HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

opps.. i'm so late in wishing now.. time lag.. :X well been busy tts y.... 1 and 2nd so busy with hse stuff... 3 4 5 sch...

3rd slept at 2am and woke up at 5.20am and the 3 hr plus sleep lasted me till abt 1 to 2 am.. gosh.. :X but anyway... i was at MS in the afternoon after lessons... walked city link first.. then went to suntec and then MS. saw my fren lolx.. ate at breeks... OMG.. so fattening can.. butter.. :X o my... i need to loose some pounds man.. :X i'm like getting heavier.. so it jus shows one thing.. no exercise and eat too much!!! :X no tt cannot happen... ok then after dinner went to raffles city shopping centre... lolx.. yup.. be4 we noe it we are like hmmm walked almost all the shopping areas there are in the area... so yup... the dradful part.. gotta bid farewell... the 2 girls seems busy... i'm kind of busy.. and we dun have much time got my other fren going to army on 12th jan.. :S this is hmmm bad... lolx...

ok... 4th went to for an "interview" and u noe wad it wasn't an interview at all.. so stupid... i felt cheated.. but ok la... they are the one in a mess... so yup lets jus c how.. :X but toured the area... haiz.. lab coat everyday... c chemicals everyday... so quiet... and seems to be very boring.. :S this is bad.. but provided i can get over the interview then say lor... after tt went home change relax and off to sch... late by a little too many minutes... but still ok la.. miss a bit of the lesson... but still ok lor.. then the next lecture i was practically sleeping in the lecture.. OMG.. for 1 hr.. the other 1 hr so like dazing.. X: OMG.. haiz... i seriously have got to question myself wad have i learnt... then so happy coz got frens going for band practice... lolx.. :D so funny... and today played so horribly but also the band is horribly imbalance... nvm.. spare u the details.. and the other the oboe here.. new one... so many impt keys missing.. like the low c alternative key.. the double G# key... how u expect me to play well if i need to trill those notes.. and u noe wad.. the oboe was degraded jus for other needs... so selfish of them... opps said too much... went home chat a bit sleep...

friday.. 5th stressful day... regret flagging a cab to sch.. cost me 6 bucks... gosh... and when i reach there... so many ppl not around and the teacher is like still briefing la.. dotz... so well the whole day's lab like tt... execpt for the lecture.. played stupid games... then so soft la.. jus to prevent me from getting to high.. X: lolx.. ok... then ya lor... some ppl jus threw temper.. for wadever reason... i have got nothing to say... but later dun trust my preparation.. so dun care already la.. jus let her do it... being irritated lor.. then always like to push me out of the lift.. -.- nvm... then went to eat dinner.. suppose to go home in the end dragged to cca.. :X then went to mac to eat... ok i gotta say knowing perfectly well tt i'm so fat now i'm still drinking milkshake.. X: gosh... nvm la.. reach home so late.. haiz... like tt lor.. suppose to have an appointment... :X but in the end.. dunnoe lor.. so many things happened... in jus the 3 short days of the start of the year... tt 3 4 5... haiz.. i needa save lots of $$$ already.. i've got no $$$ haiz.. this is bad really..

so confusing... so many things happening... and my results are falling.. time to start studying... :X when everyone else is getting 100 - 95... i'm getting 70+ 80 dotz.. :( i'm so sad now.. haiz... my inablilty to do well jus cause much sadness...

well belated Happy New Year...

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