Tired
11:10 PM
i need to tan more! Ya alot more. i need to exercise a lot. a lot. i need money a lot. a lot. so everything also a lot a lot then how?
today went running again. i think i'm really fat la need to slim down even more a lot a lot. i'm weak emotionally and physically so wad good m i? haiz.
new action plan start now. 1st quit choir totally and half my band.2nd i think should be studies la. 3rd exercise more need to pass nafa. 4th tan. coz everyone also say i very white. 5th find money! new life!! yeah.
but haiz very difficult to achieve. and i need a person to go tanning with me. so i need hmmmm to get few things. one my FYP grp. two a fren who will exercise and tan with me. lolx. three get a sugar mum wahaha. (like real) find ways to get more $$$.
I must be more independent. but i rather be dependent on ppl now. so i can get a lot of things. that was wad i thought last time and now it is like still the same thought. however, i dun think it is possible lor. look. when i wanted to get this thing he was like boy dun need we are around so what you wan can ask from us. in my heart i was thinking wad i wan you'll give? haiz. i have hugh doubts esp my mum. always saying i use a lot of $$$ ya i do need lots of $$$.
to sustain myself. so no point arguing with them sometimes. i'm only 19. i need lots of things. so now action plan's up. change things around. yupz~!
Went for facial just now so tired until the person dunnoe put wad on my face haiz. i was sleeping there la. o god. i think i need to exercise more. o and my mum just complained abt the number of clothes i change. i didn't change a lot really. according to her 2 day 6 pieces? i didn't have so many de lor. nvm la she say you listen.
my everything have to change! new tml and the action plan must start. exercise more for now. yeah.
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