MIA from 29th Sept to 1st Oct

ok have got camp so yup gone again..

anywya there is the super cute stitch... OMG... super cute la... running around my desktop... lolx... so super naughty.. but so cute... OMG...

ok over reacting again.. anyway ya these few days at home rot.. coz nothing much to do.. and also i need to rest.. lolx... no choice...

haiz.. off to band soon lor.. haiz.. needa sleep soon also.. loxl.. but still my class chalet postpose coz no one booked the chalet.. and now become i'm like the organiser like tt.. need to msg ppl like when they free... ok la... i mean i dun mind doing it.. but again... it is like i became one organiser?? when i was not suppose to be... -.-

ok nvm... next... these days i still so sian la... haiz... hopefully something good will happen.. wad u sow is wad u reap.... =) ok MIA...

AILEY... :P

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Resting

came back on Singapore on sat nite... after tt is like OMG.. the weather is cannot tahan!!! slept as muich as i can... on sunday... suddenly felt something's amiss... well tts true... something's amiss... coz i'm not in perth anymore... how sad.. haiz... did nothing much...

monday woke up late.. went for band... ya.. and OMG.. i dunnoe if it can be anything worse than tt... -.- practically making myself a fool... -.- no flutes... and i'm like not playing in harmony.. coz tt part somehow written tt way... and it seems they were saying tt i sound so off tune... like as if it was my fault... ....

tuesday slack at home... till evening went out.. lolx.. cool... haven been to Singapore's town for quite some time... and yup... fun... lolx.. though didn't do a lot of things... company's impt.. lolx...

wednesday.. went out with mum... mrt like so crowded.. -.- the lift is so fast... practically can fly into the sky. :X lolx... and it is true.. and izit seriously wrong for ur mum to hold ur hand in public??? OMG.... -.- someone enlighten me pls....

haiz... miss miss and misses(sounds like Mrs.)... OMG.... ok lame... nvm... haiz.. i'm tired... and all of a sudden no class chalet... and meaning i've gotta go for band camp.. and u noe wad... seems so boring... hope more ppl more fun... of coz more fun ppl tt is... how are my days going to be like... -.- gosh... i cannot imagine...

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Aust

I miss the weather... but i miss my frens in singapore too... anyhow i still gotta come back to singapore no matter how much i like the weather in perth.. natural air con sia... and not as humid as singapore.. so = practically no need to bathe.. but however i still bathe twice a day and twice in a shower session.. lolx..

ok day 1... departing... woke up a bit late la.. but stillkind of on time... reach the airport i think my fren and i were the last... :X everything's alrite... and be4 i flew so many things to do... settle them the last minute and the fly.. lolx.. smooth ride.. chat quite a bit.. drink red wine.. lolx.. :X reach perth and walk out OMG... perfect weather... gosh.. it cannot be any better! went to some plantation... but bought a few things and off we go... lolx.. back to the city.. dinner ate some indo food... then walk back to hotel...seems so far.. lolx... bought a few things.. lolx..

day 2 woke up early... ate breakfast and we went to a nature park to perform... for a small crowd... then eat bbq stuff?? ok izit called bbq?? i still dunnoe.. then went to the nature park walk walk... nice place really... the guide is so cool.. can make some animal sounds.. lolx.. and really like i guess... haha... wad's more the animals seems to have got modeling lessons be4... they seems to be posting for pictures.. lolx... gosh... took a picture with wormbat (guess is this spelling) cool.. the kangaroo are all so lazy... lox... after tt went to eat dinner at the hotel... some pasta etc... after tt grounded back in the hotel...

day 3 woke up late la.. rush breakfast but still not bad... went far south to perform.. in some high school... cool but a lot of echo... :X played badly.. dun say abt it again... hada bit of interaction.. but this interaction is like i dunnoe.. we did interact a bit.. o well.. lolx.. nvm... and we kind of got scolded for something... o well.. nvm... after tt we went to eat pizza did we? lolx.. the pizza OMG.. the olives gosh.. so :S i'll consider eating olives again... lolx.. after tt went to pick strawberries.... lolx.. cool... big fat and darn sweet... no comments... actually wanted the wine but again... no have.. so the liqueur is like i dunnoe... better not buy lor... but it is nice of coz.. lolx... then went back to hotel... free and easy.. so went to north bridge for dinner.. fresh oysters.. OMG!!! it is really fresh... and so nice.... OMG... after tt walk around... took pictures.. lox.. first time taking a picture when u need to run after the cam... :S whahaa.. so stupid... went back the same street tt we walk back practically everyday.... did a bit of shopping etc.... back hotel... sleep.. haha..

day 4 went to fremetle shop.. lolx... after tt went to eat chinese food and off to a sch to play... lolx... the sch ppl are COOL!!! seriously. but they dun have my instrument... sian lor.... haiz.. so well.. i dunnoe seriously... so sian to me.. haiz.. being one stupid solo instrument.. lolx.. ok well had some fun there... and back to hotel again.... dinner ate kabub (spelle like tt i guess) nice really... a lot better than singapore's lox... i ate it once... tt wad like so long ago.. haha... there cost more but taste better according to my fren.. after tt went around shoping.. walk till leg pain... lolx... ya we jus walk.. haha... and after tt back the same street again... to the hotel... so it is like we are always walking the street.. haha...

day 5 free and easy walk the same street down to their downtown...lolx.. last minute shopping... wOoT... lolx.. not bad.. then ate kabubs again for lunch.. lolx.... coz walk the bus too long... cannot take it.. ya at the airport slack quite a bit... and ya shop... and my chocolate burst.. -.- so no choice... haiz... wad to do... -.- ya and flight back is a bit horrible.. :X kind of bumpy... cannot take it... but u noe wad the food is nice very nice.. lolx... back in singapore step out of the airport.. OMG.. the weather cannot take it... haiz.. so well.. wad to do... i'm back in singapore... haiz... 5 days went so super quickly.. :( miss the weather... actually some parts i forgot already like the nougat factory and chocolate factory visit.. :X dunnoe which day.. lolx... okla.. more updates soon.. :)

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AILEY, MIA 19th Sept to 23rd Sept

Haiz.. so fast the day come that i need to go off.. for few days.. and at such a time.. it is like haiz... but well guess i need to go have some fun too... ;) but still when i'm there i'm sure i'll miss ppl.. and esp. this person.. :X

i'll be missing from singapore for 5 days.. ya and these 5 days is long... but still when i'm away lots of things can happen.. esp. my timetable... -.- so sian lor... wad a time table i have.. :X

anyway so late already i should be sleeping la... whne i need to wake up at 5am again to prepare... :X haiz... u noe... so like -.- i think i might wake up a bit late as usual... haiz...

yesterday (form the time now) was like went out collect something from my fren... lolx.. thanx lots... and then of to eat lunch dun have the one i wanna eat so replace it with 3 others.. X: i share with my mum but most of it i;m eating i guess... die.. i'm really growing fat... haiz..

change $$$ and then buy some things lor.. not for me.. lolx.. i did not buy my liquid gel.. X: loxl... but i got my 2 bottles... lolx...for shampoo and shower gel.. lolx.. ya went to sch lor... for training... ate dinner and training... lolx... then there kind of like waste time.. :X haiz...

then came back go jp walk a while and then go off already... so at home packing etc.. haiz.. dun say... haiz... so sian.. so many things... die i think seems like i going to be killed when i'm back... :X

o well lets c.. anyway ya.. really.. i hope things will be for the better? for like timetable esp. haiz.. wad a timetable i have... OMG....

most imptly... be4 i go must write a will.. i think i'll give 5 pieces of paper each. lolx.. ok crap.. nvm... i guess i'm too tired.. X: ya time to sleep.. X:

lastly... AILEY... tts be4 i go off.. :D

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Next Sem...

i dunnoe how will my next sem be like.. haiz.. really.. with so many things coming up.. well.. i think i should do it well.. and yup... studies is always 1st u c... but yet again.. studies is not everything.. haiz.. i dunnoe.. i'm contridicting myself.. yet again..

o well... after getting the news of my results.. :S horrible one.. i slack at home for a while.. and off to sch to do payment... -.- for aust trip... and decided to review one paper... tt cost another 25.. -.- goodness... lets c again... i'm so hmm unhappy with my results.. it is like so horrible.. :S then training... and went to town.. first time on a weekday after training.. lolx... fun... really...

woke up late...went for practice jus now.. late as usual... and after tt was like stuck in sch coz rain and also wait for my mum to fetch me... -.- so yup.. went to NSRCC in changi.. so freaking far.. but ok la... nothing much lor.. literally slack there the whole time... ya.. and now home.. anyway my hair looks horrible...

now i dunnoe left 2 days wad should i do... i mean really.. somethings u need only this person can give really... but yet again... u dun even tok much... u dun noe wad tt person's doing... u noe nothing abt tt person... was everything in the sem fake... and now it is real... i seriously dunnoe... haiz... seriously i'm so depressed... sad... haiz.. really... u are so so needed... tt u dunnoe or u dun wanna noe? i wish u noe and give a reply...

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wad i did

the pass 4 days dun ask me wad i did...

anyway... i saw my results.. damn bad!!!! WTF.... no comments.. and i'm damn unhapy with it.. plus i'm not going to show it here... let it be abt myself and the horrible student!

seriously a lot's happening!!! i'm sad, confused and lost... HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wan these outcomes!!!! guess i'm regretting... maybe... but all i noe is tt ppl love to tok abt me this sem... dun care already.... and u noe wad... purposely dun wann call me go out so plan a time i cannot go... wth...

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I'm so sad and u noe wad dun work!!! it is so boring!!! in factory tt is... -.-

all the o-pa-sen la.. goodness.. make me look so bloody old there... -.- boring job really... details ask me. type here too long.. but i can say is u are to do everything!!! jus like how ppl programme a machine wad to do... u are jus like ONE!!! F***ing shit...

i think i rather go work some other place... think my hands are getting rough.. :( = change job! i long time already expressed tt I DUN WANNA WORK.. as in this kind of ****ing job lor... piss me off man.my mum... argh..

ya so wad u expect... worked for 2 days already can i say i wokr one more and dun wanna work?? -.- idiotic... haiz...

yesterday went off and came home bathe and go band... like erm... -.- haiz.. i dunnoe forget it.. not going to work in a factory after this!!!! bad experience.. and it is like long time ago i express tt i'm more interested in customer service kind.. like FnB?? -.- no interaction with strangers is so boring... the work place is like erm.. u already noe hu's there it is FIXED!!!

o anyway.. i'm so so so sad la..haiz.. must go "slap slap slap" someone... lolx... ok... haiz.. dunnoe wad should i do... so ya... i think i'll need to keep myself busy... so as to not think abt anything at all.. but i got erm... anessay to write.... -.- ya ... no choice got "work" to be done.. lolx..

i'm really tired... haiz... bored and sad... really... HELP ME!!!!

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Hyper Sensitive... Really Sad

haiz.. i dunnoe can someone hear me out?? or rather u hear me out...

haiz.. i'm really very very very depress.. very confused.. very... so many things going on...

yesterday nothing much family big quarrel so ya lor sit there listen then late for training.. after tt went home so boring coz later got things on lor.. -.- missed my meeting... then ya went to eat celebrate my younger sis's b day...

today woke up late after sometime went out to eat again... i think i needa exercise... erm... ya after eating go shopping??? bought nothing as always... then come home sleep... i'm thinking and thinking...

at this state of confusion.. wad can be considered wad cannot be considered... wad should i do... how would u react.. or in general how would everyone react??

ok at nite ate dinner celebrate sister's b day with a cake.. and wine.. lolx... ya drank quite a bit.. haiz.. yup...

Anyway Happy B day Younger Sister!!!

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Ultra Sensitive

really... jus like at home the whole day... execpt when i went out for 5 hrs... i went to sec sch return things fly to jp buy some flowers requested by ppl. adn then concert..

ya tts abt all i did the whole day.. :X nothing much jus i'm getting more sensitive day by day....

haiz.. i dun wanna blog more really no point... coz writing so much it does not help also.. so = haiz.. nvm... i keep them to myself better...

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Super Sensitive

Every small little actions are affecting me a lot... for example call ppl and got into the voice mail... msg ppl no reply... tok to ppl and they give me tt do i wanna noe look but they dun mean it.. all this things are so trival and yet affecting me so much now... argh!!!

can someone tell me HOW???

today woke up prepare a bit and off to airport to fetch my dad... so he jus came back = gotta be a good boy like i'm not like tt.. and come home early.. this i always dun do... :X haiz.. restircted freedom?? or more like no freedom at all.. nvm... so well after tt went to IMM for lunch... -.- ate the most sinful thing ever... chicken rice... the chicken is ok... soup is very nice... but the rice... so oily yet not much taste.. haiz.. sian... wasted my sin... -.-

after tt is back at home... then play a bit of games.. and off to sch for band practice... boring practice i guess tts wad i can say... i'm seriously off tune... and no reed suits me at all execpt this super sharp reed... guess it is so sharp tt it jus make my nerves working overtime... anyway it is so difficult to hear if i'm on the rite pitch... OMG.. sian totally... :S

after tt went to eat mac... it is like haiz.. nvm... laugh like hell.. haha but still ya lor.. sian.... nvm la... tml's gonna be a busy day... concert... -.- haiz... cauliflower i think i'll go buy tt.. lolx.. headache... sometimes i wonder i really wonder if someone reads and dun comment at all or izit really tt there is no one reading... hmmm... -.-

when i'm happier then i show u tt big things i saw in the pass week.. lolx... haiz.. dunnoe jus really getting depressed... maybe reason y sun-ning myself is impt... coz it actually lightens ur mood if u notice... haiz..

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Very Sensitive

i can't believe i can get more sensitive than this... haiz.. dunnoe jus really la.. any small little things is so nvm... and when all adds up together = like tt...

morning i woke up damn moody... and was being called to wake up to go out supermarketing with my mum... wad u think.. so ok lor... wad can i say.. told her 1 have to be back she took her time till 2.30... no comments.. then kind of got scolded.. haiz.. felt bad la.. but ya lor... u cannot turn back time.. then slack at home... terrible headache.. u noe like u do work half way the head spin kind.. :S u understand??

then was kind of like rest there on my bed.. o well jus got this product for the face.. seems useful really... like suddenly renewed skin.. but yet again.. can only use for 3 more days or less.. at the rate i use.. and it is very little lor.. so well... sat morning afternoon and evening booked totally.. argh.. and u noe wad i got no $$$ -.- summore the rate i travel is die liao... money etc mum also dun wan to give.. i mean wth... dunnoe wad she thinking.. sourcing out all my pool of resources... and they are depleting like hell... as u noe.. poor Lins' no card at all.. so meaning u dun have additional places to get $$$ so u find ur room... in ur room.. the place u keep money depleted already how?? -.-

ok back to yesterday... erm.. went to sch... so sian.. so sad and so sensitive.. haiz.. S^3 interesting huh.. anyway the training is fun really... lolx... ba po.. and ba ba.. lolx.. nvm... went to eat kfc after tt.. OMG.. so u c y no $$?? then is like so noisy caught a bit of things but in fact 2 words.. lolx..

ya back at home so bored... chat lor.. to the usual ppl... ya boring day.. can something more happen to somethings?? so can anything get worse than this?? and my dad is back in town... -.-

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Yesterday Once More

nice song... ya dreamt of it.. and also tt star wars ep 1's choir part.. :X but some how looking at tt forest gump score to sing.. and i really mean sing... :X

o well lets recall yesterday.. hmmm it is like i'm at home nothing to do.. watch k drama a bit.. watch a bit of anime... and ya tts abt all lor then i go out liao.. need to wait for 30 minutes.. argh.. use to waiting...

then dunnoe to go suntec or orchard.. in the end is orchard lor.. lolx.. yup.. then there walk heerens... NUM so many shops.. :S omg.. nvm... jus walk around cc lor.. then walk taka... ate pepper lunch.. lolx.. nice.. then continue to walk.. anyway saw a lot of things tt i can buy.. as in ya.. but no $$$ saw a big big big stich (spelled this way??) so cute la.. so nice to hug also... but the price is big big big and so cute and nice to hug too... 249... cute coz y can't they put 250?? big big big coz 3 digits and nice to hug y... coz u buy liao hug or dear $$$ good bye.. lolx.. out of point... haha...

ya then walk to crumpler at weelock's place izit spelled this way again?? u noe i got spelling problems.. lolx... ya so many of them with all the weird weird names.. lolx.. like 1 million dollar home.. -.- put wad?? cam de.. lolx... cute sia... then after tt went to borders.. cool.. reading horoscopes.. as always.. at least i noe somethings.. lolx.. ya after tt went off liao lor..home rather... abt 11 plus reach home.. chat abit... then ya sister call for HELP!!! first time.. lolx.. then went to help lolx... ya took my 30 minutes i think.. make me such a stinko.. -.- ya then chat a bit here and there.. and off to shower.. and soon sleep... so happy i guess... ya happy abt wad i think i should do in the future...

but still the question lingers in my mind... wad should i do??? huh huh.... can someone tel me... haiz... tts the headache part... but yet again... ur mind and ur actions dun normally correspond to each other... u noe wad i mean... argh... if i ever noe how to find things.. i wish i had a genie with me tt can grant me 3 wishes... o well.. haiz... wad to do...

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I Dunnoe Holiday Or Exchange!!!

o well... today started with suppose to like exercise.. but too late la in the end.. so too bad... tml then.. but looking at the time i sleeping.. erm... -.-

then afternoon watch k drama.. so stupid la. kind of interesting too.. then mid afternoon went back to sec sch.. get some stupid score for some stupid ppl.... hu can jus lose things like in a blink of an eye... kind of wasted my time there actually... the band can play la.. as in they practiced... but still tuning some parts not there lor.. OMG...haiz...

after tt practically running everywhere i go.. -.- nice rite.. run for bus for train.. then o well.. reach sch on time without my newspaper... lolx.. sian totally.. tml must get papers already... haiz... i'm dying.. coz no $$$ haiz.. help me!! somebody... i dun mind being a xiao bai lian.. wahaha.. :P joking la..

ok so went for practice without dinner.. haiz.. boring... and izit an exchange or holiday.. i think i'll be there for holiday yet again.. lets jus say... spending $$$ for nothing!!! o well.. no comments... ok but i noe i can shop at the DFS.. lolx.. but i got no $$$ remember.. so = bad!

went back bitching abt life etc.. lolx.. how interesting.. lolx.. sometimes i jus dun understand... really... but anyway not my prob i jus do wad i wan... wad i'm happy with... or make myself happy in a way... :X lolx...

so anyway i'm still very sad.... really... song: "some~~ where~ out there someone's saying a pray" lolx.. hopefully... haiz...

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Ok Fine Cannot Continue Already...

y. coz i think it is getting irrelavant from my life.. :X as in ya literally... so yup change title.. :X i'm gonna up load one of the some nice songs tt i listen to NOW... lolx... there is another one but lazy to compress it.. and it is damn nice.. 1 week bah... this song is a dance... the starting nice.. lolx... u jus listen.. :D

o anyway... hmmm seriously i wonder hu's reading this boring blog.. :X ok sat dunnoe y so high.. :X i think over my own limit... friday already shi tai like sat another day.. :S loxl.. but ok la... dun care abt wad others think lor.. i'm wad i wan to be... lolx... but hmmm seriously izit an act all along i dunnoe.. lolx..

ok.. woke up kind of late... went to eat my brunch... got some songs the nice onces... lolx.. then ya.. then went band late... haiz.. cash flow prob anyway... this is bad.. really.. how to survive now u tell me?? :( argh... bad bad bad... :(

ok practice was like hell.. sight read the piece.. and it is like OMG... accidental everywhere.. all the sharps and flats suddenly blur.. :S then some short easy solos i guess.. but stilll didn't lay well... o and i found out one thing.. my reed thin so much tt the song now is super thin... playing high notes is like screeching.. :X but i think tuning is ok la.. coz i listen to flutes.. unless she is off.. :X lolx...

anyway damn tired.. haiz... so well went to bugis anyway... with this f.h gal.. lolx.. ya chat on the way.. coz she also going to bugis lor.. haiz..now i think very difficult for me to get a job.. haiz... :( and mum's nagging already.. OMG... and guess wad my time is like OMG... u should c man.. pack pack one... so it is like the work have to accomdate my time..:X sian... sure cannot find de lor...

ok my frens are asing me for directions... and where we wait.. so happen tt there is this ad and this person standing white there.... outside the control station there.. OMG... laugh like hell.... ok went to eat.. kind of exp.. haiz.. no choice la... already eat so like tt lor... need to do work liao... so anyway after tt went P.S... they wanna play para... and :( i'm being drag into it.. :( throw my face only sia.... haiz.... no comments... but ok la.. to say it is quite fun... lolx... then went to the "upstairs" play perc. master they play.. and ddrE.. lolx.. i stand and watch... :S

ya then went home.. lolx... kind of boring rite.. go home so early.. lolx.. no choice... ya reach home surprising thing is never get scolding.. it was 12.45am... lolx.. :X does it mean can go home later.. no.. y mum's in good mood.. if not i'll be questioned a thousand and 1 questions wad u doing outside.. -.- alrite.. it is a new day liao.. :( haiz.. still how many more days to c... how many days past tt i haven c... haiz.. sad really...

anyway my blog's so like my life... -.- hu reads my entries.. hmmm i seriously wonder...

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Today's Motivation Yesterday's Results

O well... motivated to do stuffs... but still i'm kind of sad... i think i need to get a bit more sun already... u noe "sunning" is never in my dictionary... but nonetheless i love the sun.. but not the heat... the heat tt's so hot tt causes ur skin to burn... get wad i mean?? nvm..

yesterday was kind of busy... hmmm... u c.. i woke up at 11.30am.. tohave a meeting in sch at 12nn.. how interesting huh... in the end i reached at 12.30... o well still we got to UCC at NUS looked-ed at the place... very nice... nice place to sing... the acostics is good.. really.. any small little sound is heard... and really heard.. so if u are not in tune it is OMG... after tt we were like sitting there slack a bit...

so hungry so went to queensway coz also need to do somethings... so now wad... look for quota for the jacket... lolx.. cool... but u noe wad... walk around so much tt i saw lots of things i wanna buy.. :X when i have $$$ lets go for a mega kill... lolx.. o well.. i dun have tt much $$$ to spare now.. even my 3 meals i also have gotta think how to get the $$$ ok.. wad u think man.. and wad tt mum always nag at me... u dun understand... haiz... neither do i...

o btw ate laska... cool.. first time eat with out chopsticks.. lolx.. nvm.. then after the queensway thingy went to beauty world... get some theory book and went back to sch... after practice ate MAC!!! OMG.. haiz... tried grilled chicken foldover.. nice ok... really... OMG... u should try.. lolx. healthy food to eat. in mac.. wahaha.. at last.. i haven try it la.. tts y.. so now yup.. lolx..

crazy day nite was rather :( how come got scolded... hmmm guess i tok too much bah.. haiz... sad... so anyway... ya lor.. so like today is another real tiring day.. needa sleep early.. my face is going from bad to worse!!! argh... HELP!!!

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Tml's Zest Today's Motivation

yup.. and wad i said is true... anyway... so boring at home.. haiz...

at last got a bit of $$$ from mum... but yet again.. u think it is enough?? no... haiz.. sad man... :(

o well sianz... went band today.. u noe wad.. horrible.. the pieces.. lucky no oboe solo.. but anyway my tone is getting worse... i guess it is the reed's prob.. this reed is like at least 4 mths... -.- or was is 6 mths? -.- i dunnoe really... but ya it is really long ago... OMG.... haiz... my high notes pitching ithink if listen a bit can get it la.. but tone is :S dun tok abt it..

went to eat and here i am home...

yesterday more interesting... lolx... stay at home whole day.. then late afternoon tt mum pulled me to some interview... -.- so sian... haiz... after tt went PS... lolx.. eat ice cream walk around chat a lot and ate MOS.. lolx.. yup... and after tt came back home not very late la... kanna scolded lor.. everyday come home late... -.- like my fault.. :S ok... yup... tt was yesterday... and was so pissed with my mum la... and she was "scolded" by me... yup... u guess it.. abt wad work... lolx.. she love to call ppl to work i dunnoe y.. so irritating... ARGH!!!

anyway so bored... dunnoe wad ppl doing these days... really.. haiz... -.- can i get a bit of info on wad u ppl doing these days??

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