Ok. Cool!

Hmmm, "you're hired" it's such powerful words.

ok been superly busy with my projects as usualtill i have no time to blog and really rest well until weekends. It has been like that ever since FYP started. It's gonna be worse next week. Time to plan my time-table! *drawing boards out*

Well days like being so busy has been a hugh impact on me. like when to exercise wad time to exercise also. This is lame ok but i know. Some pissing things do happen. But i learnt one thing. To control yourself and to think of the better side in a terrible situation. Really, and i can do it! yeah! Or rather I've did it! lolx.

Gotta train harder for tt silver. i need 5 pull ups which i have reach! Still a long way to that. And SBJ a staggering 222cm when i'm only 160+. It is like a 1.4 times my height! OMG! Pls let me pass with a silver!!

More quizzes and common test coming up and i'm already dying. Plus i'm gonna have super hectic months ahead! Help!! Ok call it i deserve it. But i'm really worried if i can cope! =S I've to plan the number of hrs for project number of hrs of sleep even. wad you think? =X i hope i can make it through. (I'm actually testing myself really)

Ok lesson's about to start. Cozso happen today i went out of hse and saw my neighbour. so took a lift! =D

My project's getting somewhere. A good start is already half done. My journey is still long!! =(

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Badminton, Shopping

Yupz morning woke up get ready for badminton. so usual 10am meet i leave at almost 10am. how interesting eh.

Then, i was feeling a bit odd coz of my dressing to sch. but ok la. who actually cares? so played badminton, saw my sec sch frens they were also playing badminton. So coincedental. lolx. haven't play for a long time actually. so deproved. after that actually wanted to run but dismissed the idea. So went to shower.

After showers, we went to eat al-lazah (spelled like tt i think). I ate quite a huge portion. the rice was a lot. but it is nice then was prata onion. nice! so filling. =X so sinful also ate so much curry and sugar. plus not forgetting the carbo involve. =S tml gotta burn them all up!

Went home to shower and go out again. shit i was late. almost missed my stop. coz slept too much. =X So sorry to make a gurl wait argh! i need to do some reflections.

walk almost the whole of orchard. Hmmm, got a bag! and i think i'll get some stuff online. I hope. walked junction cross twice. So like the type of people never walk junction cross be4. OMG. but it was fun. lolx. Great company i had today! thanx lots! It's been a while i have such a good company. =)

O well tml time-table is packed yet again. so yupz! Gotta sleep early. Have to be updated of current news already. I'm feeling so disconnected. spend money like nobody's business. and more to come i think.

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o well. what have i missed?

Sat. Was at home the whole day resting sleeping etc. So boring yet a much needed rest. Yesterday a bit off coz rest too much. But a much needed rest. went out the eat so freaking filling. cannot take it. then went IMM walk a while.

Sun. Out to dad's fren's place. Ate talk and play taboo. ate a lot. Shit~! if i dun eat the whole week and jus exercise i dun think i can burn it all off la. damn sian.

ok la dad's a bit off today dunnoe y. lets not talk about it ba. time to sleep need to wake up early tml! =D

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Dun Ask

a lot of things happened these few days. really a lot. gosh.

had my last shift training. lots of funny stuff around. then was a day of study but it was resting to me. and then was the exam. hell to the exam anyway. and lots of slacking.

exam yesterday was horrible. i guess i failed. coz my class also have fewer passes this time round. then today was the presentation. and photo taking session. talk cock sing song session. Again i'm being questioned. like wth. NVM!

During the presentation i was being mocked at. This time around i'm really a bit sad la. plus somethings happened in the morning. seriously. nvm.

my short term goals. pass ippt, a makeover,change my behavior(since ppl are talking abt it always, HATE IT), get more $$ for makeover.

watched balls of fury. FREAKING FUNNY! laughed my heads off. It's been a long time since i last had such good laugh. Those stupid marcho marys. lolx. That girl's hot. Time to train up.

Ok i dun talk further.

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Free?

I need lots of money really coz i need to always go shopping like so stupid but really la. I think i need this retail threpy. Hmm but it is not like anything problem thien like that so more like a "hobby".

Ok so sunday was out with my sisters. went walking around looking at my younger sis's prom nite stuff. So usual i'm bored. i haven't buy a bag (impt) and new set of clothes. shoes and other accessories are done. next need to plan my time again. got to also exercise during school time rite?

O man my skin is so freaking ugly now. i need a better tan! shit!

ok so after tt i got subway and went for shift training. my god. troubleshooting was hell. damn tired. and really good game coz furnace tripped.

so came home damn tired and slept la should be waking up at noon time to do some stuff alarm or even calls also couldn't get me up. First time ever. by the time i woke up i went out for my breakfast but it is already high tea? o then evening i went out again. Cool. The girls are funny. lolx. yupz and home i went o ate FC now no money already. and i'll need to do lots of exercise to burn those stuff off.

so came home tired half sleeping and then ya slept at 12 so meaning i'm back to normal sleeping cycle! =D

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Yeah!

Got a watch. at last. and dun ask abt my finances. it is horrible.

a day of like at home? help out with a bit of hse work. did my dad's computer = 100 bucks gone then the aircon is repaired = another 100. so Aiyo. suppose to go register something la in the end? some other guy came so i go sleep lor.

went out in the evening. shop alone. found a lot of places to walk and buy stuff. lolx. i need now a bag, clothes a lot, pants too and hmmm. one more watch. since my fragrance is enough liao. lolx.

O well. kanna say again for buying watch. like how much? dun everytime spend on such stuff. blah blah blah. so ARGH! irritating sometimes.

O and paul smith came out this ROSE for ladies of coz. The smell is very very lasting. very nice. but it is for LADIES!

Tml might just be another day at home. -.-

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Lolx.

Monday was the very slacking day coz only a few ppl can work at a time. reason the pipes are above ground and you need ladder to work so only 2 person working some support and others slack.

ended very late coz the thing cannot fit properly. design fault! the went home bathe etc.

Didn't sleep coz went to fren's place to Mary Jane. my mum was screaming behind me when i walk out of house. -.- scolding etc. haiz. wad to do. ate prata. then start Mary Jane-ing the 4 of us played till morning about 8 of coz got a few breaks from 11 la. Thanx to them had lots of fun.

i went home, and the gate was wide open so i noe shit. ya she continue again. i didn't sleep (how stupid) went for a run 45 minutes. then bathe and go training. during the "lectures" i was half sleeping. =X

Fire fighting was freaking fun. lots of pool of water in my shoe. lolx. so wet. but i didn't get to be the leader. =( how sad. lots of fun. but was tired la. slept partly during the breaks. had a nice shower and our last debrief. off we go. slept on the bus. :X then took a train home. so tired ate dinner and slept. undisturbed. lolx.

weird things happens all the time. They dun tally at all not like accounts. Somethings that has been said and do does not reflect the meaning of the other. O well, wad to do. Just stop thinking. lolx.

Prog later andi'm so late for it shit.

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Tired

i need to tan more! Ya alot more. i need to exercise a lot. a lot. i need money a lot. a lot. so everything also a lot a lot then how?

today went running again. i think i'm really fat la need to slim down even more a lot a lot. i'm weak emotionally and physically so wad good m i? haiz.

new action plan start now. 1st quit choir totally and half my band.2nd i think should be studies la. 3rd exercise more need to pass nafa. 4th tan. coz everyone also say i very white. 5th find money! new life!! yeah.

but haiz very difficult to achieve. and i need a person to go tanning with me. so i need hmmmm to get few things. one my FYP grp. two a fren who will exercise and tan with me. lolx. three get a sugar mum wahaha. (like real) find ways to get more $$$.

I must be more independent. but i rather be dependent on ppl now. so i can get a lot of things. that was wad i thought last time and now it is like still the same thought. however, i dun think it is possible lor. look. when i wanted to get this thing he was like boy dun need we are around so what you wan can ask from us. in my heart i was thinking wad i wan you'll give? haiz. i have hugh doubts esp my mum. always saying i use a lot of $$$ ya i do need lots of $$$.

to sustain myself. so no point arguing with them sometimes. i'm only 19. i need lots of things. so now action plan's up. change things around. yupz~!

Went for facial just now so tired until the person dunnoe put wad on my face haiz. i was sleeping there la. o god. i think i need to exercise more. o and my mum just complained abt the number of clothes i change. i didn't change a lot really. according to her 2 day 6 pieces? i didn't have so many de lor. nvm la she say you listen.

my everything have to change! new tml and the action plan must start. exercise more for now. yeah.

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HEY!

After a few days of being so so so down. I'm going back! Don't know how my rebounding skills will be like. Hope it is good! =)

It was yesterday that i'm sad. sometimes i think maybe becoz of the sun that's why. Went Sunning myself today. Lots of personal time. though think a lot today. sometimes life is a bliss when you dun have to worry about anything. and Sunning yourself you have got lots of time dun have to worry abt anything too. Got la one thing to worry. is the sun coming out? -.-

Ok so well What i missed? Thursday? was out in the rain doing work. COOL~~ did ask for rain coat la but did not use it in the end. coz no point. so yup in the rain. Found out a big problem of me. Hmmm.. time for a change! Thanx to this very unexpected straight forward person. =)

Friday wore the same ppe that is so stink. :X i use my fragrance also cannot cover. :S but still jus wear la nothing's wrong lor. nothing much jus was the board man so kan chiong la but after a while ok already. lolx.

After that went to town again suppose to shop but in the end. went to eat with another class. sometimes i felt weird la that you guys so late then ask me if i wanna go when you already know where i'm going. So like the type of don't want me to go attitude so can talk about me right? :P Joking la. So anyway ate so much so full and played the game with them. So funny la. but lucky thing i did not got questioned. =) that's for now. No shopping coz shop close. too tired also.

So today went to sun myself then went for practice freaking late should not have went. Damn irritating. Need to question where i went? or izit you want to know where i go date who or something. like F***ing SHIT! WHO are YOU to QUESTION my WHEREABOUTS? o well anyway next week i'll not be going also. Coz shift work. lolx. Don't care anymore!

Went MS with a down mood. a bit of tired also a bit of a like meet fren kind of thing lor. walk around actually wanted to buy stuff. but in the end did not. SHIT! wasted trip. Was down very down and down even more. However, at the end of the day, lolx. I'm quite happy. =) thanks to those few ppl. =D now it is time to come back! But let's try hearing a sad song and see if i still feel down. =D

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I dunnoe

Monday blues. I HATE IT! every monday i have this super blue feeling. felt so disconnected from all the others. HAIZ. and IS enrolment? I'm so super sensitive now la.

IS enrolment is how hateful. but passed.

Now i'm so stupid! SHIT! Y can't i have done so. SHIT! i'm gonna hate myself forever. And Ever. And ever! =(

but again i love myself again. how stupid of me.

Tml training starts super intensive. and i'm so like not prepared for it. Plus under that SUN! dun care burn burn! if sun burn can cause my face to be better y not?

Ok i'm in a very unstable mood now or rather this period. so yup dun blow me up into pieces. you noe unstable elements will go through half life and half themselves. will i be one of them? :S

ok i felt so much better talking out my monday blues. :X time to sleep. tml's a long long day. =D Thanx to my frens hu chat with me. lolx. O any i drop my ring today. Hmmm i think that ring is called the ring of hope! lolx. yupz i have input one hope i wish to have. just today. hmmm mentally of coz. :P

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Weekends

I don't really like. Though I can rest, I want to go out with others everyone not free. How many friends am i left with i wonder. Like my classmates say. They auto-isolate themselves. How sad. =( Nvm lor. so I went town to shop alone!!! How interesting, but shop closed! I didn't get what i wanted! anyway the day started out not very well didn't sleep well and ya woke up and started to ___. (Fill in yourself)

Yesterday, actually can see how my classmate drive de but nvm la let some other people go. Coz i don't think the bus will wait also. -.- Then lecture is as usual boring start talking crap la. Ya about my facial foam again. IS modules and also the medical check up thing!

Stupid LO talk crap and don't even know a thing la. OMG. Imagine she's going to teach us next sem! WTH! start bitching after walking out of the room so useless la the meet can't they just come together with the other LO that day!

Ok at least got someone listen to my bitch. =X Then was eating ice cream coz no much time for proper meal esp. with me eating so ever slowly. Practial my group was the fastest to fix the strainer back in without a leak. =) but of coz a bit unhappy around la. guess it is understandable maybe they are a bit unhappy about me. =X or maybe i think too much. got scolded for horseplaying. -.-

O well thought i don't have enough time to bathe. but still i did.

Went to town to meet who no one. on the train with other 2 person ma. though the journey is suppose to be long, yesterday it is so short la. i don't know why. Didn't talk much i think coz tired also lor. ya shop close. then walk around a little longer then went off took a bus saw that YSL lady (sale person). =D Slept on the bus and yupz tt my day. of happiness sadness wrong-doings tiring.

I missed the chance again. Why am i so stupid all the time. When it comes i let it slip away. I think sometimes is the external factors but sometimes is just my inability. ~Haiz.. Jasper YOU ARE STUPID!~

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Today

Happy day. But a bit of a confused over your actions. =X

O well lecture is as pernormal nothing special. then practical is really headache. info overload! manage to find sometimes to lie down in the plant. Cool eh. with all your PPEs on.

Blur man. so many things overloading today. first the practical then was revision. I'm so tired now. it is brain tired! Something else also made me a bit of tired today. Cute~!

spent 60+ on facial foam and toner only. OMG. SHIT! i'm broke again. But the foam smells a bit like my fragrance. lolx.

Time for a hair cut liao. and lot of needs to be met. No MONEY~!~! Who going to sponsor? haiz.

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Felt SO

I still think my fren's right not to give in for that F***ing Bitch! Total Bitch man. Must let her taste her own medicine. BITCH HER BACK! lolx. Only a bitch can bitch a bitch. Let's think up of something.

Anyway, i felt really bad making someone quite piss today. =X Esp. the attachment thingy. Haiz felt so bad. Pls drink more water seems like you're gonna fall sick. I'm still thinking about it.

Stress coming. Thursday is the mid term exam. SHIT! Gonna die again.

My hands are still peeling! It's worse than before. more hand lotion pls~ -.-" Like as if.

I'm still madly in some crazy mood. =X

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Monday

Its monday again. Monday blues~! Ya as usual the practical almost slept. so ya lor very usual. Hope tml's a better day ba. Less tired.

I gotta start studying for my mid term exam already. So sian. It is worse than studying for O levels bio. T.T

Yeah. Happy. Ya it's a happy day. lolx. laugh at others coz some fren in temp depression. Monday you see then you noe. ya i knew. =P then others laugh at me! T.T even the trainer. OMG! Sian. Thanx someone for tt. -.-

I got suan again as usual. everyone seems to be in better mood esp. .. Smiles~~ but also a few people falling sick. That's bad.

I'm just thinking next sem how. after next sem how? i feel very sad over being in the last sem already. i wish it was longer. =( I want to know i want to be. i've yet been.

Time to study. Mid term!! :S

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Training

I've been in training for 9 days already. It's getting fun i guess. lots of things to learn. But too much things to remember that's the whole big prob.

Today kanna suan again. And OMG. nvm. Don;t wanna say much. My trainer is cool. sometimes. today did lab lor.

Why are you always mocking me? lolx. Can i?? =X. Seems a bit of an attention seeking leh. =P but i don't mind. lolx.

I think i'm getting worse. :S

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Tuesday

Ar~! I don't know this feeling myself. It's now very complicated. Hard to describe. But just happy?

All my friends know that my mood wasn't very good yesterday. =X OMG. Got suan by Lei Zhen again la. No wonder she is called Lei Zhen. lolx.

Ok la today's practical almost slept. didn't eat dinner during the dinner break. Cause don't feel hungry at all. After training, went to clementi to eat! 10 of us chat lots eat lots drink lots too. Haha. At least i'm a lot better from yesterday.

Be positive. I'm just waiting for the right time. But i doubt it will even happen. So why not just give it a try? maybe it will work? But things seems to go wrong.

Drink beer for the first time. Don't like. still don't like. Haiz. It hink wine or even hard liquor is better. X: in terms of taste. O well tml running. need to wake up early. OMG. sian. Long day tml. Pls dun give me stunt again. =X Like yesterday. X: lolx.

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Happy & Sad

when you are both happy and sad how you express your feelings?

today's quite a good day i guess. cool things happen. lolx. Nothing cooler than having some idiots always making your stuff poking fun of you and there giving you stupid but cute faces? lolx. OMG why am i blogging abt this?

Worse why my company people say i like this person inthe company when it is totally not true. OMG! My sup msg me la! that's the worse part and ask me the question. like so totally not true. I almost had the urge to msg i already got someone i like?? OK this should not appear too.

This entry is so stupid. On one hand is so the other, i'm sad. I don't have a lot of things. everything is personal stuff la. i mean really... it jus makes me depress sometimes. =( I felt like i've wasted a lot of my resources on useless stuff. Now you know so so something. Ya i'm doing something!!

Practical even the teacher also suan me! OMG! shit! but everyone laughed their heads off. OMG! So... nvm. now everyone noes la. that water pressure thing. argh.

Thank you for making my day a happy one. =D

Tml's another day. Die time to sleep!!

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Friday

Today's a great day. Someone sat beside me lots of stuff to be learnt in lecture and the copying notes. But all seems effortless for once. =) It is a chim chim thing. I also don't quite fully understand it. Lots of things went by today. Sometimes I felt that I've wasted my chance. =(

After training, rush to clementi to meet some girl to collect cake and update our lives and then went to chinatown for KTV with the rest of my (ex) company. They were having D&D around the area too. Thus, chose that place. Ok la. spam my singing skills a bit. not too bad. But when i start straining my voice, some notes still need lots of practice! Hmmm.

Throughout the day I've always been thinking. So near yet so far away goal. How to achieve? But i think i'm receiving positive influence though. Besides that I've got something more I think. =X

I've been quite happy these few days! =)

Anyway, just reach home and now i'm starting to think again. Lots of test coming up. Lots of things to complete. I've to start studying already!

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4thday

Great day. So happy. i think all my class de late ppl can msg me already. =) Only msg me. =X

anyway i jus found out how polluted my area is. :X coz jurong island is only about 4 5 km away by road? =S a cab fare of 8 bucks. hmmm, at least i noe i'll not need to pay a lot.

I'm so freaking poor!! i need more money! i think i'll start asking ba. Soon. And their reactions are already predicted.

What to eat tomorrow?? I wonder. :X

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3rd Day

Happy day though. But also a bit sad. Hear stories from others sometimes happy sometimes i felt sad. =(

But still it is a happy day. First, location of where i was sitting. Second, got a bit of some weird feeling. (Maybe i was out of place) Third, don't know how to react so just act plain stupid. Fourth, someone made my day with those small acts. (You know what you doing??)

I've been eating a lot. too much already. Over the limit of what i was suppose to eat. But like that lor. Went for exercise during th evening. (Suddenly feel that i have a lot of time.) lolx. Thanks to those who made my day. (Esp. You) Smoke's no good.

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