My Unpredictable Day?? :X

today's kind of fun.. started my day well... at least manage to c my dad off... be4 i go to sch... ok i was late... seriosuly late... for abt 30 plus minutes?? :X lolx.. ICBE lecture... lolx.. then after tt got a break ate fan choy again... did i sign a contract with the auntie to eat fan choy every morning for at least one break?? :X then continue the lecture... it is something new.. but sounds very theoritical... i kind of dun understand.. :X gotta wait for the practice questions where numbers are involve.. :X skip the last 2 hrs after lunch... coz have a meeting for band.. lolx.. o i told the teacher abt it already.. lolx... so got permission to leave.. :X went to band room... kind of surpirse to c the number of ppl there... dun really noe wad's going on so kept quiet and sat one side..

they went down to take lunch coz some haven take.. so i also went down for a drink... kind of crap a little.. haiz.. i think my social skills is bad.. nvm... kind of added a lot more ppl in my circle of frens.. lolx... interesting... hmm... at least now if i go back band i dun only have most frens in the front row.. lolx... after tt went up to the club hse.. in the music room we were told tt it is an interview... :X

so we went one by one of coz... while they are interviewing.. we were having a dry swim session... lolx... kind of fun.. ease the tension a bit... i was like OMG interview... seems dun have a mental prepration for it lor.. but ok la.. even if i'm prepared i'll jus tok crap... so be4 i went in game one set.. lolx.. so the thing happened.. and tok crap again.. as usual... aiya.. like i say social skills got problem.. haiz.. nvm.. i really hope tt i'm not even up for any position... hopefully not man... if not i think going to band is passion or duty??

after tt stayed in the room for a while more... and then.. lolx... went to meet my frens.. haiz.. ps weishu.. :X sorry... then they were still undecisive.. so i was like go play pool!!! haha.. and at last they agreed... haiz.. sorry shin... kind of left u out today.. :X had fun... my pool skills still suck!! seriously.. even after one day.. :( my concentration level also very low today... but at least i had fun... can't believe i can jump the cue ball in first be4 the strip one goes in.. o no!!! haiz... been pondering over something...

would u give up ur interest becoz of some thing had happened?? or would u go find back ur inspiration for ur interest again??? would u say becoz of this incident i've lost interest?? haiz.. but if next time go i feel tt i should get less ppl to go.. so i can concentrate.. i felt tt some activity was a waste of time.. i gained nothing.. did nothing productive... if i've learnt something like the pool session today... i wouldn't mind going for more... :) or izit becoz of a person's influence?? will i become very GL if i jus do like wad ben did?? :X o man.. this is bad... seriously... haiz... wad to do.. this is only one part of the problem.. there are more.... but seems tt this is the worse one...

gotta study more now.. OBC...ICBE... this 2 put together = death!!! be prepared to c me in LCK chalet soon... haiz... haven got time to change my blog a bit... coz mars is not in retro already... :X haiz...

wad a day... but there are extremes to it... :) not to say the usual suanning... :X lolx...

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