Hmm... Wad Can I Say???

today has been a day without any suan... so nice... so guess i should also stop suanning ppl... :X

ok reach sch early.. coz mum fetch me... in sch do MOL for 30 or less minutes... got into the lt... first the teacher ur class.. the chem e broomstick was so horrible... and it was done by ur class rep rite... -_-" i was like stun... nvm... lecture was fun serious.. the teacher tok abt his past... tts nice for killing time... anyway he teaches fast too... so i dun mind him toking lolx... rather hear abt others' experience and noe wad u gonna expect if u are going to do something like they did.. lolx..

after tt was a break.. went to canteen 1 to eat... gotta split.. coz too big a grp... then went to buy one load of food... :X first to buy but waited for everyone.. but 2nd last to finish i think.. :X tts bad... but enjoy ur food.. and i'm also seriously not very hungry.. lolx...

went for mr chong's lesson... thanx to him i can actually say i had a "5 weeks break" lolx.. for the past 5 weeks.. so guess i need to really pull up my socks.. i think i haven absorb any knowledge... :X ever since this sem started... haiz.. this is bad.... gotta go into study mode real soon... but CNY coming.. so after CNY lor... hope it is not too late.. :X lolx..

seriously lots to study.. -_-" anyway after the lesson went for the tutorial class... and was ok la... the teacher is OBC de ma... so did the usual stuff.. and the broom thingy... ok so we need to do all the 6 cars by next wed i think.. tts CNY.. so thursday or friday will be a day when everyone will be rushing... haiz.. i'll not be able to help out much also...

went for maths.. and i was like totaly forgot that there is a test till sunday my fren reminded me.. but still i forget to revise.. shoots.. and i was like kind of stun by the paper a bit.. :X ok guess i need to do more practice for maths already... now everything needs to practice... anyway.. i did my MOL.. and guess wad... finish the exercise.. coz i forgot... can easily earn 2 stars in 15 to 20 minutes... but the teacher is there teaching... i dun mind.. but activate my revision first lor... it doesn't take very long.. haiz.. so nvm.. need to do back next week to do.. coz tml is CATS.. and it is a must! my grp also haven do anything at all... wad the... -_-" wed present?? hand up.. this time is totally dead i tell u... damn lor... but everyone is busy so.. no choice...

ok so today is a nice day... at least i dun really recall any suan... so guess i should also stop my suan lor... but will this be temporary??? i wonder... hope not... which i guess it would... nvm... it is like tt... soon to be back to normal... but lets jus c how... hu noes maybe someone will be toking abt me behind my back... which seriously it is very normal... it is like as expected?? but y should i care??? but seriously... things go on like tt i'm fine with it.. still i'l have this defensive attitude towards others... it is very natural... after all this incident.. i'm getting afraid of making more frens seriously... y coz when u open urself more the more u get hurt.. so if u close urself.. wad happens?? not hurt rite?? hmm... tts a good idea... no wonder my fren always close his inner self towards others... maybe i us expose too much.. so i should close.. but now i'm thinking if everyone's like tt... in this world is there someone hu expresses himself the true self to others?? times are changing or m i learning more?? i wonder... i'll learn to close myself.. but open to some ppl only... isn't tt good so i'll not get hurt so easily...

anyway my mum fetch me back and we went out to eat and also bought CNY stuff.. lolx... then went home after tt... nice day... and now i'm blogging here... if thursday no lab i wanna play pool... coz i got time to kill till 6.30... u noe wad i mean rite... but if there is lab then too bad.. :X lolx.. o the chem e broomstick.. haiz. c wad i can do man... things are changing or m i the one changing... i dunnoe... wadever it is.. lets jus say time is flying and i dun have enough of it... :X ok then tml's lesson sure late again.. haiz... expected one..

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