Wad Can I Say

Stress.. having 3 reports to hand up in the week 2 on friday one on wednesday... o gosh... this is a busy week... and now i think i'lljus die la... haiz.. looking at the amount of things i need to do...

can i skip everything and do my project?? :X haiz.. this is bad.. and i need rest... lolx.. o well today's fren's b day... celebrate... lolx... but u noe wad.. i need to keep a look out of my cash flow.. it is going faster and faster.. worst than a tap... haiz... this is bad really... haiz..

o well today nothing much at 7.30pm i took a bus to sch.. wad u think sure late for lesson de lor.. ya and so happen i stp in on laptop a while is quiz..i haven even study a it la.. no choice look at my fren's slides and then like tt lor.. once through.. c how well i'll fair.. haiz.. i think it'll be of the worst grades ever... haiz.. there goes..

i wan a crumpler... i dun care.. but i need to get one tt i dun c it so common around.. o ya i did not get my allowance from my mum.. OMG.. -.- haiz.. totally forgot.. anyway wanna get from her is also very difficult lor... she this person.. but ok la.. with my mum i always need to remind myself how u wan her to treat u is how u should treat her.. so yup.. :D

hmmm i wan i wan i wan.. everything i wan.. when will be a day where i'll get everything i need..i think i seriously need to take a break from my so stressful life... 25th nov 9th dec performances.. haiz.. i very fears for 9th dec performance... haiz... i seriously need lots and lots of practice... having the whole concert weighing on ur shoulders... it is a not so good feeling u noe... i very scared PnC will repeat itself.. whihc i dun wan it to happen... it is bad really... haiz.. i dunnoe if i made the rite choice to begin with...

o well... i actually think performance is so cool.. show case ur talents.. as if i have.. i think performance is cool... performing to audience hu will wanna hear is something very cool.. the passion for performing... but again.. i need time to practice i need time to prepare.. tts the problem... i'm so un-talented... so much so tt i m dying here coz of being too fully packed.. haiz...

i seriously still wondering... if something is as easy as forgetting time... but again... do i wanna forget... will i forget?? these are things so bad tt i need to c again... haiz... so much stress.. so little sleep i need to sleep more... and ya so sian now.. frens taking so long.. haiz... :(

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