my dream...

early morning... of my early morning is abt 8++...

dreamt.. yes dreamt... the whole dream was very peaceful...

very and i mean very...

it is like feeling la... finish a very difficult task or izit solve some big problems.. but tt noes impt..

then walk to a very nice room... with a bed... then i wanted to sleep...

some how there is this kid i guess... but a person... keep pulling me... from behind.. dun sleep dun sleep... i jus said in a tired voice... i'm tired.. i need to sleep...

when i was on the bed... still conscious.. the "kid" cried... dun sleep... then i jus say i'm tired.... and the conscious level dropped... and i died peacefully in my sleep... :X

Now i understand wad's R.I.P.. :X at least not real life but the feeling is quite genuine...

but i check up the meaning... means.. something like mostly good.. it means a new u... from the old... simplified meaning..

full meaning:
Dreaming that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.

how interesting... :X but tts morning... afternoon nothing interesting.. first time watch so much variety show.. :X but still i dunnoe well abt the superstar and wad not... only some la... but they are still not a prob of mine... :X lolx..

jus munch and munch.. think i'll grow fat soon... gotta exercise... -_-" but sian... next few days... down for band camp... sure to be killed there... one way or another... guess the games i'll sure be super dirty if it is a water game... after such a big incident...

but i learnt one thing... there are superficial ppl in my world now.. :X i gotta learn to diff them... haiz... maybe i've been living in a world of good frens too much... haha..

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