Merry Christmas

ok.. seriously.. i dun feel the christmas mood.. X: anyway.... this year santa again.. did not give me wad i wan.. :( jus a wish a year... and i always dun get them.. so wad should i say?? hmmm dun wish for them??? then they'll come true?? :X
"i need someone to lean on..."
o well.. jus been so pissed the past few days.. becoz of hu... my great old man... Dad.. he's been pissing me off totally.... i mena seriously.. u jus think of it... first ask u to follow his instructions.. then after tt say this and tt.. then say u never use ur brains.. O pls.. u say follow ur instructions then now say i no brains.. wad's more... would u hang a foldable table on the wall.. and u noe u are going to use it the next day.. like dude... ZzZz... then tell me again.. hu's hse got no shoes de?? shoe rack u wanna shift it behind... as in after the kitchen.. like OMG... lame la..
"to love, to let me feel their warmth..."
aiya.. still got a lot never say... dun wanna say also.. waste my breath... jus it is very good i did not let off the steam... anyway the stitch at home is getting cuter.. i dunnoe y.. lolx.. :X ok lame... i'm so tired..."i seriously need but the only person hu can give tt to me now.."
o yesterday... woke up so freaking early to go market with my mum... then free labour help her carry stuff.. -.- then she say.. o if u wan u can ask ur frens to come over tonite (lastnite)... so like last minute... then i'm like erm.. ok.. but i was thinking now then ask... ever since they started planning for this stupid thingy... they did not even tell or ask if i'll get my frens over... -.- so well.. dun care la... ask but no one came so boring... as in my frens... so like tt lor.. anyway i also very tired... need to control the pressure build up within me.. need to do all the stupid things..
"is i noe yet i dunnoe..."
o well cleaned and ok la. not too bad.. had a nice shower and slept.. woke up by my mum again... everytime she wakes me up.. sure get all the scoldings be4 i get up.. lolx.. :X poor mum... ya like tt lor.. continue the cleaning and now so freaking tired.. :X feel like sleeping... yawnz...
"ailey.."

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