many ppl $$ plus ppl owe me $$ too.. and i'm now so broke.. hu can make me feel not so poor... no one can.. =(

ate at cafe cartel... for lunch... slack a bit.. then everyone decided to go off... coz... tired... so i headed home wrong choice... y... by the time i reach home i'm going out again... took a train to MB for sec sch gathering.. cool... i'm now officially the shortest man.. wth.. :'( next time no steamboat pls... so i dunnoe wad to say.. lolx.. messy jus put it this way...

then went back and decided to go essential brews at holland V.. yup.. when there spent on a brownie tts hmmm.. i would say its nice... and a drink.. tts so sweet... :S u dun wanna noe...

ya reach home 2am already.. did sleep for long.. chat a bit la.. then slept at abt 3 plus 4 i think.. 7 was disturbed lor.. like dotz.. i'm still sleeping.. then do a bit of stuff.. sleep and disturbed at 9 again... jus sleep dun care.. then woke up.. argh... o tired... went for a short dry swim session and out to kbox... and back here with an entry.. i slept in kbox man... so tired.. and kind of bored.. coz i cannot sing well... haiz... call it mood swing..

anyway... i dunnoe how will things go from this point in time... with "work" (attachment) and so many ccas to be involved in... and wad abt my own personal life?? i needa plan plan and plan... how how how u tell me!!!! jus tell me HOW!!! =( can i jus skip all my ccas? -.- but seriously i felt tt attachment is fun really... =D but again... i needa have my personal time.. jus look at my timtable man... argh! i needa rest!

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Guess wad

i think... this is cool... i manage to finish all the yesterday's samples today.. cool... and today no samples.. wahhaa.. OMG... this is great.. but left a few more things to do... like spiking the thingy.. tts all.. =D

o well.. yesterday had earthquake... and it did not affect my company.. so freaking sad.. :( if not can slack.. wahaha.. opps... but well its ok la... hope those ppl around me are fine.. =D

my work place a bit complicated coz... ok if u wanna noe ask me i'll decided should i tell wahhaa.. opps..

these days been trying to wake up early.. so i can reach work a bit early for breakfast... lolx.. if not did not eat breakfast very tired one lor...

more imptly... i've been very happy these days... really...

i dunnoe sometimes i think ppl's mouth is more hazardous then the chemicals i'm dealing with.. lolx... i'm not so free afterall.. but sometimes free also cannot be always holding to my phone rite... later ppl thought i wanna eat snake.. lolx...

sat is booked sun is booked... but book is one thing.. i got no $$$ to go out already.. OMG.. how man.. argh.. i hate this totally... sometimes i think this IA is more irritating then normal sch days.. :S

i dunnoe hu's reading my blog.. but *hugs* to those hui are still reading.. =D love u guys... lolx..

how would things progress... from now?? my life messy still.. opps... need some order somewhere.. :X tts abt i all tt i'll say bah.. :)

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Blog

have haven been blogging for some times.. too many things to do... still trying to settle into this new "lifestyle" lolx... working is really dunnoe wad to say... scary yet interesting yet tiring yet enjoyable... u noe tt kind of very mixed feelings...

i've been going back to sch for lots of stuff... cca etc... i'm kind of lost.. =X as always... i'm lost... the songs are hmmm.... complicated... and i think i'll need sometime to get things rite yet again... argh...

ok lets go in order.. work place.. a bit of a complicated... really... this is something i dun really wanna tok abt.. :X jus first week... lolx... but the ppl there are fun and interesting... o shit.. i forgot to buy things... die le la.... nvm... gotta find time go buy lor... ok la.. food stuff... lolx... and i've been like spending money as if they drop from heaven... =S

then week days always go out eat.. lunch and dinner... then parents no give money... idiotic la.. as if i can survive... argh!!!

friday went out... new ppl ma.. get to know them a bit better la... then sat went for practice and out to M.S. then play some games.. not i play obviously... then some pub i think.. i drink super slow la.. totally dotz... lolx.. sorry la.. =) but interesting day actually... then first time took NR home... and u noe wad... totally slept in the journey... even when it is near my place already... i was still half awake.. and snozzing ;X but i did alight at the rite place... so reach home bathe slept..

out at abt 11.. waited for some ppl thousands of years... and then took a bus to TP... no lunch la... at all then got shot so many times... argh!!! damn sad... then came home.. for family dinner... no choice.. but also a good thing to eat at home... the pay i get is totally not enough... so yupz.. haiz..

cool week end i have... next week end i dunnoe wad i have.. i think sat morning is out with poly frens.. evening might be sec sch frens... and sunday not decided yet.. so ya lor.. haiz.. sian... really.. :X later being pulled back for practice on sunday... sometimes i need my own personal time too rite? =X

well... i dunnoe wad's going on.. but jus its weird... :X

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