NDP
9:16 PM
Ok. NDP so Happy 42nd Birthday Singapore! 42nd right? =X Acutally, I haven had the Singapore B Day fever at all? why is it so? Even yesterday, i haven't really recalled that it is Singapore's Birthday. But surprisingly i wore red. Unknowingly though.
Day was alright things seems ok. Sup not around, sad. After work went to eat at holland V. When my dept went to some hotel for dinner. OMG. their's was freaking expensive! cannot afford. lolx!
Anyway, i haven't had a proper sleep last night. First, after i bathe and dry my hair to sleep.20 minutes later sister call me up. And i was like wth... to kill that thing. but in the end it disappeared somewhere, so i happily went to sleep. 40 minutes later she call me up again. This time was WTF! That thing was lying there and call me to kill! can't she just do it herself~ so just hand go down.. Wait with a tissue of course! I washed my hands and went to sleep! 7 plus am mum called me up! help me lock the gates! ARGH! sat there chit chat with her a while before she left. so went to sleep again. After 40 minutes i think called againhelp her take her thing! OMG! WHY is everyone calling me! so after that i happily slept another 3 long hours.
woke up start doing things and was like its national day. List a few need-to-dos like name e.g. hair cut! There are many things i want to do but i have got no time! =(
I'm really sad that i did not learn how to play a piano, did not learn how to skate, did not exercise enough, did not faster finish my report. I'm sad and i think there is no one who will be able to help me. =(
All my efforts are in vein? searching for that one is so difficult. I'll fall back sit behind and stay quiet for some time. It has already began for some time already. Maybe a month plus? O well... I really feel like going clubbing now! out of the world of sadness for once and maybe shake to the music drink a bit more than normal and O i'm out of this pathetic Earth. But in reality, i'm still having my 2 big fat foot on this very Earth that i want to get out of.
Who's there to hold me at this time? ARGH! too much said. There's lots of work tomorrow!
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