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many things happened... and i really mean many... first... my leave is pending... it is neither approve or not approve... and guess wad... izit so difficult to get a leave?? it is already no pay leave can... and i've got no choice but like i'm suppose to go for this meeting.. if not my club dun have any $$ for the next one year! then the sch.. can't they give more advance notice... a week is far too short! i plan my time at least a mth ahead for when i have rest time etc.. abt wad to do then... 2 weeks be4... so it is like.. out of the blue u come and spoil my plan.. and wad's more i'm having attachment it is not like i'm working on my own accord... and my supervisor was like commenting.. u are the first batch of IA students hu are always taking leave.. i'm like erm... wad can i say...

more imptly.. i get moody becoz.. i'm thinking y m i involve in such a thing... i should not be treasurer... adding stress only... work i dun feel stress but jus make sure it runs well.. but adding in this practices and all.. totally killed me... jus look... 5 out of 7 days i need to be in sch...
and 4 are on week days.. meaning... the next day i have work.. i need sleep too u noe... argh...

anyway... been very happy till tt faithful day came.. -.- now i think i should re-plan all my time.. and give myself more time to rest... ZzZz... it does irritate me when i dun have personal time... or rather not enough... ok maybe another is the time of hte mth... hu noes...

but happy days are when in work i do my stuff... and receives msges... and when i'm free i send them back... and will receive it soon again... sometimes the sms keeps me motivated to continue to work.. tt at least somewhere somehow someone is thinking of me... =)

when ppl feel sad and tell me... i'm always feeling sad with them... though i may not be expressing out in my tone... anyway... sometimes it is best to put down everything.. u have the strength to lift it up.. u must have the courage to put it down... it is easier said than done... this i noe...

haiz.. headache.. now wad.. my first pay is only coming only in may?? i think.. so i've to live in porvety for the next 2 mths?? -.- this is crap... :S

i wan get many things.. tt is hard to get... haiz.. nvm... time to shop for a wallet.. =X but wad design i also dunnoe leh.. gosh... hmmm... maybe i find something i like?? =D

now next.. i think my bill wil be crap... -.- first overseas call... clock abt 30 minutes.. thanx to someone.. =@ lolx... :P and msg too.... this is bad... prepared to be scolded...

anyway somehow or rather... i tok on the phone so much till i jus sleep on it.. :S felt so gulity... is there a cure to it?? like maybe putting toothpicks to keep my eyes from closing??

ok so hope today's a better day.. gotta recover from the TotM!! Zz

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