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if i ever get more time to sleep i will wan to ... i haven get contact lens... u tell me how??? like i sit there cannot really c the conductor well... like WTF... -.- actually to say i'm not really very prepared for this concert.. :X

wad u think??? and i'm going to take a 2 weeks leave at least.. after the concert... dun care.. studies comes first...

so now wad.. if i ever can i'll wanna have a private time... a time i can do anything i wan... and if i can i wish i cna have a wish granted... but again.. so impossible.. ahiz.. nvm.. ok gotta sleep nitez

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I'm So Tired!!!

how tired i m i need to still do my tutorials... my projects... can someone spare me more time??? pls... i need it... like jus 2 to 4 hrs more then at least i can have 2 more hrs of rest and 2 more hrs of extra time to complete my work... OMG...

life's so tiring... i wanna sleep but i can't.. still got tutorials to complete... OMG...

but i think i'll still sleep first... :X coz i need it... like used so much brain cells... :X had presentation and a short quiz.. for IS.. already enough... but u noe wad.... i still did the PBL.. which like freaking hell helped to kill so much brain cells... hmmm i dunnoe.. need to look into it tml.. like yawnz~!

tml's tutorial also not done... like RENG and ELTECH.. plus a super difficult EM3.. -.- can someone seriously help me... ok.. btw i have got concert this saturday... after tt i'll be having a week and also another week of extra rest.. from np band.. but u noe wad.. i still have got other things to do.. so jus these 2 weeks i need to chiong my studies... and also projects tt i missed out... haiz... tired... i think only one person can help me... but again.. i doubt he can... u noe.. and tt's myself.. haha.. wad u thinking... :P

but seriously i dunnoe wad should i react how should i feel.. OMG...:(

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Blurred

blurred by something i dunnoe wad to do abt.. haiz...

Help's needed.. lots of it... i'm dying!!!! OMG... so busy.....

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Ok... Wad Happened...

If i can ever turn back time... i'll turn to days when i step into poly... tts wad i thought now... lolx...

ok hmmm coz i think i devoted my life to too many lifeless stuff... :X like being in band.. with a bunch of ppl hu are so not entu... summore no fun??? those ppl's fun are like i dunnoe... jus their camps are so freaking boring... others are ok.. lolx.. jus tt band seems to take up freaking hell lots of time... and u noe wad... they are not even supportive of having an oboist.. so wad can i say??

now wad i fren say is true... 18 ur life is so precious.. tt every sec is like gold... this one i really agree... like next time when u 20 plus years old how?? practically no one will bother abt u.. tts kind lor.. haiz.. so m i wasting my youth away or m i investing into my adult-hood? hmmm i m seriously wonder...

o well sometimes u noe somethings are so unclear tt u dunnoe wad to do and only time will tell??? haiz... like -.-

O and u noe wad.. my fren is like asking me.. u like someone izit from CBE... i was like -.- wtf... thanx huh... OMG... wtf.. no!!!! OMG... but even if i like someone... also i dun disclose it so openly lor.. i guess... ya but sure it will be undisclosed lor.. haha... lets jus c abt it... but again.. i dunnoe this question jus bothers me.. haiz... this is good or bad? sometimes i wonder...

o ya.. and now wad... since on the topic.. how to hint someone?? lolx... quick quick i wanna have a reply from ppl hu read my blog.. :D lolx... but again... hu will be replying this man... :X lolx..

wahaa.. i dun understand how come i'm asking such a question.. :X lolx.. nvm... haha... anyway... jus suddenly since ppl always say me.. i really think again.. hu will even like such a person hu is so -.- nvm... :D

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Lalala

Yoz... woke up jus felt kind of happy.. not so blue... lolx... then ya practice blowing my instrument... ya more practice needed...

so ya.. yesterday's a not too bad day... coz things kind of go my way?? lolx.. but again.. i dunnoe.. jus hope i'll continue to be a bit more happy as days go along...

hmmm do guys also have periods? lolx.. OMG... nvm... but yup.. so well now wad can i say?? waiting to go sch... dun expect much lor..

a short day in sch today.. so boring.... but a longer day for cca.. -.- i wanna come home fast... but again.. guess i should go eat supper with them.. lolx.. have some laughs.. and go home sleep.. :X

i wish i wish... so yup.. wad can i say?? waiting to go sch.. and enjoy myself again??? anywya my concert coming i so scared. haiz.. pre concert fears lingering.... haiz... OMG.. stress... hopefully things will turn out well...

someone jus someone... should be able to help??? i doubt...

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wad can i say 2

Y??? hmmm i dunnoe y somethings jus confuse ppl somethings don't...

ooookkkkk... u noe wad.. now no maid... haiz.. die le la... everything need to do myself.. and u noe wad... i so busy.. how to find time??? hmmm seriously need to find a lot of time.. :X esp my own area... it'll be horribly dirty if i dun do anything.. :X

nvm.. out of point... ok so wad can i say really... haiz... i dunnoe lor... nothing much to write. keep in ur heart... i guess... :X

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wad can i say???

usual... like erm... nothing much... haiz... sometimes i think somethings jus keep in ur heart is the best... but still felt tt sometimes should put it somewhere where i'll c... or even ppl will c.. then like better?? i dunnoe... but jus sometimes dunnoe how to put things in words..

so went to sch normal... like wad can i say?? reach there thought i'll be the earliest.. in the end.. OMG... -.- so many ppl... haha.. crap... but still wad to do... pbl update.. -.- and i'm like crapping there.. so yup... :)

went to eat lunch... cannot finish lor.. so like much... but again.. i dunnoe... dinner eating wad i thinking again.. woot... it is like going to rain.. and is a very heavy rain... :X me again...

went for lesson... haiz... teacher kind of boring.. :X so jus listen lor.... no choice... andwent for tutorial.. and i do my work super slow la... as usual... wad to do... not smart ppl is like tt one...

ya then now like stuck in the library... doing nothing.. so come online lor... brought my laptop to sch... :X loking at the stitch tt's running around the desktop..lolx... so stupid... nvm...

well... guess no more maid... suppose... then like tt lor now.... haiz... sometimes it is so irritating tt u msg ppl and dun get a reply.. -.-

so now... looking at wad i need to do.. i think i'll jus slack lor... haiz.. still got aca later...Y like tt? it is so confusing...

my fren was toking in the lecture abt how to this and tt with ur gf... i listen and hmm kind of interesting... he saying abt this hold the hand thingy... wahaha... laugh like hell lor.. but again... i think it is true.. :X

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Change Song

y change song.. jus it sounds nice.. lolx.. i'm not feeling tt way la.. of coz... lolx.. nice lyrics also.. :X

o well recently i jus read tt gals tend to put love and sex together but guys have the ability not to classify the 2 together... i'm like so surprise... how would they even find out such things... wadever it is.. sometimes dun u think these research are a bit not true?

ok.. today like woke up late... but suppose i woke up slept woke up again.. and sleep again? but in the end woke up at 11 i think.. abt 12 ate breakfast... and 2 lunch and surprisingly dinner at 7.30? OMG.. so like early.. haiz.. actually i think i can dun eat dinner also.. :X now c la. so full...

o so after lunch was like slacking.. watching tv.. then till i feel like going back to my com... chatted with my fren a bit.. decided to go town... woot... chatted with u... made me felt a lot better.. but again.. can u ever be mine?

haiz... so went town... fren late as usual.. or rather i miss estimated my time and i'm early.. lolx.. went walking so many places.. again to heerens for tt big big toy.. can only hug.. the real thing better la.. aiya.. after tt was like looking at levi's then crumpler at paragon... and walk to taka for timberland.. then walk back for a bus to PS.. walk everywhere.. :X and went to nike air.. bought my shirt.. woot.. everytime i buy things is like last piece.. haiz.. -.- still dunnoe hope the orange is nice... i bought the orange for u... if u ever knew...

ate at LJ then.. frens played para.. and after tt went back to orchard mrt for pop... and then went home... in the train rite in front of me a straight couple hugging.. and then to my left front is a les couple hugging.. -.- in the MRT... woot... like wad can i say... so like.. -.- no comments.. so does it say something??

went home after my parents.. so is like ya lor.. aiya.. nvm la.. tml how.. wad should i wear...rather how should i be??

hmmm wad to wear is a big prob.. and i'll seriously thinking of changing my bag already... this bag is so.. haiz.. no comments... but seriously i cannot carry a big bag... but i also cannot carry a small bag coz later not enough space to put things... but too big a bag looks super weird on me!!! OMG.. then how?? somebody tell me...

ok lets jus say i bought things i'll not regret.. so yup... gotta find something nice... i'm like thinking i looking at all the stuff... do i seriously need such things??? haiz... maybe i should jus get something nice... but again.. get something nice = $$$ and $$$ is u noe hard to earn but u jus spend it like water??? feeling so bad now. wadever it is.. i still need my things.. and u noe wad... i need more $$$ lacking in it.. and u noe wad... i dun hav $$$... haiz.. so sian...if i can spend and forget u.. worth??

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How Now?!?!

even in break i'm thinking of u...
today went to sch for like 4 hrs??? did not expect the 4 hrs to pass so quickly... it is like in a wink of an eye... ya boring as usual... even there still thinking of U.... looking at the time thinking when will u end ur lesson...

after lesson went home for lunch... parents fetch me.. and after eating decided to go malaysia again...i wanted to buy it on last tuesday but friday like tt... now i still thinking of buying.. i dunnoe y...

journey there is like 1 hr?? ok not tt bad izit... went shopping again... now i wanna get another pair of shoe a bag... and a orange.. coz my orange is like fading. but was it orange in the first place? price is not a matter if i can use it to forget U.. when now u are suppose in a relationship...

walking around jus to find things for me to buy... maybe i'll get myself another pair of shoes either from addias or timberland? hu wans to go out shopping with me? i think i'll get a bag.. most prob crumpler... but again wad colour? or are there other better bags around? bag like blue suits.. but u holding on the blue one... and i buy is like.. i dunnoe so wad other colours do i have?
maybe i should get 2 bags... wadever... anyway i'm so poor now i'm still thinking of getting so many things? haiz... i should also get more tops and bottoms... coz not enough for me to wear.. :X judging from the colour... -.- seriously wad colour suits me?? i dunnoe really... maybe i should also dye my hair? hmmm i wonder... maybe a gold? it'll be cool...? i dunnoe how u really feel abt me... if i ever knew... haiz... but is there a point now?? when u are suppose in a relationship?
y m i doing all this again... so like out of point... -.- get somethings at a time.. and over time... it'll be cool.. :) m i rite?the whole journey u are in my mind... for wadever reason...

ya ate the worse food ever dun tok abt it.. -.- and headed back home.. tt's like 8 plus.. and 1 hr later 9 plus reach home.. woot.. wad a day.. i skip band practice for family outing... reason dun have to tell...Is it another case study... and the cycle repeats?? but again.. where should tt missing link be fit into??? thinking so much but i still cannot get a conclusion... SOMEONE HELP!

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HELP!

calling for HELP! is totally useless Jasper... no one can help u... seriously... U are on my mind the whole day....

if i jus suddenly die like tt... HOW??? ok i think too much.. seriously wad will u do??

woke up late.. so showered and went to sch.. for band.. late la.. but still on time coz conductor jus reach only.. but u noe wad... freaking warm there... so pissed.. kind of felt my time is wasted there... wadever it is after the band ended rush off already... coz my parents waiting for me to go home then go out... ok go home eat dinner... whole bus journey.. i've been thinking of u...

after dinner went vivo city.. dunnoe for wadever reason they wanna go there... but seriously it is no.1 odd shaped no.2 so crowded no.3 lots of shops... did nothing much... even shopping... i still think of u... bought a pack of sweet... but now thinking again.. how should i dispose it now?? make myself grow fat?

did not buy anything i guess... finding things to buy actually... but i cannot find something to buy... haiz... wadever i buy i;m always thinking abt u...

though i may look happy... :) but i still sad.. tml's sch... can't ask u out for lunch...

i dunnoe wad should i do tml... maybe i'll jus like bring things i need for IS and then go for a facial.. coz pimples popped out... haiz.. wth... nvm... i dunnoe maybe products not suitable... wadever... then go home and go band again... means i'll not be able to c u??? if tml dun c u then gotta wait till wednesday...

haiz... i dunnoe yet again... blur like always... y did u put do u noe?, ha! smiles again =)), expected this and argh! feeling gulity... in like a day??

ok gotta be in sch early so ya..

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Day Out

woke up late... coz i keep putting myself to sleep... for good or for bad i dunnoe...

after i really woke up... ate lunch.. and started to plan where to go today... and so last minute we decided to go malaysia... yeah!

went there bought a formal shirt and a casual shirt... cool... hmmm formal shirt i also dunnoe y i wan it.. but jus ya keep it it'll be of use someday... and a sky blue shirt... not so light like a baby blue alrite... happy... but yet again sad...

kind of wasted time looking for a parking.. weekends are such a troublemsome days to look for parking in shopping malls...

check list.. wad i'm still lacking:
a bag
belt?
another pair of shoes?
more shirts and jeans or pants.. lolx..

ok.. the last option is never enough... haiz... halloween is coming real soon... how??? haiz...

Halloween only wad.. nothing much rite... tts wad all ppl say.. but still i wanna celebrate... but again.. hu wanna celebrate with me... haiz...

anyway... i'm still down... dun bother asking y... haiz... How should i react???

hmm ya and i think i wanna get a surf shorts too.. then can go beach... but i still hate singapore's sun... and again... i think i might not go beaches at all coz so fat and ugly.. go there later kanna say sia... dun wan... ugly and unwanted...

o well tts abt my day... but again... i'm like lost in my own world yet again... y are u on my mind... =( i'm so sad

well... doing things like DIY facial?? lolx.. hmmm interesting... hope no pimples pop.. pls no... and of coz... i did not use tt needle to extract those blackheads and whiteheads if there are such things... if i can do tt myself i think i'll jus go facial save my own effort.. lolx..

i should go out shopping more often... lolx... y... i wanna get my things... o ya few more weeks.. to concert.. omg.. i cannot concentrate... argh... and also tt few more weeks projects are suppose to be summitted.. OMG...

ok let end here.. if not tml nothing to tok?? well got practice.. public holidays jus gave me more time to rest.. yeah...
i'm still thinking of U... U noe or dunnoe?? held hands... haiz..

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i dunnoe...

Wad was it meant for???
everything is this world i dunnoe... i'm always tt stupid... like it is normal...
Y???
u noe simple accounting does not tally.. no matter how u do it is still imbalance... and it seems to get worse each day.... it is like u got thousands of mths of accounts to tally... and everyday u cannot tally out the past ones.. u get another day'sone added into it... so izit tt difficult??? i tell u yes!
Y U wanna show me???
disturbed i'm so disturbed by somethings happening around me... not t i have control of... some times jus some ppl do things funnily(like there is such a word) or m i so stuck-up to go with the changes???
I cannot understand Y!
well i dunnoe.. i'm like living in my own world of self indulgence... everyday jus think and see wad i wanna c... lazy to do other things... but anyway... today i saw things i dunnoe how i should be reacting... -.-
U stood there for sometime for wad???
i mean things are hard to predict... and i dunnoe i think i'm jus too stuborn to accept the fact... Jasper Jasper... wad is ur name define as... haiz.. wadever it is..
For me to C???
i went town today... thanx ppl for accompanying me... haiz.. i dunnoe really... i'm so troubled so confuse... and so stun... i've got no comments.. i dunnoe how to react... haiz... Jasper pls wake up...
Wadever the case I'm so freaking sad now... =(
haiz.. i'll jus think wad i wanna buy things i wanna buy... ;) ok nitez.. sadded life.. haiz... now gotta spend $$$ again.. which i dun have... lets go on a saving mode... :)

HELP SOMEBODY! As if anyone would... Haiz but... U're still on my mind... :'(

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Sad

Dun ask y.. i also dunnoe.. wadever it is.. jus some small actons jus affect another person so greatly... i cannot believe this.. haiz..

jus practice today so boring.. ok not exactly boring.. but jus a bit unproductive... i was like even taking my shoes out sit with legs cross on the chair.. i've been like playing with no spirit.. firstly the instrument got this keey seems to be leaking..

aiya wadever the case it is... so ppl jus means to much so impt.. and does tt person even noes?? i dunnoe realy.. haiz... i had a dream... last nite.. i dunnoe how far it is true... doubt will it? i hope yet again... this person noes leh.. haiz.. i il s sian lor...

ok time to sleep.. but i'm still so troubled. haiz... :(

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Long Time No Update??

ok Monday super boring... IS wad u expect?? and u noe wad.. the teacher is ok la.. not too bad actually.. it is jus that the module a bit dry i guess.. :X at some parts... almost fell asleep.. X: then after tt so boring la... no choice then contiune in band room nap be4 meeting classmates for lunch then ya back to the club hse practice!!! haiz... headache... left early coz i finish my practice... :)

tuesday... so happy can get to c my classmate again... lolx... but ok la... got a bit of updates on class events.. lolx... so many things missed out lor... and yet again go aust like is a big mistake afterall... -.- haiz... nvm.. still gave frens things... ya a number of special things lor.. lolx... yup... and again wad has SQ gotta do with me.. -.-!! then even combine.. OMG.... and after practice went to town.. PS in fact... for "dinner" ate one burger and a large cup of water... of coz be4 tt went to find a shirt but quite a few shops close lor.. so sian... no choice... then yup.. like tt lor.. find them again soon.. :) i wanna buy this and tt.. OMG.. in the end confirm no $$$ de lor.. wth.. haiz..

wednesday... ok a day dunnoe leh.. kind of mix feelings lor... some things good some things dun seems good... got into a grp... -.- for PBL... how i not going to lead it again.. i'm busy enough... then after tt so many hrs to slack la.. haiz... headache... so no choice slept in library.. :X of all places rite.. but had the sleep i needed.. X: sleep in a pile of books.. cool rite.. lolx.. at atrium saw frens.. went to can 2 to eat al fredo... coz very long never go can 2 eat liao.. ya of coz got a fren to go with me.. lolx.. if not i'm so super bored la.. haiz... no choice.. 2.5 hrs of no frens to slack with.. lolx.. had practice kind of happy abt it... :X but u noe wad... i think i dunnoe y eating so little lor.. haiz.. wadever...

lastly need to find a day where i can sit down to eat dinner with my dad!!!! tml evening not free..i think he friday evening not free.. so sat or sun lor... then next tuesday also another day free... abt next wed dunnoe leh i think i need to stay at home.. be4 my dad fly off again.. haiz...

i'm so confused.. so lost by everything around me... OMG... izit or izit not??? some say yes some say no... -.- summore how to find more time for myself?? haiz... headache...-.- HELP!!!!!!

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Happy Yet Depressed...

ok happy things first... well had a built up unhappiness with my mum over the past few weeks... and today... jus like sayeverything in the morning la.. lolx.. so at least i state my point of view of things.. and she had her point of view so yup...

o ya... abt yesterday.. hmm nothing much kind of like a boring day.. so yup.. nothing much to say.... and seriously i think my mum having PMS.. :X lolx.. OMG..

hmmm.. ya today... went to some outside band... travelled all the way to toa pahyo (how to spell!!) haiz.. made a fool of myself?? kind of actually those ppl good sia.. OMG.... a good place to be exposed to, to improve... lolx.. yup! gotta work really hard... but one thing i cannot catch the beats of the conductor.. OMG.. :X

after tt went town... eat.. coz hungry... then went to c things... looking for a bag... lolx... was at crumpler in paragon.. then went to action city at heeren again... lolx.. :X then after tt went home lor.. OMG... cine like so little ppl.. :X haiz...

anyway... i found out one thing tml is sch reopen already!!! OMG... so fast.. i haven buy my bag. i haven buy clothes i haven buy pencil case i haven buy enough things for myself... coz i got no $$$ plus u noe wad.. i actually wanna go clubbing but u c again... this whole holidays like no time lor.. OMG... wth... my holidays become like sch day.. go back for mental training.. -.- lolx..

but now sch reopen so happy... coz everyone might come back a bit different from be4.. ok maybe execot those i see everytime.. lolx... but again.. looking at my days.. i'm busy from monday to sundays... how??? OMG... -.- help me!!! someone.... hmmm... anyway toking abt someone... u noe wad... I'M STILL SINGLE!!! NOT ATTACHED!!! later again those ppl... wa lao.. sian... hu cares... not my prob...

but seriously i'm still waiting for this person... will it or will it not?? i dunnoe... up to u to guess hu bah.. tts abt all tt i'll write abt this person...

well i dunnoe wad to bring tml actually.. i think laptop is needed.. -.- wad the hell really.. first day laptop.. -.- c how la.. i happy i bring lor... coz i still got my oboe to bring.. and i think i might jus come home early tml... no use staying so long in sch also... rite not... so practice early and go home yeah! hope i can... let's jus c how things go lor... ok la... nothing much to say already lor... others another day bah.. if i have the time tt is.. IF!

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WTF!~!~

wad's with tt u and this person how already.. ok let me tell u and i state it clear... there is nothing bet me and this gal... And i tell u when i say DUN LIKE MEANS DUN LIKE!!! tok abt me for all u wan... it has nothing gotta do with me.. and if i ever hear it... i tell u pls u might jus get a piece of my mind...

o anyway yesterday was like in sch for 2 hrs of lecture... haiz.. so boring lor... -.- it is jus like u can o those things when sch reopens.. squezze a bit kind.. but well.. it beats staying at home doing nothing... :D saw frens! and again so much to tok abt me and HER!.. WTF.. nvm... i did tok much also... so yup.. sore throat..

after tt slacking there... in band room of coz after i ate my lunch with my fren.. then chat on the phone a while in clubhse... and then a phone call play a bit.. o u noe wad i found out tt there was some media filming thingy... waste of time.. since i got nothing to od so yup there to watch lucky they dun need more ppl lolx..

after tt went to play pool... lolx.. ya sian.. for tt little while i found out tt my skills drop a lot.. and i mean a lot... so lousy... haiz.. then went to get my reed.. OMG... practically throwing my face there.. -.- and u noe wad i almost forgot to pay $$.. :X

after tt went back to sch for practice.. ya boring dun sya already.. and went home lor... yup.. tts abt all.. tok abt today tml.. :)

and pls DUN ALWAYS SAY I LIKE SQ! WTF!

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Day of Scolding?

I dunnoe seems that the whole day i've been scolded... morning afternoon evening! OMG... major contributors: Mum and Instructor... but happy side of me jus make things better for the day... Luckily...

well... jus kind of smiling the whole day... :D nothing interesting happened... went for a hair cut.. lolx.. ya.. and gotta say... it is not like i also have my hair cut... so idiotic la... wanna get $$ to go for hair cut is like wan her life... wth! so irritating lor...

must say one thing getting $$$ from my mum is so difficult! and irritating! when my sis can jus take or buy wadever she wans... moreover she always comapre my sister and I for wadever reason! Hate it! argh.. lets not tok abt it... i'll jus continue non-stop!

o well.. today gotta go back to sch.. cool huh.. My foot.. for wadever reason teacher ask us to go back to sch... and u noe wad.. ppl like me so bored as usual... go to sch dunnoe leh.. 2 hrs and i have to wait for another 6 hrs for band? -.- i dunnoe lets c how things goes... i'm so bored if so many ppl not going... :(

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Many Days

I dun have... u noe now resting i guess it might be the last day i rest so well already... after today.. i'll be super busy... from day till nite nite till day... not like i'm in a relationship or wad lor...

haiz.. busy busy busy till end of the year i think haiz... seriously... gotta mark down all the impt dates...

4th Nov NP Band Concert
25th Nov AP Concert
9th Dec Some Band Concert
Mth of Dec Christmas got lots Carols.. -.-

all must prepare.. how how? haiz... haven got the chance to go clubbing... but serously better not start the clubbing life lor.. X: coz later addicted how.. lolx.. -.- ok la.. not tt bad really...

anyway super happy lolx... wad more can i say?? ok still i'm still going to be busy... others are busy too u noe... ppl having trainings others working... some studying?? OMG.. wad will happen to my this sem's GPA... haiz... it is falling and falling... OMG... worse than waterfall...

well no matter how busy i'll still have time for things i wanna do... i mean like make time lor... unless totally clash.. so ya no say.. X:

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Everytime We Touch

this song jus bound in my head today... coz was at PS mac then they played this song.. lolx...

ok as usual mornign did nothing productive. went to PS for meeting... nothing much jus tt suddenly i need to write so much and think so much kind of brain felt like a but rusty already. :X

after that went to buy movie ticket. Sadly i can't watch reason did not bring hse key. -.- or rather my hse key not with me. so well no choice home early.

after the movie ticket thingy went to wistma to eat dinner. be4 tt went to heerens to c the 250 stitch!! OMG!!! CUTE!! i did not really eat. coz i'm not very hungry. so drank a bowl of soup that cost 4 bucks. Taste so so only jus kind of salty. u noe soup wad u expect.

took a bus back to PS. nothing much they played para. i sit there watch. Lolx! then play this challenger de lor... the 2 joysitck one so idiotic i cannot draw circles :( so much for being so involve in arts.. -.- they went movies and i went home..

o well good to come home early actually... gotta rest. I WAN STITCH! So CUTE! ok nvm..

well i dunnoe wad to do now jus think and do wad's rite izit not? but again... it jus makes me so confuse. haiz...

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Haze

Celebrating mid-autumn festival in this heaven like setting... its so cool.. but the smell and health harzards that come with it is bad...

o well... didn't even take note of the PSI and it shot to 145...like wth... now i cannot go out jog to keep fit!!! -.- totally stupid man...

saw this fren's nickname: Dun make ur country's problem my country's problem. well said man... it does not jus affect singapore malaysia.. even the western pacific islands are affected... jus look at how bad the problem is now...

anyway i seriously wanna say i dunnoe y the sch damn "cute" wan a player but dun wanna supply reeds... and u noe wad... if my this reed die be4 concert.. ok it is already dying now.. then good luck say ur prayers...

sometimes i seriously think i'm such a stupid person... haiz...

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U Better Not Know

Thursday busy day... went for band late.. coz sleeping at home.. tired la.. obvious.. lolx... then last minute decision to go for class chalet after that... band was ok lor.. still i think it was kind of bad... for my playing.. -.-

after that went chalet... reach there no bus so walk lor... not very far la actually... :X there a while... chit chat.. on the phone with my fren... then chit chat again... eat and later soon after that sleep... :X so tired... then woke up at 5.30am chat a while 6am go off... reach home at 7.45am.. phew lucky my mum didn't noe la... she thought i sleeping.. :X so ya.. keep it tt way...

i took a cab down in the morning... coz she dun wanna fetch me.. wth... nvm... so yup.. busy day realy... and tired...s o went home eat and sleep.. sleep and still skeep... till i'm late for choir... start practice at 6pm i 6pm leave home.. take 45 minutes to reach school... ya and my ez-link totally cashless... -.-

yup then went mac and off... no choice to took a cab with another fren living near by... ya... no $$$ already lor.. haiz.. sian totally...

-.- anyway i'm still kind of feeling sad over somethings... till now i cannot understand la.. haiz...

Happy mooncake festival... more like mid-autumn festival.. but i still like mooncake... coz this is when u c all the never seen be4 mooncake.. lolx..

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Everything I Do

Suddenly I felt tt everything I do is stressing me up. For a reason, all the things I do wanted me to show results, from studies to CCA to everything.

Yesterday, wore up early in the morning. I dun normally wake up so early. went out with my mum get my "pay" and eat breakfast. Why "pay" cause need to clear debts, so in the end i got zero. Isn't that cool??? -.- And yet again suddenly i got extra work to do. So cool huh~~ anyway tt pay i have can't even cover 1/5 the total cost of my trip to perth.

Ya then after that went out with mum. As she needs to get help mediciations. Haiz!~ Ate my suppose lunch but more like dinner too. went to sch for some activity. Which makes me thinking that i'm such a failure. O well... I still have that feeling... It's no good...

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OuT!!!

ok.. u noe wad i did not have a good nite sleep on tues morning. First, chat till i cannot take it and sleep there tts 1.30 to 2am. 2nd, woke up at abt 6.30am coz laptop drop on hte floor from my bed. OMG! sian! did not do much check jus the screen ok a not. and i went back to sleep. woke up by my dad at 9.15am. coz 9.30 suppose to set off from home. and ya i rush everywhere. bathe shut down computer wax hair (dun tok abt it looks so -.-) and later i found out my phone died. plus the charger is not around. OMG! no choice went out "without" a hp. Coz not charged.

journey took some time then shopping. lolx! Malaysia is so much bigger than Singapore and u noe wad so empty. So nice to walk. ok then ya ate lunch etc. went off at 3.30pm cross Singapore's custom at 5pm. so no choice go straight for Band. first time i'm so early! =X tts 5.30 tt i reach. after band went eat supper. ok the practice i think the warm-up is nice other than tt ok la~~

ate supper till abt 11pm plus around that time. so yup. reach home is 12 plus. very normal. felt that i have not tok to a lot of frens due to camp overseas trip. gotta find some more time to tok to them. yup.. :)

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Camp

ok.. guess wad i did not bring sleepin bag so borrow lor.. yup.. lolx... cool i got a sleeping bag all of a sudden.. X: lolx.. so yup... so thankful... so to return a favour... gonna wash it make sure it smells nice and yup... return.. lolx..

nothing interesting to tok abt really... execpt like the games... fun la... chat abt anything walk places to places in sch... jus to find the clues.. i think tt nite alone walk 10 km ok la.. too much... 2 to 4 km lor... up down left rite.. -.- everywhere...

other than the games is practice and practice... haiz... headache... i think sight reading is most impt.. if not memorise all the passages??? cannot be lor.. -.- and ya must say my mouth very pain... but then later become body pain lor... esp the diaphram muscles... coz use the reed so hard and so sharp.. OMG... ok nvm.. i waiting for new reed... rather thinking how to lor.. so ex... haiz.. now thinking of getting equipments to make my own reed.. :X OMG.. sian... cost at least 300 lor... like i so rich.. now i no $$$ sia.. haiz... sadded

yup tts my camp.. broke camp very late.. like abt 6 then went out with my family to eat family dinner... and like my frens all go out eat.. no choice.. coz sunday is the only time everyone is around so yup.. no choice... actually i dunoe mind.. lolx...

so fast camp end... better than i expect it to be... new ppl around to have fun with.. lolx... and ya must say bathing facilities is now closer to "home" than usual...

o and next time ppl dun put BIG notes into tt sandwich machine... coz ur change will be all coins.... so irritating.. like carrying a stone walking around... almost pull my pants down sia... -.-

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