Ok.. My decision...

I'm playing for concert!!!! lolx... think tt life could be much more fun if i jus dun get involove in any stupid things.. seriously....

o lets c... sunday... was so pissed by tt tuning part... wad's wrong with using a new reed to tune??? and wad's worse.. it is not seasoned at all.. so y should ppl be laughing??? i dun understand... seriously if theywere in my shoes... they'll jus understand tt the reed means a lot in terms of tone... not like them.. buzz... and buzz... tts all they noe?? o ya forget they also like to laugh at others... and most importantly... showing black face...

ok tts the tuning part of yesterday... i was still thinking if i should play... and tt it is the last day tt i'll c wad the results are.. and thus i use tt new reed to play.. when it is totally unseasoned by me but by water yes... it jus tell me how ugly some ppl might be... jus like a baby... laugh at things tt seem funny...

playing was ok... then after tt went home... of coz after everything... tired... slept on the bus... and it was then tt i think i should play for the concert... though there are jus some idiotic ppl around... lolx... ignore them?? tts wad most ppl told me.. which i guess it is true...

o today... went tosch early... so surprised too.... reach at 9.30.. when lesson starts at 10... but had a terrible neckache... accompanied by sore throat and headache... wad's worse brain-ache slowly developed too... sadded... i have to practically support my head through out the lectures... and tutorials... had maths tutorial... so pissed... with so much problems... the heat is killing... the stupid real estates ppl... damn them.... make us all suffer for 1 hr plus... OMG... seriously... my frens and i were complaining abt the estate management... O needless to say... the teacher too... and used my phone to call the real estate ppl... ar...

after the maths tutorial... went band... yup... with out my dinner... coz lunch was at 2 to 3 serious... 1 meal a day?? :X

band was ok... today a little hyper.. :X dunnoe y... maybe becoz there is ppl to tok to??? but seems tt different frequency... lolx.. but still i can tok... lolx... ts most impt.. though there is such thing called a sore thorat.. lolx.... the parts gotta take note seriously... all sorts of problems also got sia today... come in early.. come in late... :X come in on time.. but rush... tt kind of thing... OMG... but ok generally... we passed the first half of the concert... 4 pieces... tt are quite heavy.... lolx... but i think was ok bah... execpt tt i need to practice more... some parts still blur.. :X can't believe tt some parts i practice be4... now forget la...

i was thinking if my brain is really tt limited to store only a few phrases... :X after band went to mac... lolx.. took my dinner... an apple pie, 1 regular sprite and lots of chatting... lolx... had lots of fun though... haha... o tml's tutorial.. i haven do!!! lolx... i think i'll jus heck care la... but the teacher is aiya dun tok abt it.... c him 4 days a week.... OMG...

ok.. if i ever jus die like tt tonite... at least i noe i die without any regrets?? most probably... lolx... also dunnoe y so hyper in band... was it an omen to say tt ur death is soon?? :X haha thinking to much i guess... :X lolx...

lastly... come support me for my concert!!!! lolx... i'll ask my frens tml....

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