Sad

first... i really wanna say... when i really need help none of my frens noe tt i need help... even i ask they are like u sure... u dunnoe.. then they like think i noe everything... but in fact.. i dun... just look at my results it is falling like waterfall... and when i ask for help hu's there to help?? they think i'm lying.. but in fact i'm not hu dun care abt their grades? though i may be irritating at times.. but for studies... when i dunnoe i'll jus ask so maybe i accidentially irritated someone.. i dunnoe...

2nd... i really wanna say... i'm really very sad... somethings like u dunnoe how to open ur mouth to ask or even tok abt... dun u have such experiences? but again... if u dunnoe how to put it... u never noe the ans... wad's more... there are more to understanding a person's mood and thinking than jus plain words itself rite??

3rd... i really wanna say... i feel like i'm a failure... nothing is going well... i jus dun have wad it takes... i dun have wad it takes to be good... i dun have wad it takes to excel.. i dun have wad it takes to be wad i wan to be... i haven achieve anything i set to achieve... when will tt day ever come... when i work so hard... and working even harder but i jus dun get it... blame it on luck... or jus blame myself for being so stupid... for only a stupid fool like me noes nothing... i'm stuck... very stuck... stuck between a left and a rite brainer.. haiz... help is wad i need... jus admit it.. i'm stupid... useless and not of any worth...

wadever it is.. i'll still strive and achieve wad i wanna achieve... when the world is abt money studies and planning... u gotta be an edge over the world...

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