Isolated and Blinded

I'm always that lonely child sitting at one corner. Waiting for people to talk to me. But this lonely child will forever be lonely. Unchangeable fact. I've never thought myself to be unlonely.

Nobody will understand the feeling i'm going through. Nobody will be able to put themselves in my shoe to have such a feeling. NOBODY.

Practical is so much fun. With all those people you were mostly not very close to. Unique group. =) Still they are a bunch of great people. Teamwork is great till now.

I want to change everything. I think i'll go colour or highlight my hair already. Just finding the time. The good time i yet to find. But i think soon. The more time i waste the less time i have.

I've practically wasted my time the past 2 years plus ever since poly started. That's the sad thing la. There is a progress in life and I stopped it long time ago. I'm like stuck in a body of a 19 yearold but my mental state is only like 15 or 16?

If I would turn back time. I'll promise I'll live my life to the fullest. Change every possible mishaps and of course, do things you'll enhance yourself. I've been stuck in this stupid shell for god knows how long. Time for a change. =) Ya. He currently need lots of money to change himself. Who will sponsor?

Thanx to my frens again for talking to me. =D This period in time is the darkest that Jasper's going through. When the tough gets going, the going gets tough(right?)

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