Nothing much
11:29 PM
I'm still confused over your actions. Y do you still look over with that kind of eye like want-to-know-wad-i'm-up-to. Never talk to me also. Seriously, i still dunnoe your stand.
Lecture was ok today. late for my lab in the morning. coz i only woke up 1 hr be4 the lesson start? Stupid steady state wasted so much time on tt.
Every other thing was normal. How saddening. :X nothing interesting happening. Ya and i was so freaking sister today!. since they always say we are sisters. so act out a bit lor. wahaha. laughters.
Some ppl end paper also dun tell me abt how's the paper still i msg. =X lolx.
I wasted so much time on that hysys installation and until now it is not done yet. like totally WTF. so dun care already tml.
I need that you. I've already waited for so long and I'm still waiting. But now i'm thinking if i should wait summore. How should i go about doing it? Help!
Sometimes Enough is enough ok. I said stand away means stand away. can call me superstious or wadever. But i really believe that anything you do near the machine will affect the results. tts y i'm always calling ppl to move away wad.
I've to sleep if not cannot wake up tml!
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blog
9:37 PM
Grp meet without me for FYP! WTH! I was like questioning myself again am i in the group of something? so wad if i have no lessons. SO! that doesn't mean i'll not go rite? though i might grumble etc. still if no other choice i will go de wad. AIYA! Dun care already. ARGH! PISSED!
anyway the past few days i open to this create posting page and i didn't write anything. :S i seriously dunnoe wad to write now. No new happenings. No new stuffs. or rather they are kept in my heart coz those things are hmmm not meant to be blogged or even written out. X:
I have the idea that i'm being blocked! seriously.
I think somehow i'm being outcasted by my classmates (usual).
I'm broke already. Yes and i really mean it this time. Though i have lots of other wants. And i seriously need a lot of cash for something else. :X
I'm thinking again about a certain someone who's like affecting my personal land so much. As if a small movement can cause a hugh Earthquake. :S
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12:00 AM
Dunnoe wad to type actually. but there are lots of new things walking into my life.
lots of confusion. lots of uncertainties. Monday's a happy day. Interesting things were discussed and of coz not forgetting my E.N next week e-learning week. and wisp teacher not around = whole day free! lolx. still thinking wad to do during tt day.
tuesday wed thurs usual always kanna niao. there is this section 377a thingy i dun even noe abt and my frens are like the know it all. also dunnoe y they look at it so much. =S usual la always kanna suan de lor.
everyday must like be suanned at least once then happy lor. haiz. confusing part.
ate the food today a bit not so good leh execpt the crab which is nice or rather the soup.
Ran 12 rounds today. tired.
wad's with tt rainbow club. -.- additional maths class for some module. wad's the teacher thinking? as in like wad a name.
tired needa sleep.
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Town Town Town
3:58 PM
I didn't know i went to town for all the past 4 days! O gosh!
I need more life than this seriously. O well, sometimes i just wonder wad others are doing really with their extra "holidays".
Ok so friday went town again. walk walk. Sat was out with my mummy, she do her stuff for 3 hrs i went to shop for 3 hrs. 3 hrs alone. hungry and tired. saw quite a lot of clothes to buy!. lolx. now time to change my own image! =D but no money. =( so get my bags first.
ok so after tt 3 hrs walk with my mum eat lunch. nice! but fattening. then went to RP took a bus. ya and another 2 hrs of pain. but the pain damn good y? coz my face's better now! Went town after tt for a simple dinner. Happen to see my fren so join them. lolx. Nice~! thanx for the company. took last train home so tired and all but still it's like tt from now on!
Sunday, out to town again. This time's for the jobcentral fair thingy. Yupz~! interesting. But still i'm not gonna be able to work yet rite. still have got NS 2 years? and if possible uni? another 4 years i think. Haiz. I'm gonna spend so much money yet again. =(
O well time to go do my stuffs already. long over due.
And there is this keep377a.com and repeal377a.com. Wad's your take?
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Badminton, Shopping
12:37 AM
Yupz morning woke up get ready for badminton. so usual 10am meet i leave at almost 10am. how interesting eh.
Then, i was feeling a bit odd coz of my dressing to sch. but ok la. who actually cares? so played badminton, saw my sec sch frens they were also playing badminton. So coincedental. lolx. haven't play for a long time actually. so deproved. after that actually wanted to run but dismissed the idea. So went to shower.
After showers, we went to eat al-lazah (spelled like tt i think). I ate quite a huge portion. the rice was a lot. but it is nice then was prata onion. nice! so filling. =X so sinful also ate so much curry and sugar. plus not forgetting the carbo involve. =S tml gotta burn them all up!
Went home to shower and go out again. shit i was late. almost missed my stop. coz slept too much. =X So sorry to make a gurl wait argh! i need to do some reflections.
walk almost the whole of orchard. Hmmm, got a bag! and i think i'll get some stuff online. I hope. walked junction cross twice. So like the type of people never walk junction cross be4. OMG. but it was fun. lolx. Great company i had today! thanx lots! It's been a while i have such a good company. =)
O well tml time-table is packed yet again. so yupz! Gotta sleep early. Have to be updated of current news already. I'm feeling so disconnected. spend money like nobody's business. and more to come i think.
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School
9:55 PM
Yupz back to sch~ first day a bit fearful, coz i'm afraid i'll get a shock.
but things went well. Almost well until i get to know this guy in both my IS classes from my course. I was like WTF. NVM~ let's just see how things goes.
tuesday lesson as pernormal, studied a bit and got wad tutorial to do OMG.
Wednesday that's today, had tutorial classes already. quite a slack day too. maybe haven't start the drive. But i can feel the hidden pressure up the bottle neck of my small body. (ok it is big and fat acutally)
Things seems to be back to normal usual type of busy. everyone's at their own places, rushing through their stuffs. Nothing much to say actually, just sometimes...
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No title
9:21 PM
o well. what have i missed?
Sat. Was at home the whole day resting sleeping etc. So boring yet a much needed rest. Yesterday a bit off coz rest too much. But a much needed rest. went out the eat so freaking filling. cannot take it. then went IMM walk a while.
Sun. Out to dad's fren's place. Ate talk and play taboo. ate a lot. Shit~! if i dun eat the whole week and jus exercise i dun think i can burn it all off la. damn sian.
ok la dad's a bit off today dunnoe y. lets not talk about it ba. time to sleep need to wake up early tml! =D
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Dun Ask
9:16 PM
a lot of things happened these few days. really a lot. gosh.
had my last shift training. lots of funny stuff around. then was a day of study but it was resting to me. and then was the exam. hell to the exam anyway. and lots of slacking.
exam yesterday was horrible. i guess i failed. coz my class also have fewer passes this time round. then today was the presentation. and photo taking session. talk cock sing song session. Again i'm being questioned. like wth. NVM!
During the presentation i was being mocked at. This time around i'm really a bit sad la. plus somethings happened in the morning. seriously. nvm.
my short term goals. pass ippt, a makeover,change my behavior(since ppl are talking abt it always, HATE IT), get more $$ for makeover.
watched balls of fury. FREAKING FUNNY! laughed my heads off. It's been a long time since i last had such good laugh. Those stupid marcho marys. lolx. That girl's hot. Time to train up.
Ok i dun talk further.
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Free?
9:14 AM
I need lots of money really coz i need to always go shopping like so stupid but really la. I think i need this retail threpy. Hmm but it is not like anything problem thien like that so more like a "hobby".
Ok so sunday was out with my sisters. went walking around looking at my younger sis's prom nite stuff. So usual i'm bored. i haven't buy a bag (impt) and new set of clothes. shoes and other accessories are done. next need to plan my time again. got to also exercise during school time rite?
O man my skin is so freaking ugly now. i need a better tan! shit!
ok so after tt i got subway and went for shift training. my god. troubleshooting was hell. damn tired. and really good game coz furnace tripped.
so came home damn tired and slept la should be waking up at noon time to do some stuff alarm or even calls also couldn't get me up. First time ever. by the time i woke up i went out for my breakfast but it is already high tea? o then evening i went out again. Cool. The girls are funny. lolx. yupz and home i went o ate FC now no money already. and i'll need to do lots of exercise to burn those stuff off.
so came home tired half sleeping and then ya slept at 12 so meaning i'm back to normal sleeping cycle! =D
Labels: Happy, Tired
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Sun
8:04 AM
I "love" the sun yesterday. "A lot!"
O well Friday was out in the afternoon met up with my fren to collect my stuffs and yupz chat a bit etc. Met a few new people yet again. interesting. lolx. O i happen to walk back to the tangs again. the sales person remember me. Y? i was the the nite be4. lolx
then went lucky plaza to eat! nice~ but i need to loose some weight. =X the amount of oil and sweet dark sauce i use is OMG. it is so difficult to train la. i think i'm really to fat to train up. so now loose weight first while still train up a bit. :X must pass nafa. manage to sneak home my alcohol. phew~ if not sure kanna again.
i wanna go sun tanning again!!! cannot find time yet leh. and also the company. sad~~
sat woke up super early. jus to go for shift training. OMG. heard that it is very slack. but i think not really so. 4 hrs in dcs and mine's not 8 hrs in pantry. almost 8 hrs on field! How did the issue of me liking this girl come about sia! -.- Help!
Did the shift handover, it is like erm. wth. thanx to someone! I dunnoe wad the write for my log!
went home sleep bathe sleep eat sleep tv sleep computer sleep longer computer a while wash up sleep.
It is not accounts. Finding every possible questions to ask. -.- I'm wondering yet again. About my status. Wondering why you do somethings when it was suppose to be otherwise?
Ok its sunday. i dunnoe wad to do. coz evening 7pm i gotta be at CG to go training. =S
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Yeah!
1:26 AM
Got a watch. at last. and dun ask abt my finances. it is horrible.
a day of like at home? help out with a bit of hse work. did my dad's computer = 100 bucks gone then the aircon is repaired = another 100. so Aiyo. suppose to go register something la in the end? some other guy came so i go sleep lor.
went out in the evening. shop alone. found a lot of places to walk and buy stuff. lolx. i need now a bag, clothes a lot, pants too and hmmm. one more watch. since my fragrance is enough liao. lolx.
O well. kanna say again for buying watch. like how much? dun everytime spend on such stuff. blah blah blah. so ARGH! irritating sometimes.
O and paul smith came out this ROSE for ladies of coz. The smell is very very lasting. very nice. but it is for LADIES!
Tml might just be another day at home. -.-
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Jumbled Up
12:34 AM
ya. woke up late today morning entry. then off to eat lunch and go tanning at sentosa. with one very unexpected fren. but ok la. i dun care much about my appearance these days. Who really cares to look at you? ya tanned for quite a while. I need to loose a lot more fats. Fat loss plan starts tml. Or rather more intensive since it as been an on-going project ever since.
Tanned for like 2 hours plus 3. not even ARGH. guess my frens did suspect. dun care. hmmm after that went shopping at vivo alone coz my fren decided to go back first to change up etc. So i walked vivo and saw so many things. no money to buy. =(
I need lots of money reason refer to prev. entries.
Went to meet them. i was just a bit late that's all. the main characters are late very late. coz y? need to ta-ban.
ate till super full. feel like vomiting again. i dunnoe y. but for the past week already. dun care la. well after eating went to DB then i go para need some outlet to vent off. then bought a cake celebrated and ya. haiz. next month is the month.
Time to sleep but i can't sleep. I just remembered i got few things to do. first, the I&E then is my quitting letter.
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Lolx.
9:39 AM
Monday was the very slacking day coz only a few ppl can work at a time. reason the pipes are above ground and you need ladder to work so only 2 person working some support and others slack.
ended very late coz the thing cannot fit properly. design fault! the went home bathe etc.
Didn't sleep coz went to fren's place to Mary Jane. my mum was screaming behind me when i walk out of house. -.- scolding etc. haiz. wad to do. ate prata. then start Mary Jane-ing the 4 of us played till morning about 8 of coz got a few breaks from 11 la. Thanx to them had lots of fun.
i went home, and the gate was wide open so i noe shit. ya she continue again. i didn't sleep (how stupid) went for a run 45 minutes. then bathe and go training. during the "lectures" i was half sleeping. =X
Fire fighting was freaking fun. lots of pool of water in my shoe. lolx. so wet. but i didn't get to be the leader. =( how sad. lots of fun. but was tired la. slept partly during the breaks. had a nice shower and our last debrief. off we go. slept on the bus. :X then took a train home. so tired ate dinner and slept. undisturbed. lolx.
weird things happens all the time. They dun tally at all not like accounts. Somethings that has been said and do does not reflect the meaning of the other. O well, wad to do. Just stop thinking. lolx.
Prog later andi'm so late for it shit.
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Sianz
10:21 PM
Life's more than this really. You passed your driving congrates.
i'm remosing over something i dun have how stupid. i'm working for it. I want it and i'll get it eventually. YES! eventually. but dun think so far eh.
I need lots of stuff to continue! yes. lots so lets not talk about them now.
today climbed column at nite. cool la!
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