Free!

Yes! I'm now free from all ccas! Free from all those crap! i have personal time now. as in like totally! (actually i've always been so since attachment started) Now's a time where there's no worry abt other stuff and watch others suffer. Well it is more like i don't even wanna be part of you guys.

You've already source out players so y still didn't get them down? but one more thing, it is a waste of time to go down so often. Look at who needs more practice? I'm really shocked at things like play this portion thingy and still get wrong. I'm no better but at least i can say if i had more practice it wouldn't be. Look at you? Ar! pathetic!

Plus what's a more valid reason that a reason of school work?? not everyone's like you who don't care. And the difference on doing well or not. i'm a bit ambitious bit at least i don't wanna fail myself. By aiming at only a pass. So much so for the FYP is not a valid reason.

O well... somethings that i found out about myself. I've been typing and sms-ing without the "..." at the back of every sentence while others are learning the "..."

I'm really sad. I've founded a place that doesn't want me and stuck there for god knows how many years. like 3? for what use? TIme wasted. the regret comes in and the bad feeling. (usual) I think i've always been in this situation where i'll regret what i embark on. And it failed or i lost interest or some great things happened.

I've got to pass my PFT! still got lots of room for improvement!

I really sometimes don't know what in that person that i cannot seems to get away from. What's that factor? Really what's that thing tt i cannot forget about? ARGH! hate it. And it is not going anywhere. There's this weird aura going around all the time.

I'm in a very transactional period where i feel very unstable. Somehow like a re-search of idenitity. Collating info. Replotting the next big move. And i'm all lonely. Friends are like distant animals when they see me. (i dunnoe y) What's in me that people fear? or is that because i'm too transparent? or they think they are not worth as a friend? HAIZ~!

My world re-building upon itself. In the midst of this big world there is this lonely guy that's still like a child yet not like a child. All alone looking at the world. Things he don't get he just sees them passing by.

The Purity of Music