2nd Day...

as usual wake up late.. my usual routine... :X like 11 plus this time.. :X then my sis's poly frens were around... i was like sick... went down to eat medicine... so sad rite... then after tt bathe etc... and went down for lunch...

ok la.. i was down late anyway... ate so much la.. intended not to.. blame my mum... gave me a huge plate of noodles when she noe's i'm sick??? nvm.. and wad's more there is another type of noodles that she jus tried cooking on CNY.. but it turn out well la... jus tt the texture of the noodle not good.. if not it is a robust.. however the case.. i still gotta eat it.. a bit at least.. tt makes me so so fat!!!

then sat around watch alias... :X season 4 with my dad... surprise tt my dad watched it... lolx... dunnoe y these days a little impatient.. :X coz like dad forward.. and pass the scene long time liao.. i was liao.. it was long over already... :X sounded so bad rite.. ok nvm.. hope he even remember i said tt...


went out to visit my grandma's sister i think.. it tts called.. :X or was it my grandpa's sister??? wadever the case... ya went there for visiting... sat there for 2 hrs... then went to my godma's place... to visit her... erm... actually is visiting the hse bah..coz already saw them for like on the 1st and also at my dunnoe whose sisterplace... lolx...

went there for like abt 1 hr?? went home took a cd and then went to rail mall to return to my cousin.. alias.. lolx.. then suppose to go to my aunt's place... but in the end went all the way to around chinatown area eat... so korean food...

sometimes i jus can't stand my dad seriously... i'm sick and i decided to sit down and so i took in a deep breath... and breathe out... and i was scolded... wad! i haven done anything.. jus tt i walk around and obviously there are very few stalls to eat was at maxwell market.. so then left the last alley so i decided not to go with my sisters to check it out.. coz not feeling well wad.. summore walk around so much.. so sat down and like tt... i was like huh?? and he said u noe wad u do.. i was like wad! me again?? wad i did.. there's no porridge and u dun expect me to be eating veyr heavy and oily stuff rite??? wad the... when u are sick.. u can't even take in a deep breath and breathe out??? wad kind of logic...

wadever it is.. i ate quite a bit for dinner... which i did not intend to... if i was at my aunt's place... i can jus eat really a bit and say i'm full... making me grow fat de lor... think i'll go do more exercise then... so idiotic.. last time say me this and tt.. comparing me and him?? O pls wad is the world becoming... ur time and my time... jus look at the difference... wad's more when u eat less... izit wrong?? look at the food we are eating now and u tell me.. oily and spicy and so much! do u eat so much last time??? and spend them all??? i think ya.. but now no!..

i remembered this stupid incident... abt the stupid tv in his room.. which is so damn heavy... 70kg i think.. around there... so i was like.. thinking th eway he wan to bring the tv down is not a good way at all... so i was like should do it this way.. etc.. and i was stating the fact.. tell me anyone.. can u use ur hand friction to push up a 70kg stuff that is inclined to abt 20-25 degrees down on the front (the heavy part) so i was stating wad i think and guess wad's his reply... u can't carry then say u can't carry... dun have to go a round abt way to tell me.. i was like wad! seriously veyr angry i tell u... in the environment we are living in now where u tell me u need so much muscles?? where u tell me u have place to run freely like last time... everywhere is road etc... u try running and fall lor... veyr fun huh...

then start saying i last time can do dunnoe how many pull up.. and i was like so wad! u can do and i can't and so?? in our world noe u need tt much muscle?? and y should u even bulit them in the first place... everything is practically machine.. and wad u need to do?? carry 70kg load everyday?? the most u carry now is abt 10kg?? 20 maximum.. and also the size.. 10kg pack of rice,... and u dun even carry it everyday! build muscles to show la... ya and i tell u he say.. next time if u dun continue to us those mucles then will turn into fats... huh.. well said i tell u.. so y let urself suffer next time?? prevent it now!... dun bulid muscles unless needed... of coz there is a certain limit of things u need to carry... like in NS 10 kg maybe?? other than tt... i doubt u need any other mucles to even bulid.. unless they are calling u to do push up... 100?? 500?? it is like crap lor...

but i still dun understand one thing.. y must u bulid ur stipid muscles?? in NS i also dun c much lor.. everytime u have a war?? nvm... but seriously... now everything is practically taken over my machines.. and u tell me humans bulid muscles?? wad the... it is irrelevent now... in the near furture in a war it will be humans in front of computer and everything is automated... dun u think so???

so wadever it is... becoz of t incident i guess it last year.. since then i was not close to him anymore.. and he's not around all the time of coz he's working in malaysia... so anyway i also dun really care much... so the tv in the end was he carry it himself down and up.. it was only done recently... and of coz a bit of help.. like ground workers tt kind tt me.. let him carry the whole thing lor.. i dun mind... ya he's very big lor... wad the.. when i state my point of view was scolded.. so keep my mouth shut better.. but in the end he did not use his first method.. har.. so does it mean i won beneth?? lolx.. nvm...

wadever it is... dun call me to build muscles or tok to me abt it.. i dun c the use.. u can carry 20kg smoothly can liao... o next time of coz.. u can carry ur wife can liao.. other than tt.. dun need much muscle do u?? next time u work... tell me u carry my work desk to and from home... and i mean the whole table.. then say bah...

anyway woke up early today.. dunnoe y cannot sleep.. :( but ok la... today's a busy day.. 2 groups of fren coming... busy busy...and gotta go out at 10... if not will be late... o and of coz.. gotta pack my place a bit.. :X as usual... 3rd day... nice time.. :D

anyway i've ben sending lots of msg these few days.. dunnoe y.. esp at nite.. :X haiz.. turning in to owl sooon.. o and i haven finish my CATS reflections.. :S tts bad.. and tt module sure die de.. so my position will be replaced... lolx.. as usual.. i dun care... jus hate ppl to say u 2nd leh and how can u noe noe how to do this... u noe wad i mean.. ok gotta go prepare liao.. haiz...

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