Laptop

bringing a laptop to sch is good... reason i can blog down my thoughts anytime...

now i seriously damn sad la.. being PS-ed by all my grp mates.. and me sitting here alone doing the project... this is so irritating... actually wanted to treat ppl lunch.. so FORGET IT!!!

i was stupid all along... to have this kind of foolish thoughts... and indeed... i should say i'm a stupid person afterall... no common sense? like wad ppl say u should not have existed in the world... haiz..

now i'm sitting here hopeing someone will come do the project.. but guess not.. looking at the time.. 1pm lesson... and now left 45 minutes or so... can do wad?

the more i sit here the angrier i get... sadder i get too... maybe i jus need a break... maybe i jus need to part from my world close myself somewhere where ppl cannot get me cannot contact me... i wish time stops and i would stop at this moment...

sometimes it jus spoils ppl's day... this is not helping at all... seriously... i hate this... guess no one ask me to like is in the first place... well.. i dunnoe wad to say.. but i'm not feeling well at all... under stress.... from all areas in life?

guess i'll just need to get more frens... hang out more... forget everything... forget myself... how difficult it is to trying to cheer ppl... by making a fool of urself... how difficult it is to make a fool of urself when u are so stress so troubled so wadever... i think this would be a time of the year i'll never wanna remember yet again... i never wanted to remember anything in the first place...

if time stops and i can turn it back i'll turn it all the way to make me not even born into this world at all... being such an irritant to everyone... be such a disgrace (according to them)... and u noe wad... i think i should jus choose my path wisely... from now on...

The Purity of Music