Troubled

I'm really confused. Really troubled. And very irritable now! Dun come disturb me with crap stuff and read my body language pls! (Not that i can help)

I'm really sad in a way. I haven't got the chance to really talk to you. And talking to you is all i wanted now.

-Sometimes i hate this human to human interaction. But sometimes i love it. Well when you've got ppl hu do things in a super mess. Or jus we cannot get to adapt to your style-

I'm left all alone here. Tired, sad and hope-given-up. I need my new wish new hope.

Thought this year will end differently from last but... in the end it's still the same! =(

I wan frens hu i can trust, hu's as outgoing as i m, as playful and bitchy as i m and of coz the 'click'. I'll never be able to find many, but at least i wan to have ppl hu i can go out with and feel comfortable talking crap.

nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai. Wad a phrase!

Labels: Confused, Sad, Serious, Tired, Troubled

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M I So Questionable?

Nothing's going my way that's all i know. Everything was ok till evening! :@ One was the scolding. Then was the stupid call. then ya now so sad. sad over? My future. I dunnoe what more to say.

Labels: Sad, Serious

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Serious

This post a bit serious la. I'm really wondering about not only my own future. How about others. I start to think of my own and also ya. Then after hearing quite a bit. I felt very sad la. =(

Great day. Had lots of fun and laughter. Think you know me too well. =X ya i eat things without fat. thanx for that locker thing ar. lolx.

Today's test is horrible. And how come everyone knows about my running thingy. O well. Nvm la. should start to train also for NAFA. Coming sem which is also the last sem =( sometimes i really feel like crying that my poly life is coming to an end already. A new chapter begins and haiz. lots of things will change again. I don't want. I want things to remain this way. But i forgot the world is always moving ahead. I'm always lagging behind. I don't know who reads this. And i think there will only be one or 2 persons.

Some feelings are hard to explain and harder to pen it down. You know? I hope this entry will be one of the last serious one i put in here before another one long after this.

Labels: Serious

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